it's not u it's me - Bea Miller

Let's get the story straight You were a poison You flooded through my veins You left me broken You tried to make me think That the blame was all on me With the pain you put me through And now I know that It's not me, it's you, it's not me, it's you Always has been you All the lies and stupid things You say and do, it's you It's not me, it's you All the lies and pain you put me through I know that it's not me, it's you, you, you It's not me, it's you, you So here we go again The same fight we're always in I don't care so why pretend? Wake me when your lecture ends You tried to make me small Make me fall and it's all your fault With the pain you put me through And now I know that It's not me, it's you, it's not me, it's you Always has been you All the lies and stupid things You say and do, it's you It's not me, it's you All the lies and pain you put me through I know that it's not me, it's you Let's get the story straight You were a poison flooding through my veins You're driving me insane And now you're gone away I'm no longer choking From the pain you put me through And now I know that It's not me, it's you, you, it's not me, it's you Always has been you All the lies and stupid things You say and do, it's you It's not me, it's you All the lies and pain you put me through I know that it's not me, it's you, you, you (It's not me, it's you) It's not me, it's you, you (It's not me, it's you) It's not me, it's you, you (It's not me, it's you) It's not me, it's you, you (It's not me, it's you) It's not me, it's you

I just can't keep going along Making believe that nothing's wrong It's wrong and it's always gonna be Nothing you did in anyway Nothing you say or didn't say It's not you, baby, it's me So keep on being long and tall Keep on talking with the same old drawl Keep on, baby, don't you trip and fall over me The petals on the daisy drop You love me then, you love me not You love me not, it's plain to see Who keeps the fire burning bright? The one who's losing sleep at night It ain't you, baby, it's me So keep the rose you never brought Keep the ring that you never bought It's all my fault, it's all my fantasy Oh, but I can't give you no more of myself Cause I'm looking out for somebody else It ain't you, baby, baby, it's me Oh, but I can't give you no more of myself Cause I'm looking out for somebody else It ain't you, baby, it's me

Sitting at this party Wondering if anyone knows me Really sees who I am Oh, it's been so long since I felt really known Fragile in the morning Can't hold on to much of anything With this hole in my hand I can't pretend that we always keep what we find Oh, yes, everybody splits apart sometimes Living in the wake of overwhelming changes We've all become strangers Even to ourselves We just can't help We can't see from far away To know that every wave might not be the same But it's all apart of one big thing Oh, it's not just me, it's not just me It's not just me It's everybody (everybody) Everybody, everybody, everybody Mercy is the only Cure for being so lonely Has a time ever been more revealing That the people are hurting Oh, it's not just me I guess, it's everybody Yes, we all bleed the same way Oh, it's not just me, it's not just me It's not just me It's everybody (everybody) Everybody, everybody, everybody Everybody, everybody, everybody Oh, it's not just me, it's not just me It's not just me It's everybody It's not just me

I know why you're hittin' me up All you ever want is to fuck with me But I don't ever have any fun 'Cause you don't even know when I'm coming clean You're gonna run and tell all your bros All the dirty things that you do to me It's kinda funny, they'll never know That you're only doing 'em in your dreams (hey) Don't call me just because you have nobody else (hey, hey) You're desperate and full of shit, boy, I can tell (hey, hey) Don't call me just because you have nobody else (hey, hey) I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself All I know is if you were here We would have to do what you like to do But I'ma do what I like, I'ma do it just right And I'll do it better than you Don't call me just because you have nobody else (hey, hey) You're desperate and full of shit, boy, I can tell (hey, hey) Don't call me just because you have nobody else (hey, hey) I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself Sometimes, I can't help it, but I want you badly Even though you never add me And I, I realize that the only time that we get close Is when you wanna fuck me over Don't call me just because you have nobody else (hey, hey) You're desperate and full of shit, boy, I can tell (hey, hey) Don't call me just because you have nobody else (else, oh) I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la La, la la la la, la, la la la la I'd rather lay in bed and motherlove myself, oh

Here is my story, I got my type Tattoos and skinny jeans Black boots and piercings A public enemy (ay, ay) Not Cinderella, still got my shoes I like the animal The supernatural Maybe I'm crazy but If you were Dracula (hey) I'd be letting you take that bite Hot and hazardous (hey) Like playing with dynamite Yeah, I want Dracula (hey) Forever be young and wild Dark and dangerous (hey) I love, I love the tragically beautiful I am a night owl, I come alive I'll make the sun go down So I can see you out Straight to the underground (ay, ay) I like the broken, imperfect rules That's why you're wonderful It's undeniable I might be crazy but If you were Dracula (hey) I'd be letting you take that bite Hot and hazardous (hey) Like playing with dynamite Yeah, I want Dracula (hey) Forever be young and wild Dark and dangerous (hey) I love, I love the tragically beautiful Only one kiss, only one Only one kiss, you'll be k-k-k-k-killing me Only one kiss, only one Only one kiss, you'll be k-k-k-k-killing me Hey Hey If you were Dracula (hey) I'd be letting you take that bite Hot and hazardous (hey) Like playing with dynamite Yeah, I want Dracula (hey) Forever be young and wild Dark and dangerous (hey) I love, I love the tragically beautiful