It Exist - PCSmoq

Baby please It's the way you speak Forming words so easily And I think of the way you think It keeps me from falling asleep In that grave I call a bed Until you called me up and said "I haven't stopped crying My father's been drinking I need a place to stay I don't want to be here He's saying the words that He promised he would never say That liquid he consumes Makes him speak the truth" And I said "No, it's not that at all It's that bottle of lies for a troubled heart It's standing on the edge of a mountain top Screaming anything he wants Like, "Look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me Because I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist, I exist" I remember the way you shook It's a shame that we're not soul mates 'Cause if I didn't know better I'd say this feels pretty good And how could I be scared? When I stretch and feel you're there So shut your mouth 'Cause these words will speak themselves I can feel them in these blankets And they're surrounding your figure Embraced in the quilts And I can't help but think You're my missing puzzle piece I wake up in the hallway, I'm looking for sunlight With rays that will cure me of the pain that keeps my lungs tight Ignoring the voices and feelings that tell me To get out of this house I can't make them stop I'm just like my mom And you said, "No, these demons will fall You're so precious to us all" And I said, "I, I can't do this alone I still need you to hold So don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go, don't let go 'Cause I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid"

We don't have to be realistic, who's gonna care anyway? Fake our way through existence just to get away from it This isn't everything you'll feel, I feel inconsistent Nothing seems fine anymore I'm not interested in what you have to say Let me exist Let me exist, without this Let's get lost somewhere we thought we knew Or we can rot sipping honeydew as part of our taboos We don't have to be realistic, who's gonna care anyway Seal our eyelids shut 'till it all changes and it's okay Let me exist Let me exist, without this

Stand up, you've gotta fight It's a temporary feeling, not like suicide It's like a war in your mind But you're stronger than you think now You'll be alright (Better days will come to light) (Better days will come to light) (Better days will come to light) I see the morning light and wonder why I'm still here If I exist another day would anybody even fucking care? Stand up, you've gotta fight It's a temporary feeling, not like suicide (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that I know I'm lost but want to find myself while I'm alive And I put a light up to my shoulder just to ask if I can smile They say that happiness would find me but the monster found me first Drown it out with your soul fire Let the bastard die of thirst (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I am NULA And I am free I'VE FOUND YOU MOTHER FUCKER (Better days will come to light) I know it's tough, but it's not enough To give up and (Better days will come to light) You gotta stay, you'll be glad one day And you'll know that (Better days will come to light) I lie awake at night Feel like I'm gonna die I wanna fly away and wake up on the other side You're stronger this way You're sad, it's ok And you know that