Is It Just Me? - Sasha Alex Sloan

Wheezy outta here Ooh-woo, diamonds peek-a-boo Ooh-woo, I done fucked the crew Ooh-woo, I done did the robbin' I done did the jackin', now I'm full rappin' I put on my brothers, I put on my bitch Had to wear the dress 'cause I had a stick You know where the bag at, tell me where it is I came from rags to riches, I'm the shit I can no longer disguise it, bitch, 'cause I'm rich I got cars galore, lil' bitch, 'cause I'm rich I escaped everyone on the list 'cause I am supposed to be rich I don't care 'bout no cop, I'm tellin' you just how it is Put it in a Uber, send it to a shooter Ask me how they do it, kickin' shit, Ryu, Ken Put it in a cab, send it to a Arab Hit 'em with the MAC now, now his whole body scabbed Cash on the delivery (Ayy) G.O.A.T. talk of the century (Oh) No time for gibberish, all the critics hearin' this All the bitches lipstick, and her pussy slippery I can call a troop, go by the name of Duke Kidnap a kangaroo, I can send a moose (Woo) Niggas stole a chain, but I ain't worried, fool I'ma keep on spinnin' 'til they tell me who Ooh-woo, diamonds peek-a-boo Ooh-woo, I done fucked the crew Ooh-woo, I done did the robbin' I done did the jackin', now I'm full rappin' I put on my brothers, I put on my bitch Had to wear the dress 'cause I had a stick You know where the bag at, tell me where it is I came from rags to riches, I'm the shit I can no longer disguise it, bitch, 'cause I'm rich I got cars galore, lil' bitch, 'cause I'm rich I escaped everyone on the list 'cause I was supposed to be rich I don't care 'bout no cop, I'm tellin' you just how it is I don't gotta throw you shit like Kaepernick, nah I got seven bitches with me, Kaepernick Yeah, R.I.P. Nipsey, I can tell you how they get rich I can tell you how to die or how to live in this bitch I can tell you how to talk the most impeccable shit I can show you how to walk like you got decimals, bitch Show you how I can get the top from all the top ten bitches I got white Adderalls and I have amoxicillin I got lights on, baby, I got moths in this bitch No fly zone, caught you like you're mouse in this bitch Growin' tycoon and I took some losses, you bitch I'm a boss, but I don't like to take a Loss in this bitch (Wheezy outta here) Such a player but I cake and cuddle all of my bitches I got layers, I got millions, I got all type of buildings Fuck around and air the pussy nigga out like linen Last nigga tried me, almost got popped in Lenox Ask the cops, ask the detectives, they know all the business Ask the cops and the detectives, all the jury districts Ask the kids at school who ambitious, all the missions Gave the lawyer close to two mil', he handle all the killings I don't know when and I don't wanna know who 'flodged Bentley's I don't know what's goin' bro, I think they all spillin' We don't speak 'bout shit on wax, it's all mob business We known to kill the biggest cats of all kitties Ooh-woo, diamonds peek-a-boo Ooh-woo, I done fucked the crew Ooh-woo, I done did the robbin' I done did the jackin', now I'm full rappin' I put on my brothers, I put on my bitch Had to wear the dress 'cause I had a stick You know where the bag at, tell me where it is I came from rags to riches, I'm the shit I can no longer disguise it, bitch, 'cause I'm rich I got cars galore, lil' bitch, 'cause I'm rich I escaped everyone on the list 'cause I was supposed to be rich I don't care 'bout no cop, I'm tellin' you just how it is

I know that absence might Make the heart grow fonder Or is it "out of sight Out of mind" I wonder And do you yearn for me When the nights grow cold Til death us do part To have and to hold I wanna give you my love, my love, my love But is it just me or am I all on my own again You're up at John O'Groats, I'm down in Land's End On you I depend I see your face When I close my eyes And there ain't no place Like between your thighs Don't want a life alone All by myself To honour and trust In sickness and health I wanna give you my love, my love, my love But is it just me or am I all on my own again You're at the Taj Mahal, I'm outside Big Ben It's driving me round the bend Forever and ever And ever, amen I wanna give u my love, my love, my love But is it just me or am I all on my own again You're in the Vatican, I'm in the Yemen And it feels like the end The end

It's been way too long for me to find it this hard Sitting alone, my fingers picking the sofa apart In attempt to distract from the fact that I miss you I wonder if your friends have had to carry you home And stay for the night because they don't want to leave you alone Way before it was fun, it's becoming an issue I know it's cruel But I kind of hope you're tortured too Tell me does your heart stop At the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak? Or is it just me? I heard a rumour you've been spending some time With that blonde girl you work with and I know she's exactly your type And my miserable mind's running wild with the picture Or are you there by yourself, dialing, redialing my number? And I'm calling your mother, spilling tears on my jumper again The way I am I know it's cruel But I kind of hope you're tortured too Tell me does your heart stop At the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak? Or is it just me? 'Cause this would be one whole lot easier God, I know that's selfish but it's true If underneath some calm exterior You're all fucked up too Tell me does your heart stop At the party, when my name drops? Like you're stood at the platform when the trains cross Are you hurting? Yeah, you must be Or is it just me? Tongue-tied, screaming on the inside When I say that we broke up and they ask why Are you crying in the shower like a freak With only cigarettes for company? Are you crying in the shower like a freak Or is it just me?

Think I drank too much, again Looks like fun, but it's pretend Why do I try to fit in When I just wanna go home? And I know this isn't like me I just want people to like me Got my glass up in the air And I act like I don't care And I take some, but I shouldn't And I say things that I wouldn't And I'm just part of the crowd But I feel better now, so Keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Taking pictures in the dark Smoke it up 'til I can't talk Fooled myself, almost forgot That I just wanna go home (I just wanna go home) And I know this isn't like me I just want people to like me Got my glass up in the air And I act like I don't care And I take some, but I shouldn't And I say things that I wouldn't And I'm just part of the crowd But I feel better now so Keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night I, I, I just wanna feel normal for the night I, I, I just wanna feel normal So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night Keep on kissing that guy that's not my type I just wanna feel normal for the night I should go, it's getting late But I'ma keep on dancing 'til I feel okay So keep on playing that song that I don't like I just wanna feel normal for the night

Yeah, I'll admit I've had sex before marriage I've smoked hella weed And then I shared it Yeah, I confess I've scrolled through Pornhub I've had impure thoughts And acted upon them So if the pearly gates Won't open up for me At least I know There's somewhere else I can go Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God for Hell Yeah, I'll admit My mind's a bit dirty Only go to church If somebody's forced me Yeah, I confess I say some bad words And I haven't yet, but I bet I'll get a divorce So if the pearly gates Won't open up for me At least I know There's somewhere else I can go Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God Thank God for knowing me well Thank God for making a place I can smoke And tell fucked up jokes Eternally just be myself Thank God for Hell Thank God for Hell If the pearly gates Won't open up for me Fuck 'em Thank God Thank God for making a Hell Thank God for making a place full of fire And greedy-ass liars Where I'm just like everyone else Thank God Thank God for knowing me well Thank God for making a place I can smoke And tell fucked up jokes Eternally just be myself Thank God for Hell

Thoughts Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts No medications ever made them stop All I think about is everything I'm not Instead of everything I got 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me 'Cause sometimes I just feel like I'm a freak When I wake up, I just don't like what I see All the way from my head right down to my feet I wish that I thought differently But I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Change Wonder if I'll ever really change, mmm 'Cause I'm scared they're all laughing, so I make the joke first If I beat 'em to the punchline, then I can't get hurt Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to The voice inside my head that's telling me I'm okay Entertain it for a second, then I push it away Yeah, I swear to God I'm trying, but I don't know how to be How to be a good friend to me Thoughts Sometimes I just can't control my thoughts

Started crawling in my skin Looking for a way out I can feel it happening So I talk myself down 'Cause right now The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Every time I run away It catches up somehow But I've been learning what to say So I talk myself down 'Cause right now The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on You just gotta keep on breathing Even when your lungs have run out of air Okay, baby you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on The walls are starting to cave in Sometimes, I wish I was somebody else When my mind starts misbehaving Is when I tell myself Okay, baby, you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on Rolling even on the bad days You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on You just gotta keep on breathing Even when your lungs have run out of air Okay, baby you'll be okay You've just gotta keep, gotta keep on You just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on (just gotta keep on) Keep, gotta keep on, you just gotta keep on