I put a box in my closet full of things that I've loved Sometimes I can't bare to look at It 'cause I won't deserve what I find I tell myself this every single time 'cause I'm not strong enough, not strong enough for this, yeah I'll sing until my skin starts to feel something I'll breathe again and again until the beat starts to mean something It's not a lot of fun to think about everyone you're letting down A sickness so incredible You know it's all irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational (You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know you're so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational You know it's so irrational)

Oh, give it nice and slow Yes I know, I am irrational Got a really bad habit of wasting time Giving you second chances Can't move forward with anybody else 'Cause you keep pulling me backwards You know it ain't right the way I let you take advantage Here we go, again and again Baby, you've got to Got to let me go Baby, please don't you Don't you let me go Baby, you've got to Got to let me go Baby, please don't you Don't you let me go Oh, give it nice and slow Yes, I know I'm irrational Pull me close, don't think Wind up my body, no need to understand Gotta really bad habit of losing my mind Chasing my addictions But you get me high Can't leave you behind without collateral damage You know it ain't right the way I let you take advantage Here we go, again and again Baby, you've got to Got to let me go Baby, please don't you Don't you let me go Baby, you've got to Got to let me go Baby, please don't you Don't you let me go Oh, give it nice and slow Yes, I know I'm irrational Pull me close, don't think Wind up my body, no need to understand Oh, give it nice and slow Yes, I know I'm irrational Pull me close, don't think Wind up my body, no need to understand

Jesus, I need You; lover, don't leave Did You call my name Just to plunge me deep into the darkness? Do You know that I can't even hear Your voice? Accusers around me on every side Whispering to me that I'm willfully blind That I'm clinging to nothing But all that I want is to clear the noise So I reach out my hands to find You where You have been hiding Maybe I'll see You deep in the eyes of the dying And You know I'm not asking You for a sign I trusted Your promise, I gave You my life But I guess I just miss You I feel so alone in the silence So I move closer to plague and disease and disorder Maybe I'll hold You in the beggars and thieves that You died for Just stay, just stay with me Oh, just stay, just stay with me I'll rejoice in my suffering If You just stay, just stay with me I look to the hills, I lift up my eyes to the heavens Maybe I'll see You flickering on the horizon

Deep down your eyes look Haunted by grey ghosts You live in your stories Hunted by shadows When pain comes to show you What you'd rather not know What will your heart do? What will you let go? May loving kindness Calm the raging of the wound May your healing Be a clearing in the wood May you breathe in Deeper than you ever could before See what you've lived through So you can grieve it (you can let it go, you can let it go) And draw it towards you Catch and release it (you can let it go, you can let it go) And now as your tears flow Let them be cleansing (you can let it go, you can let it go) Washing your heart so You can be mending (you can let it go, you can let it go) May loving kindness Calm the raging of the wound May your healing Be a clearing in the wood May you breathe in Deeper than you ever could before In every season For every seed there's a time to grow A time to grow through yesterday's curtains Maybe you'll open a window, a window So everything broken Everything bleeding Can be made whole Can be made whole Where everything shattered Baby, you'll find your Shiloh Your Shiloh (Calm the raging wound) (Find a clearing in the wood) (And breathe deeper than you even could before) May loving kindness Calm the raging of the wound And may your healing Be a clearing in the wood May you breathe in Deeper than you ever could before