It's difficult to see the end When you're walking with your worldly wisdom There's a shape in your eye, it's a cold dead violet We suffer the same but we suffer in silence So it's difficult to see the end You've arrived so bold And you started such a commotion I'd never say this but I hope you find Another place to call your own 'Cause I had a choice It ended in your debt I made myself invincible By making you invisible This old brittle world Can't take more, this means that You had a choice that you blissfully ignored You'll never break free from the walls that you built for me Never break free, it's just the faults of what you're living for And you beg me to stop, then beg for more And you are never gonna find yourself again Till you're on your own You stumble into the light Your silhouette on a brighter sky You stumble into the light It's gonna take many words to apologize Your fake graceful stare Empty thoughts 'cause there's nothing there Your rage won't compare You lost the plot and now no one cares You had a choice that you blissfully ignored You'll never break free from the walls that you built for me Never break free, it's just the faults of what you're living for And you beg me to stop, then beg for more And you are never gonna find yourself again Till you're on your own Till you're on your own You had a choice You had a choice You had a choice You had a choice You had a choice that you blissfully ignored You'll never break free from the walls that you built for me Never break free, it's just the faults of what you're living for And you beg me to stop, then beg for more And you are never gonna find yourself again Till you're on your own

I'm gonna stand right here I'm not gonna move And when the sky falls down You'll find me next to you I'm gonna stand right here And wait for your voice And when the world's at war You know we've got no choice, hey When you hear the sound of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you're falling down and your armour fails I will be your shield, I will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you hear the sound of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you're falling down and your armour fails I will be your shield, I will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier Hey I will be your soldier I will be your soldier

I'm gonna stand right here I'm not gonna move But when the sky falls down You'll find me next to you I'm gonna stand right here And wait for you voice But when the worlds at war You know we got no choice, hey When you hear the sound Of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you falling down and your on the fence I will be your shield that will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you hear the sound Of the world on fire And all that you can see is a big red sky When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier When you falling down and your on the fence I will be your shield that will keep you save When you know you can't make it on your own I will be your soldier I will be your soldier I will be your soldier

As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined You must have had yourself a change of heart like Halfway through the drive Because your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign Kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face And memories are somethin' even smoking weed does not replace And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains Doc told me to travel, but there's COVID on the planes And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Oh, that'll have to do My other half was you I hope this pain's just passin' through But I doubt it And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Have to do