Mmmh You do not You do not It's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night Scroll though your phone, getting high off the light Numb in your chest when you close the blinds Repose in time, and you tell yourself you're fine, but you Sabotage the things you love the most Camouflage, so you can feed the lie that you're composed This is the voice in your head that says, "You do not want this" This is the ache that says, "You do not want him" This is the glimmer of light that You're keeping alive when you tell yourself, "Bet I could fuck him" Why do you need love so badly? Bet it's because of her daddy Bet she was brutal and bratty, bet that she'll never be happy I bet that you're right, and I'll show you in time, but I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed I've got a monster inside me that eats personality types She is constantly changing her mind on the daily Think that she hates me, I'm feeling it lately Might have to trick her and treat her to 70 capsules or fly to a castle So at least we could say that we died being traveled Cultured and flattered, and then I could trap her But what does it matter? "You do not want this" This is the voice in her head that says,"You do not want him" This is that space in your bed that says, "Bet I could fuck him" Isn't it lonely? These are the standards to which you could hold me Think that you know me You think that you could if you hold me Think you could try to console me But I do not know me, no I do not know me 'Cause I, 'cause I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ("You do not want this") Sabotage the things I love the most ("You do not want this") Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed "You do not want this" "You do not want this" "You do not"

Oo yeah Oh yeah Heart speaks in whispers If my heart could speak, baby, yeah If I could I'd tell you how I feel, girl When I'm close to you At times I'd wish that my heart could tell you how Much I love you, but my heart speaks in whispers If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If you could feel what I felt just now, kiss me To prove that your love for me is true Two hearts that beat as one Send signals to each other in whispers, yeah If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no I would tell you how I felt If I could find the words to describe The way I feel when you are near Whenever you are by my side What I feel inside is deep And I just don't know what to say Because my words get in the way Every time I try to say Do hear it, babe? I love you What I feel deep inside, baby [Incomprehensible] If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no If my heart could speak you'd know Girl, if my heart could speak you'd know That I love you so and I'll never let you go, no no I'll never let you go I'll never let you go I'll never let you go I'll never let you go I'm gonna keep on holding on Holding on, oh yeah Never let you go Oh, never let you go Never let you go

Pine, I am calling to you Aspen, I am singing to you Redwood, hear this song Birch-bark, weeping willow And Dogwood, blooming moonlight Cedar, let it fall, fall away Oak, you bore my body Bay, I bade you open these vessels... To receive your whispers Tender breath-keepers Givers of life to these lungs May I open my ears and Surrender What can you tell me How can I tend you How can I tend to the ones Who pour life through these lungs... Care for these rivers going dry Bone and sorrow held as Pain, drought of feeling, yet the Rain can give us freedom, forest Rain, but if we cut them, it goes Away, help us Open these vessels... To receive your whispers Tender breath-keepers Givers of life to these lungs May I open my ears and Surrender What can you tell me How can I tend you How can I tend to the ones Who pour life through these lungs... "We, for every one of us you've uprooted You can soothe it by planting another Of the same as the kind you've uprooted Every ending a beginning if you choose it... You can soothe it... If you choose it..."