In This Darkness - Clara La San

I am beautiful (I hate you) I love you (How can you even love yourself?) I'm worthy (You disgust me) I'm pure (Where do you go now?) Please don't go (You'll burn in hell) I will fall to mortality (There is no god) God is inside of me (No wonder your Father left you) He should've protected me (Just take your clothes off) I will not (You're a whore) I forgive you

Apportioned like madness in season Bracing all like a breaking of reason With every night lost and every day torn With the drama feeling calmer and it's calmer in the storm Speakers are crying like a forest in the rain I was so alone with my thoughts and my pain And the darkness closed like a mouth on a wild night I'll never be free Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way I can't stand on my own anymore I can't stand in the stain of the broken and poor I can't break what I held and it never was true In the mirror what I said was a lie to you And me and everything I see and everything I could Tried so hard to be good For myself, for you, for the hidden and divine For everything, but I can fail just so many times Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way I can't stop when I feel like stopping At five a.m. just cry, shoot, copping The perfect life was enough for you And ever enough to see me through For all the lies that were spoken in waves And the way we lived as an affront to the days Was an affront to the things that we cared about Was an affront to everything that we cared about Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Oooh Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way (Light my way) Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way (Please light my way) Light my way (Please light my way) (Out of the darkness) Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way (Please light my way) (Light my way)

Apportioned like madness in season Bracing all like a breaking of reason With every night lost and every day torn With the drama feeling calmer and it's calmer in the storm Speakers are crying like a forest in the rain I was so alone with my thoughts and my pain And the darkness closed like a mouth on a wild night I'll never be free Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way I can't stand on my own anymore I can't stand in the stain of the broken and poor I can't break what I held and it never was true In the mirror what I said was a lie to you And me and everything I see and everything I could Tried so hard to be good For myself, for you, for the hidden and divine For everything, but I can fail just so many times Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way I can't stop when I feel like stopping At five a.m. just cry, shoot, copping The perfect life was enough for you And ever enough to see me through For all the lies that were spoken in waves And the way we lived as an affront to the days Was an affront to the things that we cared about Was an affront to everything that we cared about Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way Oooh Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way (Light my way) Light my way Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way (Please light my way) Light my way (Please light my way) (Out of the darkness) Ooh, in this darkness Please light my way Light my way (Please light my way) (Light my way)

Forcing through this hole My spirit weak A shadow feels familiar I guess I live in its wake The weight of what you've done Towers above me Its shadow grows and stretches Farther than my eyes can see In darkness, I In darkness, why always me Why not you Or someone else for a change Stuck in the dark Why always me In darkness, I In darkness, why always me Why not you Or someone else for a change In darkness, I In darkness, why always me Why not you Or someone else for a change In darkness, I In darkness, why always me Stuck in the dark Why always me

Ay, ay, ay Qué celosa es mi mujer Ay, ay, ay Yo no sé que voy hacer Pero que ay, ay, ay Qué celosa es mi mujer Ay, ay, ay Yo no sé que voy hacer La otra vez le dije: "Mira A las diez voy a salir" Me dijo: "Ojos que no ven Se lo lleva la corriente" Le dije, y eso no sale Me dijo: "Usted tampoco" Pero cuando éramos novios A mi nunca me jodía Yo no se porque cambió Amigos y amiguitas A todos los espantó Ay, ay, ay Qué celosa es mi mujer Ay, ay, ay Yo no sé que voy hacer Y ay, ay, ay Qué celosa es mi mujer Ay, ay, ay Yo no sé que voy hacer Le pregunte si esta celosa Contesto y dijo que no En verdad no esta celosa Y otra vez me dijo no Entonces dame un besito Y me dijo "Vaya que se lo de la otra" Pero cuando éramos novios A mi nunca me jodía Yo no se porque cambió Amigos y amiguitas A todos los espantó Pero cuando éramos novios A mi nunca me jodía Yo no se porque cambió Amigos y amiguitas A todos los espantó

La conocí en San Cayetano Sentada muy temprano, en la vereda Perdida entre la gente En medio de una larga procesión Y en ese loco torbellino Borracho como un vino me dejó Porque ví sus ojos negros Y todo el mundo pronto desapareció No! San Cayetano Yo te pedí una mano Y no un amor Exótica y hermosa Pero excesivamente religiosa Rezaba todo el día Y no tenía tema de conversación Aguanté por unos días Casi todas sus manías, pero yo Yo no soy lo que se dice exactamente Un santo de su devoción No! San Cayetano Yo te pedí una mano Y no un amor Aflójese la ropa Y páguese otra copa compañero Que mientras yo le cuento La historia de otro amor que no duró Una tarde de domingo Que se fue a San Cayetano y no volvió Esto fue hace mucho tiempo Pero ya cambiemos de conversación No! San Cayetano Yo te pedí una mano Y no un amor