In the Jp - Black jack & Raimu

I thought you woulda called yesterday I said I didn't want you to but I still thought you would I don't know what I expected you to say But I turned 25 and had in my mind you'd be part of that in some way I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Trying not to think you'd love this This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I wonder how I crossed your mind I'm sure I did but I'm curious what the thought of me felt like Was it harder that you imagined it would be? 'Cause when I missed your 30th it almost fucking killed me I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Singing songs to you for strangers And trying not to think about you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Tryna feel my world expanding Like none of it was built around you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you

I'm home with my family My father's having surgery And I'm ashamed so I've been thinking more About how maybe all of this would make A good excuse to call you, say "I just need emotional support", mm-hmm I just wanna hold you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna hold you I just wanna call you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna call you Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh It's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh It's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Passing all these memories Of all this life before you Driving to the house I grew up in But after I moved out Someone knocked it down Replaced it with a concrete piece of shit, mm-hmm It makes me wanna hold you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna hold you I just wanna call you It doesn't have to mean anything I don't think that it cannot mean anything But I still wanna call you Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh It's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh It's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room I miss you still, it just feels different now Different like the streets in my hometown I'll reach for you when I get overwhelmed I miss you still, it just feels different now, mm-hmm Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh It's 4:30 in Toronto and I don't know where to go Home don't feel like home in a hotel room Home don't feel like home in a hotel room