In Memory - Natann

Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break And I'm not asking for value nor the pain But I am asking for a way out of this lie Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is And fixing your problems and starting over again You're feeding your ego with what you can see outside And you're killing yourself for not speaking your mind Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories In memory I wonder why you make-believe You live your life straight through me I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie I will not justify your ways I cannot show you an escape I do not know you anymore I never knew you anyway Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories 'Cause I can't wait And I can't live in the past And drown myself in memories In memory In memory

* I'm not sure about any of these names * Mami mary, mary coleman that is I love you, rest in peace You still here though Word up This goes out to you Mary parker, loretta randall Grandfather bill Runy manuel, robert n'blangio Uncle c, alicia elon Giovanni (Guru) To my man g.o.v., I remember how you used to be You were the illest man alive now I'm reading your eulogy Eyes so serious, you told me hold my head Pursue this rap shit and go forward never backwards While you gripped tec's tight, and ran niggaz out of town I ripped up mics, showin wack niggaz how to sound Still your essence, was callin By two gunshots, at close range, your frame had fallen Now like a angel you've risen And you will stay in my heart, and yo I wish you were still livin Word... this is in memory of * I'm not sure about any of these names * Zachary bro, cousin paula Harry o-fives"rest in peace" -- biggie smalls Yeah, sam-o, 183rd Joshua faust"rest in peace" Brian brown y'all, yeah (Guru) To my man brian b, I remember how you used to be You were the flyest in the club with three bitches doin rub-a-dub You was the pimp of all panderers Gq, johnny presley, f**kin up the elegances So many hookers on your schedule Slammin cadillac doors and mackin whores on the regular You used to boost, the slickest of suits Climbin through the back windows on the bus, you was ill dukes Until that chick you vicked, for the cutlass Started snillz-niffin ki-daine, and went to cut cha That freak shanked you six times in your sleep I wish you was here, cause your philosophy was mad deep Yeah... this is in memory of Keith 'cowboy', scott larock Prince messiah"rest in peace" Buffy, the human beatbox y'know Tupac shakur"rest in peace" Pinkhouse, sub roc O.g. boo bang, salute!"rest in peace" Seagram's, killa black from mobb deep Biggie smalls, yeah rest in peace Lance owens y'all (Guru) To all my brothers doin time, whether or not you did the crime You know the system is devised to keep you deaf dumb and blind Like scarface said, them cats are smart In order for things to change we must all play a part It's easy for us to blame society But now it's way too late, and we must take responsibility To all my brothers in the streets I know you feel you gotta hustle cause your peeps gotta eat Makin moves right and exact; don't wanna see you layin flat Don't wanna see ya catch a bullet black If we don't build we'll be destroyed That's the challenge we face in this race of poor and unemployed Freud, a philosopher, but I'm a realist So philosophize this, without love we won't exist To those who passed out there, in the deserts and the jungles With pain on their shoulders, and heavy bundles I pray each one will, ascend to new heights and new enlightenment And this is why I'm writin it Yeah... this is in memory of * I'm not sure about all of these names * Linnet grinnich, cookie murray Yeah"rest in peace" Ross, laverne la-la eyelif John hood"rest in peace" Kevin fredricks, donny charles Leslie clark, and will clark "rest in peace" Tommy saunders, princess di Don clark, betty shabazz"rest in peace" This is in memory of... "Rest in peace"

Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone and You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly I never knew what it was to be alone... no 'Cause you were always there for me You were always home waiting But now I come home And I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see And I know You're a part of me And its your song That sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight 'Cause it comforts me I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of the one that was so true You were as kind as you could be And even though you're gone You still mean the world to me I never knew what it was to be alone... no 'Cause you were always there for me You were always home waiting But now I come home And its not the same no It feels empty and alone I can't believe you're gone And I know You're a part of me And it's your song That sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight 'Cause it comforts me I'm glad He set you free from sorrow But I'll still love you more tomorrow And you'll be here With me still All you did you did with feeling And you always found a meaning And you always will And you always will And you always will And I know You're a part of me And it's your song That sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight 'Cause it comforts me

Lost in a memory Of days gone by. I look at her picture And still wonder why. So young and so foolish I let her go. I wonder if she thinks of me Or if she knows. And I'd like to hold her, And lay her down again, And tell her over and over What I should have said way back then. They say you can't bring back yesterday, I'd like to try, that she'd feel the same way. I'm lost in a memory. Maybe somehow, someway I'll find her And I'll hear her say, That she needs me too. Words of an old song, That we used to play, Bring back old memories Of a cold rainy day. So young and so foolish, I let her go. I wonder if she thinks of me Or if she knows. That I'd like to hold her, And lay her down again, And tell her over and over What I should have said way back then. They say you can't bring back yesterday, I'd like to try, that she'd feel the same way. I'm lost in a memory. Where can she be? I'm lost in a memory. Where can she be? I'm lost in a memory. Where can she be? I'm lost in a memory. Where can she be?