In Denial (feat. Nvr Nvmbr & Hernna) - Swim Ming

In denial, no My life's a trial I'm not denying That every little bit hurts It's a problem That I'm not solving Don't mind admitting I feel like quitting this job For a while, getting away Before it gets any worse today You're in denial And that is final You're not admitting You should be quitting all these Queens and fairies And muscle Marys The rough trade boyfriend Who in his pathetic own way Denies he's gay Why can't you see? This is a fantasy world Think I'm going mad How d'you know if you're going mad? Look at me I'm lonely Look at me I'm sad I'm not denying I could be trying A little harder To deal with some of this stuff Know what I'm thinking? Less drugs and drinking No cigarettes and you'd feel A little less rough Is that enough? My life is absurd, I'm living it upside down Like a vampire, working at night, sleeping all day A dad with a girl who knows he's gay Can you love me anyway? Is that enough? My life is absurd, I'm living it upside down Like a vampire, working at night, sleeping all day A dad with a girl who knows he's gay Can you love me anyway?

I have so many bad days I just want to get by Going through this sad phase I don't even get why I feel this way Don't know what to say I have this weight That I can't explain I have so many bad days I just want to get by Going through this sad phase I don't even get why I feel this way Don't know what to say I have this weight That I can't explain Wake up every day it feels like I'm drained I don't even know why I feel all this pain It's so hard to describe it just feels like a strain If it keeps it up, I think I'll go insane It feels like I go through this on my own, all alone Wish I was still with you but that's something I can't control Keep on hoping that I'll feel better but I just don't I need help to stay afloat I suppose I'm so drained here in this desert And my life was so much better When I'd call on you whenever Miss the times we spent together Now I miss your presence I need shelter in this weather And I can't ease all this pressure It's so hard to forget her Feels like there's no one left My feelings all repressed Now all I feel is stress And this weight on my chest Sick of unrest and depression Nothing left and I'm investing I'm requesting for some resting, yeah I have so many bad days I just want to get by Going through this sad phase I don't even get why I feel this way Don't know what to say I have this weight That I can't explain I have so many bad days I just want to get by Going through this sad phase I don't even get why I feel this way Don't know what to say I have this weight That I can't explain Oh I miss you You had the prettiest of smiles Oh I miss you Girl I need you right now Oh I miss you Had me losing myself I miss the way we used to be when everything was going alright Alright, alright When you're in my arms and I'm holding you tight Got a hole in my heart where you left it Did I really go and waste that time spent? Now my timeline is missing the pictures of you Cuz my future is dying, I planned it on you All the things we could do they were all meant for two But I guess I'm not stuck with somebody so rude I don't mess with ya I would take a hundred shots to the chest If you told me we could get back together I don't really wanna see you Hope you're having pretty weather I guess it's my mistake God I'm stuck in the cycle I have so many bad days I just want to get by Going through this sad phase I don't even get why I feel this way Don't know what to say I have this weight That I can't explain But even through the bad days I know I can get by Going through this sad phase But I'll get through the night I can't erase What the past became But I'll be ok I've just gotta keep pressing on (Better days are ahead) I'll just gotta keep pressing on (Better days are ahead) Gotta keep pressing on oh yeah (Better days are ahead) I'll keep pressing on (Better days are ahead, oh yeah)

Tell me the truth Baby don't be standing there and acting like you mute Yeah, you a peng ting, but I just caught you in a loose situation Hoping that we end up in the nude In the nude, baby gyal, is it rude Cause you don dey my mind for long time And you know there's no such thing as wrong timing Cause you don dey my mind for long time And you know there's no such thing Babygirl you know that your body in denial The universe energy never lies You want me to come through in the night No dey lie, it's in your eyes Babygirl you know that your body in denial But that universe energy never lies Come over to the side wey get faaji, wey get money Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, denial Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, ouu ouu Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, denial Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, ouu ouu Make a bad man freeze Omo so ma bere ko jo So ma Bamidele Me know you want to do When you call mo mere Because ara ti wa lona Girl you look so fine And I just think that I should get with you I'm hoping it's alright now (Yeah yeah yeah) Make e no cause fight now (Yeah yeah yeah) Make we rendezvous tonight yeah You no fit deny yeah See it in your eyes yeah All of your disguises Me no take it lightly yeah Baby bere make you move your body slow She say don't you ever let nobody know Baby bere make you move your body slow She say don't you ever let nobody know Babygirl you know that your body in denial The universe energy never lies You want me to come through in the night No dey lie, it's in your eyes Babygirl you know that your body in denial But that universe energy never lies Come over to the side wey get faaji, wey get money Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, denial Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, ouu ouu Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, denial Don't deny it, please Denial, denial, denial Denial, denial, ouu ouu Make a bad man freeze