In a Service Beyond Self - Stephen Melillo/Koninklijke Militaire Kapel

If I struggle a lifetime What would my body be? An empty shell On which a demon fed Could be a heavy burden To stay true to your words Speak up I wanna silence everything If I got no plan Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free If I got no meaning Would you force me to a place where I make sense? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If I can't find myself? It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help Dark nights on my soul I deny failure I ignite Woe is on my misery She wins all their eyes Realize what defies our fate This is not me, this is me So if I struggle a lifetime What good would that do? If I got a plan Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside If I do make sense Would you drag me down? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me! If I can't find myself It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help Dark nights on my soul

L.A.'s gonna chew you up and spit you out L.A.'s gonna chew you up and spit you out It's easy to believe I need you to believe L.A.'s gonna psych you up and psych you out Take hold of your soul and drag you down I just wanna know Where we're gonna go - from here Hey L.A. - do you remember me at all I still hope that we'll talk but you never call You'll never see What you've done to me I'm picking myself up one last time L.A.'s gonna beat you down and break your heart It's gonna take it toll and leave it's mark I know better now Yeah but I go anyhow Hey L.A. - I'ma call you in a minute

Yeah There is a price that we all must pay I'm really sorry for the mess that I have made So, can you tell me what will you do When everything you've known turns right around on you? I've been through a hell of a lot You let them nail me to your cross No matter who, what, where or when I've always went down for all your sins My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love I bottled it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things gotta come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess, yeah Self-destruct personality Won't discuss my responsibilities I am always walking on the final verge I'm killing myself, but I am not a murderer I've been through a hell of a lot You let them nail me to your cross No matter who, what, where or when I've always went down for all your sins, down for all your sins My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love I bottled it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things gotta come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings? But eventually, the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings? But eventually, the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love Bottle it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things got to come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess, oh go Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail