I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect
I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect

Lately been ducking the verdicts
Hiding behind these curtains
I carry all of my burdens
So I display different versions
I had to take a step back
Iniquities wish that I left that
Still ride around in that jetpack
I don't think I really kept track

Stuck in the dark I regret regret regret
All the love went straight to my head
Thanking God we ain't ended up dead
One look back and see why I'm upset
2020 Got me stuck in a trench
I mourned over so many deaths okay
Maybe I should just forget no way
I'm gon' be doing my dance

Thinking 'bout who I'm gon' be
All these lies in my head I can't flee
I ain't even gon' cap I get most of my joy when I'm steadily riding the beat
I just carry on I'm picking up the pieces
I ain't gotta give you no reason
Now you know this is my season

Now you know this is my season aye
I ain't gotta give you no reason
Lately I ain't been okay
Feel like I messed up in too many ways
Hopefully you can find patience in me
I'm growing up in some way every day

I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect
I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect

Beaming wanna be valiant
Radiant like it's Valorant
I'm just tryna get to Heaven and
Let my light blinding ain't no questioning
I'm just tryna make my momma proud
Never see my father looking down
I'm just tryna make it
So that other people feel like they could make a difference now
I feel like I gotta act
If I play defensive then I'll get attacked
Thoughts in my head keep it packed
Clown car with my demons in back, yeah
Imperfect like on my sweater
I'm just tryna give my family better
Need the homies, I need birds of a feather
I need someone I need someone

How can I kid myself wanting a future if I cannot even make it through the day
Scared that my parents are listening
Scared that the girl that I like is a witness and
"Oh he's a mess, don't want nothing to do with him"
Trust me I feel the same way
I feel like I am not worthy
All of my blessings take from me
Worship the one that's above me
I cannot give in to hate, dang

I cannot think straight
I need to leave LA
Hop in the spaceship
I wanna run away
Jonah tried to run away, yeah
God tryna turn me around, yeah
Forgive me my sin wash away, yeah
Swimming I hope I don't drown

I'm broken
I lost it all
I'm sorry
But there's one thing on my mind
Yeah I do this all the time

I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect
I feel like one of a kind
The way I've been on my grind
Ain't no way that I'm falling behind
Even in my dark days imma shine
Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working
By my dolo I've slowly been learning
So I write down this pain and this hurting
To explain to you how I'm imperfect