im used to it - Powfu

Typical story of an open girl Typical story heard around the world Mama on her way, daddy up above After 14 I get to mini tough Used to roll up on the block on the east side I crack enough 40's by the sea side Lose a nigga every week to a drive by Whole bookshelf of stories by her knees I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm choosy But when I say it's hard to open up to you It's hard to get close to you I want it with everything in me to one day just say I'm in love with you But I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not used to it) One day, one day, one day One day, one day, one day All single mothers in my family Don't know if you're really understanding me Never seen a nigga be a real man I never seen a nigga with a real plan And I still never been to a wedding And I just see my family stressing All the sons grow up with no daddies in every generation Was all just raised on my granny But now I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound like I'm choosy But when I say it's hard to just side with you It's hard to confide in you I want it with everything in me to one day just say that I ride with you But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not used to it) One day, one day, one day One day, one day, one day Sometimes I pop off cuz it's hard and I'm used to Sometimes I pop on cuz I have to Sometimes I run from all my problems Sometimes I make sure that I solve em I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common I don't mean, I don't mean for it to sound so damn common but I'm not used to it But I'm not used to it, I'm not use to it, I am not (baby, yeah) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, hey (I'm not used to it) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it, I am not (baby I'm sorry) I'm not used to it, I'm not used to it (I'm not, I'm not) Yeah, yeah One day, one day, one day, one day Yeah, yeah, hey yeah Cuz I'm not used to it

I'm not surprised you didn't call When I almost died you didn't care at all Mama said you can't be mad at who you wish somebody was And I'm not surprised you didn't call I guess I got used to it You'd kiss me 'til I forget You're covering up all your sins I blame it on us being kids I guess you had me convinced It's my mind that's playing tricks After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss I guess I got used to it I guess I got, I guess I got used to it You told our friends you hope it hurts You left me for him with one eye over your shoulder Stab me in the back and I'm the one who's saying sorry again You told our friends you're glad it hurts I guess I got used to it You'd kiss me 'til I forget You're covering up all your sins I blame it on us being kids I guess you had me convinced It's my mind that's playing tricks After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss I guess I got used to it I guess I got, I guess I got Tommy asked why I'm not mad But you're the only love I've had And I won't say what I can't take back, no You did things I can't forgive But mercy don't always make sense And I'm the one who let you in again I can't be mad I let you treat me like that I guess I got used to it I guess I got used to it You'd kiss me 'til I forget You're covering up all your sins I blame it on us being kids I guess you had me convinced It's my mind that's playing tricks After all that you did, I won't admit it's you I miss I guess I got used to it I guess I got, I guess I got used to it

Subjected to my system Reflecting on the days When we used to be just friends Protected both our interest Our trust was in a bank That's where our hearts were safe And then we got closer Separated from my ex So we got closer Oh, in every visit Feelings got stronger Now this is out our hands Our love is here to stay So get used to me checking in All day Get used to me falling through Just to see your face There ain't a moment I won't need your brace Get used to me touching you Get used to me loving you Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, oh and oh Get used to me holding you Get used to me woeing you Oh get used to it And I'ma April shower you Forever if I May 'Til your flowers bloom in June Make sure that our fireworks Be your 4th of July For life As long as you stand right by my side Keep growing closer Throughout October Oh counting down, it's almost Christmas Eve Oh seven days shy of New Year's Eve Then we'll be celebrating So get used to me checking in All day Get used to me falling through Just to see your face There ain't a moment I won't need your brace Get used to me touching you Get used to me loving you Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, oh and oh Get used to me holding you Get used to me woeing you Oh get used to it I ain't going nowhere I ain't going nowhere, oh no I ain't going nowhere I ain't going nowhere, oh no Put your faith in me I'll be all you need, I swear Yeah yeah I'm gonna be right here, yeah So get used to me checking in All day Get used to me falling through Just to see your face There ain't a moment I won't need your brace Get used to me touching you Get used to me loving you Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, eh Oh get used to it, oh and oh Get used to me holding you Get used to me woeing you Oh get used to it I know you getting used to it I know you getting used to it (Get used to it) I know you getting used to it I know you getting used to it Oh get used to it

Lonely table just for one In a bright and crowded room While the music has begun I drink to memories in the gloom Though the music's still the same It has a bitter sweet refrain So play the song the way it used to be Before she left and changed it all to sadness And maybe if she's passing by the window She would hear our love song and the melody And even if the words are not so tender She will always remember the way it used to be Friends stop by and say hello (Huh!) And I laugh and hide the pain It's quite easy 'til they go Then the song begins again So play the song the way it used to be Before she left and changed it all to sadness And maybe if she's passing by the window She will hear our love song and the melody And even if the words are not so tender She will always remember the way it used to be

Ayy, yeah, yeah Ayy, one sip and then I'll be done, yeah I don't wanna drink, but I have to, yeah I've been walking close to the sun, yeah Now these toxins are falling from my mind Sometimes I swear under my breath 'Cause I don't want anyone knowing I'm upset Sometimes I fall too deeply And this time I'm not sure if I'm making it out Snowfall covering the guns and trenches If we don't see the ruins, then I hope we'll forget it I can see you're hurt, you don't have to lie I'm seeing through those emerald eyes (yeah, yeah) I'm still playing Mario Kart But I'll admit, it's not entertaining I still fall asleep on my back (asleep on my back) But now I got nobody to wake me (got nobody here) I'm still playing Mario Kart (I'm still playing) I bet it's been a while since you played it (it's been a while) Pretend I needed something to buy So I can bump into you at your day shift At your day shift, at your day shift I'm just a cheeky boy, I'm just a cheeky boy I'm just a cheeky boy Waking up and I'm playing Get bored quick, wanna see your face Tell me how your day went She's still got your fragrance Your lemonade on my desk still And sweater on my carpet I know you'll come back soon, but I'll admit, I'm starvin' Open your wings and fly right beside me Flow with the wind and follow where he's guiding Is there something you don't trust? We can take our time, we don't have to rush Snowfall covering the guns and trenches If we don't see the ruins, then I hope we'll forget it I know you're sad, you don't have to lie I'm seeing through those emerald eyes (yeah, yeah) I'm still playing Mario Kart But I'll admit, it's not entertaining I still fall asleep on my back (asleep on my back) But now I got nobody to wake me (got nobody here) I'm still playing Mario Kart (I'm still playing) I bet it's been a while since you played it (it's been a while) Pretend I needed something to buy So I can bump into you at your day shift