Im Still Holding On - Benson Boone - English

I'm going under, I can't tread the water I got so used to the way you pulled me down I tell myself that nothing lasts forever But that doesn't seem to matter now Still holding on To something lost I'm not as strong as I thought I was It breaks my heart But I can't stop Holding on, still holding on (Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh) (Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh) And I remember the way you said you loved me Every time I thought you were the one All these memories, yeah they still fucking haunt me I just woke up and one day you were gone Still holding on To something lost I'm not as strong as I thought I was It breaks my heart But I can't stop Holding on, still holding on (Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh) (Ooh ooh ooh ooh, ooh ooh) I told myself I'd be okay But every night I think of you Maybe I'll forget someday But for now I'm still loving you Still loving Still loving Still holding on To something lost I'm not as strong as I thought I was It breaks my heart But I can't stop Holding on, still holding on

For a while there it was rough But lately I've been doin' better Than the last four cold Decembers I recall And I see my family every month I found a girl my parents love She'll come and stay the night And I think I might have it all And I thank God every day For the girl he sent my way But I know the things he gives me He can take away Oh and I hold you every night And that's a feeling I wanna get used to But there's no man as terrified As the man who stands to lose you Oh, I hope I don't lose you Mmm Please stay I want you I need you Oh God don't take These beautiful things that I've got Please stay I want you I need you Oh God don't take These beautiful things that I've got Oh-oh-oh-oh, ooh Please don't take I found my mind I'm feelin' sane It's been a while but I'm finding my faith If everything's good and it's great Why do I sit and wait 'til it's gone? Oh I'll tell ya I know I've got enough I've got peace and I've got love But I'm up at night thinkin' I just might lose it all Please stay I want you I need you Oh God don't take These beautiful things that I've got Oh-oh-oh-oh, ooh Please stay I want you I need you Oh God I need These beautiful things that I've got

Got a lot on my mind that keeps me up at night I'm tossing and turning, thinking that my life's gone to waste Just filling up empty space And if there's a God, I don't know where He's been We used to talk, but haven't spoken since early May Guess He ain't in L.A. But you're here now And that makes it better somehow Oh-oh-oh Oh, I'm terrified of the day that I die I'll lie there all alone, no flowers on my bones All the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you When I lose my voice singing all your songs I get paranoid about the way that you've been holding on Like you're halfway gone I'm scared to take another picture of you 'Cause I'm scared to have another thing that I can lose, oh dear Who am I without you here? But you're here now And that makes it better somehow Oh-oh-oh Oh, I'm terrified of the day that I die I'll lie there all alone, no flowers on my bones Of all the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you Is losing you My greatest fear of all is losing you Of all the things that I've been afraid to lose My greatest fear of all is losing you Is losing you I'm losing you I'm losing you Oh, I'm losing you Don't know how the broken pieces fit together if you're leaving So don't go, don't go I would take your hand if I could reach it Pull you back, but you're already gone You're gone, gone, gone