If Only You Knew

If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe in is you If you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that went wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I spent Nights we shared Or letters that I sent It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe in is you If you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe in is you Believe in is you I still believe in you Oh, if you only knew

Anderson/squire/howe/white/sherwood/khoroshev I can lift you with my heart Give you meaning every day Cannot live without your truth And be the true me To be the true you Pick the flowers from your floor Put them in your arms for you my love Realise my life and more Say you will 'n' then Take me home Make me clear It feels so much better Take me home To this heart of hearts If only you knew You caught me when i was falling Yes you caught me when i was falling fast And only you knew You answered me when i was calling you You saw me when i was dreaming you Into my life Everyone who looks at you Sees the loving in your every move You're the healing of the soul To be the true you To be the true me I will be your strength all time Ever wishing you this love and more Forever be your guiding song Say you will and then Take me home Make me clear To feel so much better In this life In your heart of hearts If only you knew How you caught me when i was falling Yes you caught me when i was falling fast And only you knew You answered me when i was calling you You saw me when i was dreaming you Into my life When i feel the hurt in so many peoples' lives I take a deep breath and think of your smile your eyes When i hear the sadness of this earthtime Then i take a deep breath and know that you understand That you understand And only you knew How you caught me when i was falling fast Caught me when i was falling fast If only you knew How you answered me when i was calling you You saw me when i was dreaming you If only you knew Yes you caught me when i was falling fast You caught me when i was falling Into your life

Keep a couple skellies in my closet But you'll never know 'Cause I say it, say it, say it I'm alright Keep you in the dark to keep you light Lately I've been feelin' like a monster If it ever shows You'll be runnin', runnin', runnin' for your life But I need you, need you, need you by my side If you only knew all my problems I'm pretty sure you would've run off If I only knew how to solve 'em I'd give you all to me, swear I'd do anything To find a way, to make it go away If you only knew all my problems Would you still want to stay? If you only knew all my problems I'm pretty sure you would've run off If I only knew how to solve 'em I'd give you all to me, swear I'd do anything To find a way, to make it go away If you only knew all my problems Would you still want to stay? We've been chillin' in these shallow shallow waters And I wanna go Deeper, deeper, deeper, depper dive (Alright) Tell me if you think that'd be alright, oh I can feel you hesitating On the tip of your tongue, you don't wanna say it You don't gotta fake it I'm right there, I'm right there If you only knew all my problems (My problems) I'm pretty sure you would've run off If I only knew how to solve 'em (Solve 'em) I'd give you all to me, swear I'd do anything To find a way, to make it go away If you only knew all my problems Would you still want to stay? (Would you still want to stay?) If you only knew all my problems I'm pretty sure you would've run off If I only knew how to solve 'em (Solve 'em) I'd give you all to me, swear I'd do anything To find a way, to make it go away If you only knew all my problems (Problems) Would you still want to stay? If you only knew all my problems Would you still want to stay?

I've been tryin' so hard to survive Sometimes I think that I wanna die I feel so fucking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life So I keep all the pain to myself Losin' faith, but nobody can tell Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me So I pretend I'm fine If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the shit my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry, but I need you, oh If you only knew I wish I was somebody else I'm constantly overwhelmed Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends It's a silent cry for help I wanna get better, I want you to know That I can't do this on my own If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the shit my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry, but I need you, oh Take me outta this hell Oh, somebody help Take me outta this hell Oh, I'm not myself I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, but I want to Oh, if you only knew

You wouldn't walk away so proud and tall If you knew it, how I wanted you at all I can't hide it anymore because it's true (Ahh) Hmm, if you only knew who's in love with you Well I dream about you every night and day And all the sweet things that I'd like to say But darlin' you don't even have a clue (Ahh) Hmm, if you only knew who's in love with you It feels like my heart skips a beat Whenever you are near And everytime you walk away Well I wish that you were here Well I know that there's a lot of other guys Who will promise you the world with all their lies But I'm the only one who's feelin' blue (Ahh) If you only knew who's in love with you Oh alright It feels like my heart skips a beat Whenever you are near And everytime you walk away Well I wish that you were here Well I know that there's a lot of other guys Who will promise you the world with all their lies But I'm the only one who's feelin' blue (Ahh) Hmm, if you only knew who's in love with you But I'm the only one who's feelin' blue (Ahh) If you only knew who's in love with you Hmm, if you only knew who's in love with you And if you only knew who's in love with you

I'm off the x no I can't feel a thing Reminiscing all the shit that you used to bring All the shit I miss all the shit I can't undo All the shit I wish you knew if only you knew I had a vision of us starting new I had a vision wish you saw it too I had to mix all of my feeling with the drugs I had to put all of my problems in a cup I had to realize that it just wasn't enough I keep on fighting with myself like what the fuck I keep on going I don't want to feel this pain It's all just coming down on me like the rain I was just patient yeah I was just patient I was just waiting told her i'm a make it yeah I need you to know I wish I could redo I wish I could show you But that's in the past with my love too I'm off the x no I can't feel a thing Reminiscing all the shit that you used to bring All the shit I miss all the shit I can't undo All the shit I wish you knew if only you knew If only you knew how much I cared for you I spent everything I could until I couldn't on you Trying to make me look bad but that's on you I just want you to see I can show you the things I wanted for you and me You was choosing different routes that you didn't need Now you with him and not with me But I know through him you remember me I know through him you remember me I'm off the x no I can't feel a thing Reminiscing all the shit that you used to bring All the shit I miss all the shit I can't undo All the shit I wish you knew if only you knew If only you knew that's what I work for I just keep going because I want more I keep on going until I feel I'm off the fucking floor If only you knew if only

If you only knew Knew If you only knew Knew If I ever knew You would never save me You would never help me If I ever knew You would only hurt me Maybe I deserve it Whispers turn to truth If I only knew, knew, baby Just trying to get a hold on you Just trying to get a find on you Just trying to get a hold on If you never knew If I only knew Nothing left to lose If I only knew You could tell the truth Nothing means relation No more celebration If I ever knew Your manipulation God is the creation Just trying to get a hold on you Just trying to get a find on you Just trying to get a hold on If you never knew If I only knew Nothing left to lose If I only knew