If Only... - Mr_SadBoy

Lay back and focus on that feeling Cool message flowing through my mind One drop just falling from my ceiling Lay back and swim until I fly, alright So close I could touch it if I try One second outside myself just pulling me back to the ground If only if only if only if you were around One second to hold it there just riding the edge of my hindsight now Can't tell me I can have it if I want it so bad Lay back and focus on that feeling Cool message flowing through my mind One drop just falling from my ceiling Lay back and spin me till I die, oh my So close I could touch it if I try One second outside myself just pulling me back to the ground If only if only if only if you were around One second to hold it there just riding the edge of my hindsight now Can't tell me I can have it if I want it so bad My dreams do fine My dreams do fine My dreams do fine My dreams do fine

When there's a shadow, you reach for the sun When there is love, then you look for the one And for the promises, there is the sky And for the heavens are those who can fly If you really want to, you can hear me say Only if you want to, will you find a way If you really want to, you can seize the day Only if you want to, will you fly away When there's a journey, you follow a star When there's an ocean, you sail from afar And for the broken heart, there is the sky And for tomorrow are those who can fly If you really want to, you can hear me say Only if you want to, will you find a way If you really want to, you can seize the day Only if you want to, will you fly away? Ooh, go doe bay mwa Ooh, go doe bay mwa If you really want to, you can hear me say Only if you want to, will you find a way If you really want to, you can seize the day Only if you want to, will you fly away Ahh Je voudrais voler comme un oiseau d'aile Ah, je voudrais voler comme un oiseau d'aile, d'aile Ooh, go doe bay mwa Ooh, go doe bay mwa If you really want to, you can hear me say Only if you want to will you find a way If you really want to you can seize the day Only if you want to, will you fly away If you really want to, you can seize the day Only if you want to, will you fly away

Yeah 'Cause I need you Yeah 'Cause I need you Every single time I see you I start to feel this way It makes me wonder if I'm ever Gonna feel this way again There's a picture that's hanging in the back of my head I see it over and over I wanna hold you and love you In my arms and then I wanna need you 'Cause I need to be with you 'til the end Then I hear myself reply "You've got to hold it in" This time, tonight If only I had the guts to feel this way If only Looking at me you'd want to stay If only I'd take you in my arms and say I won't go 'Cause I need you 'Cause I need you Yeah I sit here waiting, wondering, hoping That I'll make this right 'Cause all I think about is your hands, your face And all these lonely nights There's a feeling and a screaming in the back of my head Saying over and over I wanna hold you and love you In my arms and then I wanna need you 'Cause I need to be with you 'til the end Then I hear myself reply "She'll never let you in" This time, tonight If only I had the guts to feel this way If only Looking at me you'd want to stay If only I'd take you in my arms and say I won't go 'Cause I need you Please don't go 'Cause I need you now I wanna hear you say (I wanna hear you say) It'll always be this way And we'll be hand in hand For every night and everyday I wanna scream and shout (I wanna scream and shout) 'Cause I'm losing any doubt And all I care about is you and me and us and now Oooh yeah Yeah Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oooh yeah Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Yeah! If only I had the guts to feel this way If only Looking at me you'd want to stay If only I'd take you in my arms and say I won't go 'Cause I need you Please don't go 'Cause I need you now Yeah 'Cause I need you (If only) Yeah, oh yeah 'Cause I need you now (If only) 'Cause I need you, I need you, yeah (If only) 'Cause I need you (If only) 'Cause I need you (If only) Yeah (If only) 'Cause I need you now Yeah

I thought it wasn't wrong To hide from you Simple truth I was scared I felt it all along But it hurt to much for me, to share If only I had been less blind I'd have someone to hold on to If only I could change your mind If only I had known If only I had you Finally understand Why things have happened And how it all could go so wrong Will this pain ever end? 'Cause I don't think I can carry on If only I had been less blind I'd have someone to hold on to If only I could change your mind If only I had known If only I had you If only I had you If only I had you If only I had been less blind I'd have someone to hold on to (I won't let go) If only I could have spoke my mind If only it were true (we could start brand new) I know I'll make it through If only I had you If only I had you If only I had you

Past lives couldn't ever come between us Sometimes the dreamer finally wake up Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin' Don't wake me up, I'm not dreamin' Yeah Welcome back to my life Say hello to all these fake emotions Hiding under a broken disguise If you see me smiling just ignore that 'Cause I know that I'm dying inside I'm broken again and this time Love, friends and pills won't take away all this pain All I've been trying to do is survive this wave A wave full heart attacks and emotions Loving this girl was a fucking mistake My life was already a mess Thanks to her for throwing everything away Wasted the energy I had with her Beautiful times that I'll never regret All the flirts and goodnight messages Are stuck in my heart and my head But it just hurts me to see her go away Shit, it kills me to see her so happy with all of her friends When I can barely enjoy 5 minutes without think of her I'm always at home trying to overcome All these demons inside of my head That's something she'll never understand I'm broken and depressed And I know she happy without me Man, I swear to god If I could just rewind time And fix all the mistakes I made I Promise my life would be straight But never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart This shit fucking killed me mentally and emotionally broke me apart So never again, never again on trusting a girl with my heart Why does it always have to be The nicest people that get hurt the most Why? just why?

Padre, el día de hoy vengo a decirte que La neta no se lo que hago con mi vida Quisiera regresar a los buenos tiempos La neta extraño todo, extraño mis amigos Extraño mi... pues los buenos tiempos que tenia Y hasta extraño la pobreza Ya el dinero no me mantiene feliz Quiero regresar a esos tiempos El mundo cambio Tambien el mundo me cambio Aveces quisiera parar el tiempo y resarle a dios Pedir un deseo De ser una buena persona Y regresar a esos buenos tiempos que teníamos cuando eramos pequeños Y mis demonios me siguen Aun no se cansan de perder Jugando a la vida El chavo y el Wuaro nos hacen conocer a gente Nubes oscuras y arcoiris grises La tristeza aun nos sigue Hagamos las pases, si algun dia nos fuimos enemigos Quiero regresar el tiempo A los buenos tiempos Jugando pelota y tazos Con el primo y amigos Perdiendo dinero, ganando memorias Buenos Tiempos llenos de paz y historias Cosas que pocos tenemos Yeah, yeah Entonces Padre, que dices? Me das una oportunidad de regresar el tiempo y Arreglar toda la mierda que hice mal Por que la neta, ya no se como arreglarla Y si la arreglo de una forma o otra Va costar sangre Yeah, aye Pasan los dias, Pasan las noches Llenas de pesadillas, Llenas de sentimientos Escribo lo poco que pasa en mis dias Y las cosas cabronas nunca se las cuento No soy famoso, la gente me aprecia mucho mas que antes Me dicen cabron tu vales mas que oro Sigo adelante, la neta no se lo que voy hacer Si dios me cumple deseos, porque el de ser feliz nunca lo hace Cumplo 21 y mi vida se vuelve un enganche Las ganas de empezar de cero renacen Las nenas que dicen "Te amo" se vuelven un fraude Quiero volver a ser el chico de 5 años Que no le importaba nada Quiero volver a ser el chico de 5 años Que no le importaba nada Buenos tiempos dime donde fueron Buenos tiempos dime donde fueron

Son las 5 de la mañana y quiero llamarte Quiero textiarte, saber como estas Son las 3 de la tarde y viste mi historia Pensando si es una señal o solo una alucinación Llevo mucho tiempo sin saber de ti No se si ya tienes a alguien mas que te hace feliz Que te enseña todo el amor que yo no te di Duele, duele no tenerte a mi lado Te necesito para que tu me vendes el corazón roto Las noches pasan y aun yo te extraño I cannot live without you Esto me duele cada vez mas No, no I feel empty, every night and every day I can't feel nothing but coldness 'Toy roto por dentro, destrozado Sin corazón y sin ti a mi lado Yeahh, Ohhh Baby, no te vayas Que sin ti no se donde voy acabar Perdido en mi mente estoy Dinero y diamantes no me hacen feliz Pero duele, duele no tenerte a mi lado Te necesito para que tu me vendes el corazón roto Las noches pasan y aun yo te extraño I cannot live without you

La la la La la la la la It's crazy to think that we loved one to another The cup was full and my heart was still pumping blood You said "I swear I'll never leave you" and we believed you And now we are laying flat in bed talking to an empty room (Empty Room) I bet you didn't know how much you meant to me I bet you thought that I had a few girls under my sleeve You bet everything you had that I was gonna fuck up your life And it makes a lot of sense for you to break my heart twice And I'm on DND mode, flying through the clouds If you ever need me know that'll always be by your side Just don't expect love, interest and kindness from me (From Me) 'Cause I gave you the whole world while you were destroying mine Man it hurts to be all alone But is better than having a cold love Yeahhh I miss you, but I know that I can't have you (Yeah) And I loved you, but I know that you felt that for a day or 2 (oh oh oh) And I hate you, and I know you feel the same way about me (About me) And now is just me, the memories and a half cup Of depressing thoughts that you left me Why can't I ever be happy It's always the Sadness that Follows me And I'm on DND mode, flying through the clouds

Baby no me digas que aun tu me amas Por que se que no solo me lo dices a mi Se que te andas cojiendo con otros vatos Echándoles leña como tu me echabas a mi Diciendo que aun tu me extrañas y que quieres un becito En tu frente y en tu nariz Pero dime cuantas veces yo te dije que te ama Y dime cuantas veces tu me lo dijistes a mi Ya no quiero seguir siendo un payaso El que te hizo reír (El que te hizo reír) El que te hizo venir (El que te hizo venir) La la lala la la la lala No no no no no La la lala la la la lala Y tu me mentías, tu me odiabas Nunca me hiciste sentir nada especial A cambio te dava toda mi energía La poca que avía yo te la ofrecía Para que me dejaras al final, Yeah Soy un Payaso (Soy un Payaso) No, No, Noo Ya no quiero seguir siendo un payaso (Ya no) El que te hizo reír (El que te hizo reír) El que te hizo venir (El que te hizo venir) La la lala la la la lala No no no no no La la lalala yeeeahhh Baby vete de aqui Ya no quiero saber Nada de ti, nada de mi Quiero reiniciar mi mente y comenzar fresco Sin saber que cometí el error de aver me convertido en tu Payaso