If Not My Heart - Mega

Gotta catch that plane at seven thirty Why haven't you come to say goodbye Time is running out and I'm still waiting I'm so lost without you, I could die Yesterday you said you loved me Everything seemed to be fine Today you're not here, I'm so lonely It's the waiting that's driving me out of my mind Don't know how I'll sing in that big city How can I perform if you're not there This will be the worst of all my journeys The image of your face will follow me everywhere I need your tender kisses The feel of your hands, your caress Your perfume has me burning My heart is yearning to touch you I need you so much If you're not here, by my side Can't hold back the tears I try to hide Don't think I can take it I know I won't make it Make it without you If you're not here, by my side Only your love keeps me alive No sense in dreaming My life has no meaning If you're not here I need your tender kisses The feel of your hands, your caress Your perfume has me burning My heart is yearning to touch you I need you so much If you're not here, by my side Can't hold back the tears I try to hide Don't think I can take it I know I won't make it Make it without you If you're not here, by my side Only your love keeps me alive No sense in dreaming My life has no meaning If you're not here

I never dreamed that you Would feel the way I do I thought that I would know just what to say But suddenly my voice is feeling very weak If only my heart could speak You're making me confused I'm puzzled and bemused I'm fuddled, heart's been puddled by the thought That we're more than just a fling Where did I put that ring? If only my heart could sing If what was in my chest could be expressed You'd understand my view But I could never teach myself the speech To say how much I love you Oh, I didn't have the time To think of any rhymes Not a poet and I know it all too well I'll try to find the words, but they're playing hide-and-seek If only my heart could speak If only my heart could speak

If my heart could speak Then it could tell you How I feel about you And it's not that I don't care But my lips won't dare Say what I want them to If my lonely heart could speak If my lonely heart could speak Ahhhh You'd be surprised at What it would say to you Yes if my heart could speak I would have no problem Everything I could explain Oh and if I do you wrong Wouldn't take to long For my heart to know I caused you pain If my lonely heart could speak If my lonely heart could speak Ahhhh darling you'd, you'd be surprised At what it would say to you I've tried so hard to find the words Oooo but my stubborn heart Just remains... Bashful, speechless, and full of love Yes bashful, speechless and unchanined But hearts weren't made that way So my lips will have to say What I want, what I want you to know Ooooh and it's no secret then I'll always want you near Cause I love you, yes I love you so Though my lonely heart can't speak And my lips are there released I'm telling you that you'd, you'd be surprised At what it would say to you If my lonely heart could speak (If my heart could speak my darling) If my lonely heart could speak (It would tell you, it would tell you how I feel about you) If my lonely heart could speak (It would tell you how I want you and need you) If my lonely heart could speak (It would say these words darling) If my lonely heart could speak (It would say I love you, I love you, I love you)

You're the sky that I fell through And I remember the view whenever I'm holding you The sun hung from a string Looking down on the world as it warms over everything Chills run down my spine As our fingers entwine and your sighs harmonize with mine Unmistakably, I can still feel your heart Beat fast when you dance with me We got older, and I should've known (do you feel alive?) That I feel colder when I walk alone (oh, but you'll survive) So I may as well ditch my dismay (Bombs away, bombs away) Circle me and the needle moves gracefully Back and forth If my heart was a compass, you'd be north Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall wherever you go If my heart was a house, you'd be home It makes me smile because you said it best I would clearly feel blessed If the sun rose up from the west Flower balm perfume All my clothes smell like you 'Cause your favorite shade is navy blue I walk slowly when I'm on my own (do you feel alive?) Yeah, but frankly, I still feel alone (oh, but you'll survive) So I may as well ditch my dismay (Bombs away, bombs away) Circle me and the needle moves gracefully Back and forth If my heart was a compass, you'd be north Risk it all 'cause I'll catch you if you fall wherever you go If my heart was a house, you'd be home If my heart was a house, you'd be home

When the night is, getting darker And the dawn feels far away Wish you were here to, here to hold me You'd always show me, the path to take But I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning, learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself When the mountains tower above me And the shadows stretching long There's a small voice deep inside me That reminds me to carry on Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning, learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself When I'm tired and feel like giving up When I'm crying to the skies above Between my heart my mind my gut I'll trust myself I'll trust myself Yeah I'm Learning Learning Learning Oh I'm Learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself (I'm learning, to trust my) Oh I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself Yeah I'm learning Learning Learning Oh I'm learning to trust myself

Had a part of me missing, but said I was okay I was searching for love, I was walking the wrong way Never opened my eyes, I was glad to your grace I gave up after losing the games that they all play But you, you're breaking every rule I thought I knew Now I got a hand to hold Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go I thought loving myself it was out of the question Then you came in my life, and you gave me direction You took all of my flaws, and you made them a blessing I thought loving myself it was out of the question But you, you're breaking every rule I thought I knew Now I got a hand to hold Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let me, ever let you go Don't ever let me, ever let you go

For too long I've carried All my woes Scrutinised them And held them close All the missteps And mistakes I let them linger Taking up too much space Until you took the weight and you set me free Oh, you came along and you held the key To my Beautiful box of regrets It's time to change It's time to forget For too long, I've cried to Looked at my life through My beautiful box of regrets It was painted with my pain Held a mirror when I fell from grace The strangest comfort, familiar hurt Useless treasure, all I was ever worth Until you took (you took) the weight (the weight) and set me free Oh, you came (you came) along (along), you held the key To my Beautiful box of regrets It's time to change It's time to forget For too long, I've cried to Looked at my life through My beautiful box of regrets Setting fire to the heartache Now I'm burning, burning the past Lift this weight from my shoulders It's time to let go I can no longer hold this Beautiful box of regrets It's time to change It's time to forget For too long, I've cried to Looked at my life through My beautiful box of regrets Beautiful (beautiful) box of regrets It's time to change (time to change) It's time to forget For too long, I've cried to Looked at my life through My beautiful box of regrets Beautiful box of regrets

Sorry if I'm not making sense Please let me speak These words are like a river to cross But the bridge is too weak Takes every strength in me Just to breathe, just to be Seeing life through tracing paper Like I'm not there at all Won't you save me from myself Won't't you save me from myself Be good be kind It's easier to talk to a stranger Than burden a friend Thought that I had learned how to swim But I'm out of my depth This world is sharp edges Lost faith in my friendships Nobody knows how close I am to the edge Won't you save, save me from myself Cause I'm drowning in my worries And I'm looking for somebody to Save save me from myself Be good be kind Be good be kind Oh be good be kind Be good be kind Please be good be kind Be good be kind Oh be good be kind Be good be kind oh Takes every strength in me Just to breathe just to be Seeing life through tracing paper Like I'm not there at all Won't you save, save me from myself Cause I'm drowning in my worries And I'm looking for somebody to save Save me from myself Cause I'm drowning in my worries And I'm looking for somebody to Be good be kind Be good be kind Oh be good be kind Be good be kind Please be good be kind Be good be kind Oh be good be kind Be good be kind oh