If I Really Made It - Fatt Juan

We're fucking in a car, shooting heroin Saying controversial things just for the hell of it Selling melanin and then suffocate the black men Start with misdemeanours and we'll make a business out of them And we can find out the information Access all the applications That are hardening positions based on miscommunication Oh, fuck your feelings Truth is only hearsay We're just left to decay Modernity has failed us And I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we madе it, oh Yes, I'd love it if we madе it, no, no Poison me, daddy I got the Jones right through my bones Write it on a piece of stone A beach of drowning three-year olds Rest in peace Lil Peep The poetry is in the streets Jesus save us Modernity has failed us And I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it, yeah Yes, I'd love it if we made it, no Yes, I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it Tell me something I didn't know Consultation Degradation Fossil fueling Masturbation Immigration Liberal kitsch Kneeling on a pitch "I moved on her like a bitch!" Excited to be indicted Unrequited house with seven pools "Thank you, Kanye, very cool!" The war has been incited And guess what, you're all invited And you're famous Modernity has failed us And I'd love it if we made it And I'd love it if we made it And I'd love it if we made it Tell me something I didn't know And I'd love it if we made it And I'd love it if we made it Yes, I'd love it if we made it And I'd love it if we made it, made it And I'd love it if we made it

(Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it) It's crazy 'cause I lived a wild life An animal inside I'm talking flora fauna Didn't think that I would be alright Miss Susie had a best friend Both of them were fine They whispered in my ear "Cheers, did you know we're bi- bi Bilingual" Miss Susie let me know She loved my corazón She wanted to take me home Just so we could Bon appétit And they prepared a feast to laugh and talk and eat Champagne glasses out, I'm guessing that, nothing's what it seems (Mama I Made it) Yeah I made it this feeling feels so amazing It's crazy I feel the greatest I'm Happy I'm so elated! (Mama I made it) Said I'd do it and look at me, now I finally proved it Now I'm making music There's nothing to it, just watch me do it (Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it) The rush is amazing The champagne is spraying I'm bout to hit the finish line 'Cause I need some new laces 'Cause I've been running dog tired On the way to my goals Mama kept reminding me I could do it It shows When I was down and faded You saw the baby that you raised Picked me up and said That everything would be okay That's why you're so amazing! That's why I cannot be complacent 'Cause thanks to the way you raised me I'm celebrating you saved me (Mama I made it) Yeah I made it this feeling feels so amazing It's crazy I feel the greatest I'm Happy I'm so elated! (Mama I made it) Said I'd do it and look at me now I finally proved it Now I'm making music There's nothing to it just watch me do it (Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it) I finally finished I finally finished Mama I did It (Mama I made it) Time for fireworks Champagne Glasses 'Cause we been winning (Mama I made it) I need a phone Somebody hand me the phone Gotta call her and tell her 'Cause I was never alone (Mama I made it)

Yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone I could hear the distance in your voice over the phone You don't say "I love you" back Or let your feelings show You used to be so good at that But now I never know I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you Dancin' on your own If I really love you I'll let you go Midnight drives in your old sweatshirts Never felt so cold And I still hear the stupid songs you showed me Everywhere I go I can taste the hesitation Running from your lips I can feel it in my bones, they're breaking We can't end like this I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you Dancin' on your own If I really love you I'll let you go Moments wrapped and romance that end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes Moments so fragile and rare that I wonder If they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy But l'd still devour you As I lay here and recall years of wavering emotions Suppressed desires and volcanic explosions That retreat into dormancy I wonder, could we ever flow together Or are we two twin souls finding each other in the wrong lifetime? 'Cause maybe I'm afraid to see you Dancing on your own If I really love you I'll let you go (hmm) If I really love you I'll let you go

If I was like the ocean And if troubles could be found And if the earth felt like angel's song Maybe I'll come around If the trees could speak like human And if colours will be fine If it was so easy to make you mine Maybe I'll come around Mister, you never know if Mister, you never know if Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh If I could say you're sorry And if tears could disappear And if love wasn't the strangest thing Maybe I'll come around Mister, you never know if Mister, you never know if Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh If I wasn't made for love MaybeI'll come around If I wasn't made for love Maybe I'll come around If I wasn't made for love Maybe I'll come around If I wasn't made for love Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh If I wasn't made for love Maybe I'll come around If I wasn't made for love Maybe I'll come around If I wasn't made for love Maybe I'll come around If I wasn't made for love

No sabia, de tristezas, ni de lagrimas, Ni nada, que me hicieran llorar Yo sabia de cariño, de ternura, Porque a mí desde pequeño, Eso me enseño mama, eso me enseño mama, Eso y muchas cosas mas Yo jamás sufrí, yo jamás llore, Yo era muy feliz, yo vivía muy bien Yo vivía tan distinto, algo hermoso, Algo divino, lleno de felicidad Yo sabia de alegrías, la belleza de la vida, Pero no de soledad, pero no de soledad, De eso y muchas cosas mas Yo jamás sufrí, yo jamás llore, Yo era muy feliz... yo vivía muy bien Hasta que te conocí, Vi la vida con dolor No te miento fui feliz, Aunque con muy poco amor Y muy tarde comprendí, Que no te debía amar Porque ahora pienso en ti, Mas que ayer, mucho más Yo jamás sufrí, yo jamás lloras, Yo era muy feliz... Pero te encontré Yo no quiero que me digas Si valió o no la pena El haberte conocido Porque no te creo mas Y es que tu fuiste muy mala Si muy mala conmigo Por eso no te quiero No te quiero ver jamás

Por esta esquina yo le dije a mi prietita Que si me amaba que me diera su retrato Ella me dijo para que si te amo tanto Solo la muerte nos podría separar Nos abrazamos y al llegar a los portales Cuando de pronto se escucharon 6 balazos Sus familiares la mataron en mis brazos Porque juraron nuestro amor desbaratar Como de rayo conteste con mi pistola Matando cuatro y a un cuñado de mi novia Cuando llegaron policías de la montada Ni echando bala me pudieron desarmar Cuando amparado presente declaraciones Me preguntaron cuantas armas yo portaba Y yo les dije nada más reglamentaria Dos cinturones con dieciocho cargadores Me preguntaron ¿Cuales son sus credenciales? Ocupaciones y mi nombre verdadero Y yo les dije yo me llamo Juan Guerrero Soy delegado de la Unión de Aserradero Me dieron libre por legitima defensa O a mi pistola la respetan por influencias Este corrido es de un amor tan verdadero.

Adrenalina para el cuerpo Y más tequila pa'l sediento Hoy vamos a celebrar, dejando atrás la amargura Todos vamos a brindar por esta vida tan dura Por los que no están y nunca volverán Por los que hoy se van, por los que conmigo están Eh-oh, ya estoy listo pa'l hangeo Hay hookah y batalleo Y harina para el mareo (electro latino, prr) Prendan la hookah Vamos, vivamos el momento No perdamos el tiempo Que hoy estamo' aquí, mañana no sabemos Tequila para adentro, pa' pasarla contento Moviendo el cuerpo así, por eso Hoy vamos a celebrar, dejando atrás la amargura Todos vamos a brindar por esta vida tan dura Por los que no están y nunca volverán Por los que hoy se van, por los que conmigo están Eh-oh, ya estoy listo pa'l hangeo Hay hookah y batalleo Y harina para el mareo (prendan la hookah) Prendan la hookah