If I Have It in Me - Lilac War

Takeout boxes Half cold coffee One good night's sleep If I'm lucky War is over Just on birthdays Spare me of my Daily headache I always try to be one step closer to you I kinda like my life when it's from your point of view You're a breath of fresh air, I am a windowless room Mhmmm Common conflict In the next room Fall apart just Like I tend to Girl who cried wolf Like it better at your place I haven't made it easy Living for the change of pace I always try to be one step closer to you I kinda like my life when it's from your point of view You're a breath of fresh air, I am a windowless room Mhmmm You set up the table Everybody sits down You're all put together I don't wanna leave now Don't know what I did to get this lucky I would stay forever If you'll have me I always try to be one step closer to you I kinda like my life when it's from your point of view You're a breath of fresh air, I am a windowless room Mhmmm

I've been building a house I filled it with all the things that I could live without I've been thinking about How the walls come down And the ceiling crashed around my feet Broken on the ground Was nothing that really mattered to me Yeah, yeah And now I see that it's you I needed all along Maybe I'm too late and don't it always seems to go I'll be breaking in two I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you Even as the words came out As they fall I wanna take them back I know I let you down And it's all that I've been thinking about I get I messed it up Like I was far too close to see Now I know that this Is all that really matters to me Yeah, yeah And now I see that it's you I needed all along Maybe I'm too late and don't it always seems to go I'll be breaking in two I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't I swear time's so slow now I Face it on my own and I Can't do this alone if I If I didn't Say I'm sorry love 'cause I Know I made you feel like I Don't need you Like I could survive If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you Thought I had nothing to lose But that's not the truth I don't know what I'd do If I didn't have you If I didn't have you If I didn't have you If I didn't have you