If I Don't Laugh, I'll Cry - Marianne Toilet and the Runs

Went out the other night with all my friends Started to feel like me again Hadn't been that happy in a while Had drinks and we put a sad song on You're oh, so casually brought up There goes my night and goes my smile 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain And I'm reminded that it all went to waste And when my friends are asking if I miss you What do I say? If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry Made my way to the bathroom, nonchalant 'Cause I felt like tears were coming on It's not what I planned for my big night out Took me hours just to do my makeup right If you're the reason it gets ruined, I'll be pissed tonight Either way, mascara's running down 'Cause that was two full years of us down the drain And I'm reminded that it all went to waste And when my friends are asking if I miss you What do I say? If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry And I bet you're out with all your friends Or maybe kissing someone new, and you don't have to pretend Like you don't miss me Like you don't miss me If I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry Don't wanna hear your name tonight I'm finally happy, not in the mood I don't wanna think about you If I hear your name one more time I think I'm gonna lose my mind Don't know what to do 'cause I'm not alright But if I don't laugh, I'm gonna cry, cry

If you leave me Take my heart Take my heart If you leave me tonight I will cry Though you say we will Soon meet again For the hours I've Spent here with you Are like words From a poet's pen Words like love and Truth and goodness Words like til Death us do part I will never love another Take my heart, take my heart Take my heart (take my heart) Yes, the hours I've Spent here with you Are like words From a poet's pen Words like love and Truth and goodness Words like til Death us do part I will never love another Take my heart, take my heart Take my heart (take my heart) Take my heart, take my heart Take my heart (take my heart)

She's a rainbow and she loves the peaceful life Knows I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight There's a part of me in the chaos that's quiet And there's a part of you that wants me to riot Everybody needs to cry or needs to spit Every sweet tooth needs just a little hit Every beauty needs to go out with an idiot How can stand next to the truth and not see it? Oh a change of heart comes slow It's not a hill, it's a mountain As you start out to climb Do you believe me, or are you doubting We're gonna make it all the way to the light But I know I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight Every generation gets a chance to change the world Pity the nation that won't listen to you boys and girls 'Cause the sweetest melody the one we haven't heard Is it true that perfect love drives out all fear? The right to be ridiculous is something I hold dear Oh, but a change of heart comes slow It's not a hill, it's a mountain As you start out the climb Listen for me, I'll be shouting That we're gonna make it all the way to the light But I know I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight Baby, baby, baby, I know I'm not alone Baby, baby, baby, I know I'm not alone Ha, ha, ha Oh Oh Oh It's not a hill, it's a mountain As we start out the climb Listen for me, I'll be shouting Shouting to the darkness, squeeze out sparks of light You know we're gonna go crazy, you know we'll go crazy You know we'll go crazy, if we don't go crazy tonight Oh, slowly now Oh Hold me slow