เริ่มก่อน (If I Could) - PROXIE

A brand new baby was born yesterday Just in time Papa cried, baby cried Said, your tears are like mine I heard some words From a friend on the phone Didn't sound so good The doctor gave him two weeks to live I'd give him more if I could You know that I would now If only I could You know that I would now If only I could Down the middle drops one more Grain of sand They say that New life makes losing life easier to understand Words are kind They help ease the mind I miss my old friend And though you gotta go We'll keep a piece of your soul One goes out One comes in You know that I would now If only I could You know that I would now If only I could

To see how that moon is shining beauty While I'm all by myself, surrounded by trees On the edge of departure, to be starting my journey Up to that day, reliving's came across my view Few riches that we had However, all this kindness stood by me My mother's own That sketching I was drawing and painted on I love it, she voiced, it was caring that was shown So we could make a living She gave her dream away, went to work instead And even so, to come the day we parted Then we came to meet and in such a time Falling for you, I learned of real love See, I was feeling that joy was bound to be So, state, why's it that all I'm treasuring has been fading to end In a cruel realm of gathering woes? I convey byes to all I need to go and meet up with you straight away Proceeding up to where you now remain Heart is with you, forgive me All at once, I heard your voice And it caught me off guard So, acting to end everything in that style Wish to be departed and gone Can't anymore encounter people, as you know On nights full moon is seen Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh And I could not reach for that side I fell, to end up on the ground, it's been surprising The moon chatted with me At that very time, gave me a mystifying talent Powers crept out I pour life into things I see and draw As I distribute with this power Even all the dying greenery Restoring all the essence, too And I could give it this time that I hold, and I'm left to live I spread it to all the life I was then drawing Small pieces, I divided it into, ah-ah Then I found a meaning to my life So was everything when I got to meet you Resembling me You have been, over the days, living in the woes And when I tried to leave before and end it on my own Got mad at me for it all In the bat of an eye, I was mesmerized But I know you already have somebody who's so dear to you He went on and betrayed you, and you know it's wrong And even so, to reside inside you, love for him to flow So, now, he's on the way to a fade-out Life to lose all hues You kept on crying, and it was his name you called It took that sight of you to make me realize Amid a single day So, committed all the soul to drawing To pour in my life in what I sketched out And from there, he was restored, opening eyes I made it happen, it's a miracle painted As you were shedding tears Coming from you blissfully Sparing no trial Want to have you knowing my thought Finally, listen In that way, giving me the joy to live my life again I will tell you, I so truly had love for you deep inside See you, goodbye Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh Lala lala lala lala, ooh-ooh In the end, it's just me As I'm picturing you, my mom is in my thoughts Was thinking of you, and slowly closing my eyes End of the line of such a long journey Finally united again

If I could I'd protect you from the sadness in your eyes Give you courage in a world of compromise Yes, I would If I could I would teach you all the things I've never learned And I'd help you cross the bridges that I've burned Yes, I would If I could I would try to shield your innocence from time But the part of life I gave you isn't mine I've watched you grow So I could let you go If I could I would help you make it through the hungry years But I know that I could never cry your tears But I would If I could Yes, if I live In a time and place where you don't wanna be You don't have to walk along this road with me My yesterday Won't have to be your way If I knew I would've tried to change the world I brought you to And there isn't very much that I could do But I would If I could Oh baby, I just wants to protect you And help my baby through the hungry years It comes with part of me And if you ever, ever need Sad shoulder to cry on I'm just someone to talk to I'll be there, I'll be there I didn't change your world But I would If I could...

'Cause i've been looking far Stronger than a brick house Bigger than the moon And brighter than the stars If i could move the montains I would have know who you are 'Cause i've been looking far Waiting to get lost in your eyes Trying to find my way in this chaos If i could walk in water I could have know who you are If only i could see whats left to say, You can't stop me now 'Cause i've been looking far If i shown you what i'm made of You would have seen it into me If i'd shown you what i'm made of, Baby you'l see it tonight Faster than a race car, Sharper than a knife and higher than the trees If i shown you what i'm made of You would have seen it into me 'Cause i've been looking far Waiting to get lost in your eyes Trying to find my way in this chaos If i shown you what i'm made of, Baby you'l see it into me To me, Far away If only i could see whats left to say, You can't stop me now 'Cause i've been looking far If i shown you what i'm made of You would have seen it into me If i shown you what i'm made of, Baby you'l see it into me 'Cause i've been looking far

If I could see myself as people do Would I be good enough? To share a dream with you I've had a life love has often touched But no-one gave as much As you has given me If I could be your eyes looking in mine I'd see a part of me I never thought I'd find No matter how long you wait Love's never too late I've waited all my life for you If I could see myself from where you are Would I be good enough? To try and reach that far Sometimes we feel things we can't explain If I could be your pain I'd just go away If I could love myself the way you do I'd have much more of me That I could give to you I've always reached for a dream That never came true But now I see myself Cause I can be myself with you.

I Wouldn't Change You If I Could Lyrics I wouldn't change a single thing about you if I could The way you are just suits me too a tee A princess in a storybook A king upon his throne That's what we are and you belong too me. CHOURS I wouldn't change you if I could I love you as you are You're all that I would wish for If I wished upon a star An angel sent from heaven You're everything that's good You're perfect just the way you are I wouldn't change you if I could. Your eyes your lips, your tender smile I'd leave them as they are And come what may I'd never change a thing And if I were a potter And you a piece of clay The only thing I'd change would be your name CHOURS I wouldn't change you if I could I love you as you are You're all that I would wish for If I wished upon a star An angel sent from heaven You're everything that's good You're perfect just the way you are I wouldn't change you if I could.

Yeah Da-da-da-da-da-da Ooh, yeah Ayy If I could, I would feel nothing, that's the truth and I don't care Mix prescriptions with prescriptions, it's not right, but life's not fair Ridin' next to me in drop top wearin' crop top, that's bad bitch All designer when we go out just so people know we rich Underneath it all the truth is that I really feel like shit I'm so sick of bein' tired, I'm so tired of bein' sick I ain't never killed nobody, I ain't never sold a brick Got some OGs that once told me keep my nose clean, but I sniff 'Cause if I could, I would feel nothing That's the truth and I don't care, baby That's the truth and I don't care Mix the Henny with these pills The world is cold and life's not fair, baby The world is cold and life's not fair So let's just fuck, no strings attached Let's just fuck and after that, I'ma take you home And you won't call me on the phone It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that No feelings, no strings attached, girl Da-da-da-da-da-da Yeah February, weather's scary, I need notes on how to live Call my mama, always drama, she need money for them kids 'Nother tour, another war, I sold my soul, I hit a lick If I die and go to hell, I swear to God I'm gon' be pissed I've been prayin', I'm just sayin', keep my hands clean off that sin I've been prayin', layin' in a bed I fucked a hundred in I've been prayin' they won't find me layin' somewhere, in a ditch Got some best friends that I lost 'cause of shit I did when I was lit 'Cause if I could, I would feel nothing That's the truth and I don't care, baby That's the truth and I don't care Mixed prescriptions, bad decisions World is cold and life's not fair, baby World is cold and life's not fair I'm gon' make you fall for me You'll never get a call from me It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that No feelings, no strings attached, girl It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that It's all good, I wanted that No feelings, no strings attached No feelings, no strings attached, girl