idkwheretogo (feat. ZEYRO) - die4rai

It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line Oh, feels like I'm going in circles lately Don't know how to get out safely Get stuck in my thoughts daily Don't know how to move on from the past I really thought me and her would last Don't know how it all even passed But to be honest it happened way too fast Ay, gotta learn how to move on It's taking way too long, gotta get a move on We tried to hold on for too long But we can't get a right from two wrongs It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line What is you telling me Watching your dress set fire, situation dire You lying to me You started the fight, why you crying to me? Girl, I'm feeling transparent, you seeing through me Lately your skin ain't been warm, just like usual It remind me of December I told you to quote me, now you "don't remember" I wanted to free your mind, but now it's sheltered Smoke in the air, fogging up my mentals I'm faking a smile, showing off my dentals Playing games, like my middle name, it'll paint your picture looking selfish Why don't you realize that I cherish that look in your eyes It emit vibes when I'm lonely Just want somebody to hold me It hurts to let go when you're holding on so tight, just like a vine You climb up, fall down, get hurt, but you still wanna climb You think trying again won't hurt, saying it'll be better this time But it turns out you're on a roundabout, and not a straight line

Reach new heights And pray for the better nights Watch the lights When it gets dark, there's fireflies Don't think twice Don't overthink or oversight Take my advice Just let it go, don't pay the price Why everyone try to blame everything on me? It is unsettling They all stop and look at me, thinking it's threatening, but that's not what I'm centering I became a better me, while they just keep embarrassing their self tryna peer-pressure me I'm better than that, I know I'm developing, overall, I'm bettering If they thinking this is a game, I'm not playing it They hear my music, and act like they're hating it If they hate it so much, why they replaying it? (if they hate it so much why they replaying it) They don't really hate it, so why are they saying it Do they not realize I take time creating it? Honestly, I don't care, I know they're faking it (honestly, I don't care, I know they're faking it) I do still get angry, but I don't like claiming it Not that I care about what they keep saying It's just that I don't wanna have to keep facing it (it's just that I don't wanna have to keep facing it) I hate this feeling, I feel like breaking it I guess it's anger, but I don't like naming it I just decided to keep on maintaining it Reach new heights And pray for the better nights Watch the lights When it gets dark, there's fireflies Don't think twice Don't overthink or oversight Take my advice Just let it go, don't pay the price It's okay to be mad, it's okay to be sad, i hope we all know that Whenever life gets bad, and you're wishing you had a better life, just be glad Not everyone can do the things you do We gotta be thankful for the things we can do Not everyone will be true to you We just got to learn how to take a clue Life is hard, but we get stronger as we learn I know sometimes it feels like you took the wrong turn Even if you took the wrong turn, you can make a U-turn Even with the pain, and the struggles, you can learn to Reach new heights And pray for the better nights Watch the lights When it gets dark, there's fireflies Don't think twice Don't overthink or oversight Take my advice Just let it go, don't pay the price