I Won't Be Lonely When I Sleep - In Heaven Everything is Fine

Every time I'm awake I feel like I can't breath When you ask I'm okay I don't know how to speak It Feels like I can't see I see things when I sleep I don't know if it's a memory I got demons in my dreams Yea I said I know I said I don't On my bloody cloths From my bloody nose My heart lives in the shadows Never once did I say I didn't care Wanting me and you to be a pair Should I ask if my demons care No one will ever get my pain I drank to help cure my brain I will never be the same I'll never say what's her name Every time I'm awake I feel like I can't breath When you ask I'm okay I don't know how to speak It Feels like I can't see I see things when I sleep I don't know if it's a memory I got demons in my dreams Yea I said I know I said I don't On my bloody cloths From my bloody nose My heart lives in the shadows Feels Like I can't See Demon's in my dreams

TouchofTrent be wildin' with it Me, I be selling them Hunchos, straight to the county, they get out, I get them a gun store I done been stuck in the trenches, I dance with the devil and I sell drugs to my uncle And I gave niggas the lean, the weed, the drugs, I did this shit off the muscle All of these niggas be havin', them niggas be claimin' they lovin', I did it with nothin' You in the streets for nothin', I'm doin' all I can, they ain't need for nothin' Whenever them people comin', why you gon' war over a bitch, alleged beef or somethin'? I'm tryna delete, I hop in the Jeep for weeks, I couldn't sleep for nothin' I like to preach and I am signed to the streets like I got the key or somethin' I take drugs when I feel lonely Ride with my gun when I feel lonely I sleep 'round killers when I feel lonely I spoil all my bitches when I feel lonely Told my brother we fuckin' with no condoms and we havin' babies all over I used to be around niggas I love for real but they had the hate on they shoulder I was in the kitchen, niggas water-whippin' and I feel like they was hittin' the yola And it was blowin' my mind, I landed in Cali', them bitches was hittin' the coke Foenem came to the crib, told 'em to get the room 'cause niggas can't sleep on the sofa I was taking percocets, he was off the water, that nigga was deep in the ocean I gotta get it in motion (yeah), I steady look over my shoulders (yeah) I'm beatin' my case with a motion (yeah), pass me a Tesla, I'm rollin', rollin', rollin' Wake me up 'cause them percs callin', Mikey-ikey, yeah, that's my doggy He know I'm straight that whenever he call me, keep it street, whatchu mean you saw me? I fell asleep with the Nina on me, these whole carats, Aquafina on me Only the family that's on my family, I love my family, I don't need homies I take drugs when I feel lonely Ride with my gun when I feel lonely I sleep 'round killers when I feel lonely I spoil all my bitches when I feel lonely

I got a home down on the river I'm married to the woman of my dreams Got a good truck that gets me down the highway Everything is perfect or so it seems Mama and Daddy come by sometimes And everything is fine My old dog does a little singing Late at night when the moon gets bright Sunday mornin, hear the church bells are ringin? Let us go and see who's getting baptized We gonna take us a Sunday drive 'Cause everything is fine Everything is fine, fine, fine Through the sunshine and the rain I got a peace of mind You know I can't complain I make it a point to thank the Lord When I got Him on the line I'm feeling good and everything is fine Got the same job down at the warehouse Ain't never been rich but I sleep at night Got a little girl that looks like her Mama She likes it when Daddy tucks her in real tight One night this week we're gonna have a fish fry 'Cause everything is fine, fine, fine Through the sunshine and the rain I got a peace of mind You know I can't complain I make it a point to thank the Lord When I got Him on the line I'm feeling good and everything is fine I make it a point to thank the Lord When I got Him on the line I'm feeling good and everything is fine (I'm feeling good and everything is fine)

I saw all the flaws, felt all the wrongs Bowing down pedestal with no god Owing to myself, but a fraud Always a hazard in recall Not just for the show Not a dead ego I'm still binging all the lows Binging all the lows Sunny day, but I can't shake this feeling Never mind what others fucking say Am I the monster in the mirror, oh When the darkest clouds hang overhead? Fucking coward Do you lack the confidence? Coward I'll bleed and repent, yeah Guilty, guilty cunt Guilty, guilty, guilty cunt Guilty, guilty, faker Guilty, guilty cunt Guilty, guilty, guilty cunt Guilty, guilty, faker Blind lead the blind Eye for an eye Why can't we fall in line with the status high? Yeah Hide in the jail as we cower Hands are bound Malicious sound Holding the profound Awake on my own Wilting dead in the flower Garden drowned by the showers Sunny day, but I can't shake this feeling Never mind what others fucking say Am I the monster in the mirror, oh When the darkest clouds hang overhead? You coward, how we cower Our body is not a haven, it's a prison Our body is not a haven, it's a prison This body is not a sanctuary Our body is not a haven, it's a fucking prison This body is not a sanctuary This mirror, shattered image of me This body is not a sanctuary This mirror, shattered vision of me Fuck your sanctuary Fuck your haven Fuck your sanctuary Fuck your sanctuary Fuck your haven Fuck your sanctuary

The coffin maker smiles when a father dies And he sees the son in pain but I guess that's life Could I be the coffin maker and the son at the same time? (Time, time, time, time) I know you prolly sad when you see a dog die KFC on your plate still you got some 5 guys See I'm not calling out I'm just talking to a mirror At the stake of everyone I just do it for my pleasure I dont regret No place for that Cause I'm selfish (Selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish) See I ain't gotta lie lie lie But you could see it in my eyes eyes eyes I'm running outta time time time When everything was right When I still had my sight I'm wondering how I I I Put on this stupid smile Like everything is fine fine fine Like everything is Like everything is Act like I didn't wanna sleep a day ago Thinking it wouldn't hurt if I slept way too long Tired of dinners being jam put on a toast Anything else might me feel like throwing up And I can't even tell the ones I love I don't know what's been going on up above Bordering insanity I know I talk about this way too much by now But it gets hard to not When I wake and remember I'm in hell I could tell you I've been coping oh so well But I'd go to bed a liar in my shell See I ain't gotta lie lie lie But you could see it in my eyes eyes eyes I'm running outta time time time When everything was right When I still had my sight I'm wondering how I I I Put on this stupid smile Like everything is fine fine fine Like everything is Like everything is Now I wish I had more time to stay I was dumb to think the past was grey Regret I wasn't in despair Now my food is served on metal trays Was so caught up in my selfish ways I forget How to breath fresh air See I ain't gotta lie lie lie But you could see it in my eyes eyes eyes I'm running outta time time time When everything was right When I still had my sight I'm wondering how I I I Put on this stupid smile Like everything is fine fine fine Like everything is Like everything is