I Want to End My Life - Takayan

Waking up in the dark Sure as hell ain't lost Where did my arms go? Where did my arms go? Seated on this seat then- I was on the floor I've lost my mind If this part was easy How did I lose my heart? If this part was easy How come I'm falling apart? You and me We were best together We shouldn't dare forever Anything we have noo This to end This To end I don't want this to end, uh You can stay here with me You can stay here with me You don't even care though I even brought you flowers You've been laying there for hours If this part was easy How did I lose my heart? If this part was easy How come I'm falling apart? You and me We were best together We shouldn't dare forever Anything we have noo If this part was easy How did I lose my heart? If this part was easy How come I'm falling apart? You and me We were best together We shouldn't dare forever Anything we have noo I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this- I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this to end I don't want this To end

You don't understand the pattern of my life Because my life has got no pattern You don't see and you can't feel the wind That's blowing at my back and saying move boy You think this burning fever in my heart is just a folly And I'm throwin' away my happiness by leaving you Well, it's my life, throw it away if I want to I've tried my best to plant my feet And stay with you but all I feel is roots grow And what man wants a woman Who won't satisfy his heart and soothe his ego I sleep all day and run all night And you tell me that that ain't right That ain't what the husbands of your friends do But it's my life, throw it away if I want to You try to make me think my nonconforming life Has colored me some evil shade You delight in filling up my mind with Little bits of guilt you think I oughta feel Well I'm tired of feeling guilty And I'm tired of having nothing And I'm throwin' away this life You've had me shackled to It's my life, throw it away if I want to I've tried my best to plant my feet And stay with you but all I feel is roots grow And what man wants a woman Who won't satisfy his heart and soothe his ego I sleep all day and run all night And you tell me that that ain't right That ain't what the husbands of your friends do But it's my life, throw it away if I want to