I Want Die - FEDYA CLAPTON & FOSSA50

Pain in my mind Is turning so alive Those demons that breed in your eyes I've just found out Inside our secret garden Morning love dew has turned to wicked tears If your love was just a lie If you leave with no goodbye And throw away our love, our life, go over there If we cannot go back in time If we don't have a second try I take a last breath to say without you I will die I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Come take my hand To rekindle the flame I'm not playing a game Against odds, against trends Let's write our future with our hands I was always so Keen to give my all Every piece of my will Body and soul You know you can take it all Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun, I want to die Deep inside the flames, I say goodbye I wanna die Wanna scream my madness You left me behind With a million tears of sadness Night after night I grope for you but you're not here by my side Fly me to the sun

I was a fiend for the coke Sniffin' dreams up my nose But I'm off that now I was a liar and a thief Had opinions and beliefs But I'm off that now I was a lover and a friend Never worried 'bout the ends But I'm off that shit right now I was in love, I was in lust I was a lover you could trust But I'm off that shit right now, yeah I was the one to tell the truth Keep it real and disapprove But I'm off that now, oh I was a slave to the lean Couldn't feel, couldn't see But I'm off that shit right now Sometimes I wanna die I don't care if it's sad, I want to die Take all my money out the ATM and start a little bonfire Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night And if I die before I wake I pray the Lord my soul to take Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night And if I die before I wake up I pray to God there's whiskey and a chaser

I haven't seen you in a while It's been so long since I've seen you smile Is it because I'm gone all the time? Or do you just not give a fuck, girl? I wanna die in your arms I wanna die in the snow I wanna die when I'm sad So I'm not scared to go I don't know if I can be happy Without you by my side Is it because I'm drunk all the time? Or do you just fucking hate me, girl? I wanna die in your arms I wanna die in the snow I wanna die when I'm sad So I'm not scared to go