I Try to Forget (feat. Alectricz) - Deffyme

Now I gotta add you to my list of people to try and forget about Now I gotta add yours to my list of faces to try and not think about Now I gotta tell 'em I don't care and hope that nobody might work it out It was obviously an illusion 'cause there's never been so much I've been wrong about And I don't want to spend all my days thinking of the one I can't live without So I'm gonna have to add you to my list of people to try and forget about Try and for- And as the years go by Your name will fade out gradually They'll think my heart went dry But it was waiting in- So now I gotta add you to my list of people to try and forget about It could've been magic, nearly had ya Could you imagine? Nearly had ya 'Til it becomes another one of the things that I just can't talk about I'm gonna have to keep you on my list of people to try and forget about Try and for- And as the years go by Your name will fade out gradually They'll think my heart went dry But it was waiting in the wings And as the years go by You're still a banished memory They'll say my love has died But it was waiting in the wings

I forgot to remember to forget her I can't seem to get her off my mind I thought I'd never miss her But I found out somehow I think about her almost all the time The day she went away I made myself a promise That I'd soon forget we'd ever met But something sure is wrong 'Cause I'm so blue and lonely I forgot to remember to forget The day she went away I made myself a promise That I'd soon forget we'd ever met But something sure is wrong 'Cause I'm so blue and lonely I forgot to remember to forget

I try to change I don't want to sell no dope, no more I don't want the feds knocking on my door All the police keep watching my home All these damn fiends keep calling my phone I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name (I try to change) I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name Yeah, uh (I try to change) I try to change myself for the better My friend in prison just wrote me a letter Telling me to stop flipping everybody snitching Sometimes I wish that god would take me out this fucking kitchen I'm feeling paranoid I don't feel like I am living Sometimes I'm blinded by the profit that I'm making Police watching I know that they hating I'm only 21 I stay with my gun I promise my momma That I would never be a bum Every time I pray to god, I never get an answer I always ask myself why a child gets cancer? I know that it's something that we would never know Lord can you hear me I want to stop selling drugs I try to change I don't want to sell no dope, no more I don't want the feds knocking on my door All the police keep watching my home All these damn fiends keep calling my phone I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name (I try to change) I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name Uh (I try to change) I got a story to tell See everything I say is real I've done turned down a 3 million dollar deal Cuz I'm my own boss I got here by myself Every time I ask for help I always talking to myself So I started selling drugs And increasing my wealth Cuz everytime I asked for help I was just wasting my breath Only thing I want to be is a motherfucking legend And the fact that i'm on tour is a motherfucking blessing All my old friends started getting mad at me If this money makes you mad at me You ain't no friend to me I lost a lot of friends to be honest man it's cool with me "Stitches you a piece of shit" Add that to my biography! I try to change I don't want to sell no dope, no more I don't want the feds knocking on my door All the police keep watching my home All these damn fiends keep calling my phone I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name (I try to change) I try to change I try to change But the dope game keep calling my name Uh (I try to change)

Careful what I try to do I'm a cynic, yeah, but I would die for you You said it by the feel upon your face I'm never gonna call out what you say I look shattered by the book You never were defeated by a fool Where each other beat about the place All we gotta do is seize the day You're everywhere Take me now Beautiful You've got fortitude And you find the means When you care about The important things And you came along At the perfect time When I needed you I was on my knees I ain't never met a muse Before you came along, created new Simply brought the best right outta me Never thought it possible to see I'm so proud to be with you Although we have our differing views Leave our reservations at the door Then you lead me shyly to the floor You're everywhere Take me now Beautiful You've got fortitude And you find the means When you care about The important things And you came along At the perfect time When I needed you I was on my knees You're everywhere Take me now Beautiful You've got fortitude And you find the means When you care about The important things And you came along At the perfect time When I needed you I was on my knees You've got fortitude And you find the means You look out for me Should have always been And you came along At the perfect time When I needed you I was on my knees