Don't know where I'm lurking
I think it might be hell
I don't know where I'm sleeping
I know I'm by myself
I thought I'd keep it cool
But I slowly start to melt
I can't release emotion
I don't think she can help
I don't know how I'm breathing
It's harder to inhale
I'm headed down a trail
Where she leaves me just to fail
I fell under her potion
She controlled me with a spell
I'm hangin by a thread
And now I think that she can tell

I think she's slightly moving
She's dancing by herself
I think she aims to kill
But I don't think that she will
I think she wants me moving, points her pistol to my grill
I think she wants me dancing
But I just want the bill
I'm feeling old emotions
It's hard for me to tell
I'm holding onto nothing, holding on with all my will
I don't know where I'm going
I'm going down a hill
I don't know if I'm stupid
I don't know what was real

Feeling barely nothin'
Feeling like myself
This feeling in my body
I'm feeling slightly stale
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know who to tell
I don't know what I'm doing
Now I'm headed for the jail
I don't know what I did
And now I open up the cell
I pour out all my sorrow
Sorry for myself
I don't know what they're saying
They just want me to fail
They don't want me to see it
I feel it with the Braille

Now I know what they're saying
They gave me the details
They handed me a weapon
I point it at myself
I hear their hounds they're barking
They're coming straight from hell
I hear my mother screaming
I'm aiming for the kill
I hear the dogs they're barking
I'm loadin' up the twelve
I hear the people talking
I'm writing up my will
I know who has my soul now
I sent it through the mail
I feel my brother's sorrow
I feel the shotgun shell

Where am I?
Demon replied, "So you thought that it will be over, once you die
"You thought you would be happy, once you die."