I Say Stupid Things - Ericka Jane

Stuck on the wrong side of heaven But I did it to myself I did it to myself Traded in my forever But I did it to myself I did it to myself When I get too close to my someday Every time I blow it away Praying I will come to my senses Won't be my own worst enemy And I put my heart back together Yeah I put my heart back together Now I know what love is worth in a broken world But I can't get past the hurt 'Til I give up on these stupid little things I'm so hung up on these stupid little things That keep me from you Treated love like a bad religion Yeah I did it to myself I did it to myself But I won't stay here unforgiven When I did it to myself I did it to myself When I get too close to my someday Every time I blow it away Praying I will come to my senses Won't be my own worst enemy And I put my heart back together I said, I put my heart back together Now I know what love is worth in a broken world But I can't get past the hurt 'Til I give up on these stupid little things I'm so hung up on these stupid little things That keep me from you Now I know what love is worth in a broken world But I can't get past the hurt 'Til I give up on these stupid little things I'm so hung up on these stupid little things That keep me from you Hey, hey Living in a world of fantasy There is nothing left of me Now I gotta face reality All done trying to believe I don't want to give up on you now Now I know what love is worth in a broken world But I can't get past the hurt 'Til I give up on these stupid little things I'm so hung up on these stupid little things That keep me from you That keep me from you That keep me from you That keep me from you 'Til I give up on these stupid little things I'm so hung up on these stupid little things That keep me from you That keep me from you I'm so hung up on these stupid little things

Friend, I've done something stupid again It's not that I don't love you, I do It's just I'm in this black hole so blue I've done something stupid again And now it's little lies and alibis And the second phone, can't make it home I'm working late, you know I hate To miss the kids' bedtime again I drank too much, a working lunch I'll crash in town, so don't wait up If I don't text, my phone's just dead I've got that thing, I'm sure I said And I know that you know and we both just play along Just one more stupid thing that I have done It starts, got money in your pocket at last Makes you think you're more than you are You're just another sucker for the dream No more or less than you have ever been But now it's little lies and alibis And the second phone, can't make it home I'm working late, you know I hate To miss the kids' bedtime again I drank too much, a working lunch I'll crash in town, so don't wait up If I don't text, my phone's just dead I've got that thing, I'm sure I said And you look like a joke and we both just play along Just one more stupid thing that I have done (It's not that I don't love you) Just one more stupid thing that I have done (Little lies and alibis) And the second phone (I drank too much) I've done something stupid (Don't wait up) And now it's little lies and alibis And the second phone, can't make it home I'm working late, you know I hate To miss the kids' bedtime again I drank too much, a working lunch I'll crash in town, so don't wait up If I don't text, my phone's just dead I've got that thing, I'm sure I said And you feel like a fool And we both just play along And you feel like a fool And we both just play along And you feel like a fool And we both just play along Just one more stupid thing that I have done.

I see us in a ranch house with a pond A couple kids with your baby blues Bet you'll look good as a soccer mom But ain't no way in hell that I'm telling you 'Cause it's only been two months and six days And I ain't tryna sound crazy But, 'I love you', is on the tip of my tongue And I want you to want me to be the one And I almost tell you every night When we're getting off FaceTime I drunk text you, but let my friends read it first 'Cause it's too soon for those three little words I'll tell you one day, but for now, babe I'll add it to the list of the things I can't say I had a daydream you proposed We got hitched on the beach that day Had a honeymoon on the Maui coast Couldn't wipe the smile off my face It's only been two months and six days And I ain't tryna sound crazy But, 'I love you', is on the tip of my tongue And I want you to want me to be the one And I almost tell you every night When we're getting off FaceTime I drunk text you, but let my friends read it first 'Cause it's too soon for those three little words I'll tell you one day, but for now, babe I'll add it to the list of the things I can't say I don't wanna scare you off You're the best thing that I've got I don't wanna scare you off You're the best thing that I've got But, 'I love you', is on the tip of my tongue And I want you to want me to be the one (I want you) And I almost tell you every night When we're getting off FaceTime (getting off FaceTime) I drunk text you, but let my friends read it first 'Cause it's too soon for those three little words I'll tell you one day, but for now, babe I'll add it to the list of the things I can't say You know I want to, babe Yeah, you know I want to, babe, yeah You know I want to, babe I'll add it to the list of the things I can't say