I Miss Having Sex But At Least I Don't Wanna Die Anymore [Live] - Waterparks

I spent today winning arguments against no one in my head I did great, you should've been there That was a joke See, no one ever leaves when they're company There's my audience, there's my arrogance The world revolves around me (me), sleeping soundly I got home last night on a red-eye I'm the last one left on my good side Yeah, I'm reflecting back But I'm bad at that So I'll say fuck the past and don't forget yourself It's like that, that, that, that Banging in my head like bap, bap, bap, bap Feelings in the light go bad, bad, bad, bad Headlights in my eyes go black, black, black, black Yeah, you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most It's bad, bad, bad, bad Teasing on myself like na-na-na-na Driving slow, yeah, I'm losing myself Don't trust nobody else It's 'cause, 'cause you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most Yeah Now I'm walking through my heart shaped door Singing, "Is it me you're looking for?" Pink velvet on my bedroom floor You're all I want and more But you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most I spent today insubordinate Yeah, I'm fucking up, I'm recording it I'm projecting big through a tiny screen Where I'm stacking up my reality Yeah, I see the posts, I see the tweets I see his fucking face, but he's not me So listen to me It's like that, that, that, that Banging in my head like bap, bap, bap, bap Feelings in the light go bad, bad, bad, bad Headlights in my eyes go black, black, black, black Yeah, you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most It's bad, bad, bad, bad Teasing on myself like na-na-na-na Driving slow, yeah, I'm losing myself Don't trust nobody else It's 'cause, 'cause you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most Now I'm walking through my star-shaped morgue Singing, "What the fuck I do it for?" Heard voices from my closet door "You're all we want and more" Yeah, you said it I'm magnetic to the things I hate the most

If you died I'd hope you'd haunt me 'Cause you know I'd miss you bad There's something I haven't told before And if I left I'd hope you'd stop me And kick my boxes from the left Keep me 'round to see what I'd endure 'Cause I'm dying to be your everything, everything You know I'll always be around I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you hanging out to dry Because the world's gonna pass me by But if you wanted, I'd never I'd never I'd never leave your leave your side I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you out to dry I'd never I'd never I'd never get you off my mind When you're out I miss you badly And write you songs like this today There's something I haven't told before You stopped me in my tracks, you caught me in a gaze It's one of the things that I just can't help these days 'Cause I'm dying to be your everything, everything You know I'll always be around I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you hanging out to dry Because the world's gonna pass me by But if you wanted, I'd never I'd never I'd never leave your leave your side I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you out to dry I'd never I'd never I'd never get you off my mind If there ever came a dark day That crushed us out and took you away I'd chase you to the end I'd chase you to the end of the world You know I'll always be around I'd never I'd never I'd never get you of my mind You know I'll always be around I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you hanging out to dry Because the world's gonna pass me by But if you wanted, I'd never I'd never I'd never leave your leave your side I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you out to dry I'd never I'd never I'd never get you off my mind I'd never I'd never I'd never leave you out to dry (I'm dying to be) I'd never I'd never I'd never get you of my mind (You're everything, everything)

Your mama likes me and she doesn't like anyone Your dumb, drunk friends don't care for me and always told you so I wish you didn't tell me I was special 'Cause now it's far too hard to see through 'Cause you shine brighter than morning At least I thought you did I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky, fuck me I'm apathetic from this year-long deficit You don't like drama so why you wanna live on top of it I'm sorry I don't hack your phone like he did And when you need space to breathe, I leave it But who needs space from across the country I'm accustomed to feel like nothing, fuck me I wish you didn't tell me I was special 'Cause now it's far too hard to see through 'Cause you shine brighter than morning At least I thought you did I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky, fuck me This line's here to make you think of Burbank And all of our first firsts that we lived in LA I carried you down the stairs every day This line's here to say fuck The 100 Out of state plates made me think of something This line's here to make you think of your nose twitch The one I always loved but you were so self-conscious I'm haunted Your mama likes me and she doesn't like anyone Your dumb, drunk friends don't care for me and always told you so I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I know I'm lonely but I won't come over I really thought you were my four-leaf clover I really thought that I was lucky, fuck me 'Cause you shine brighter than morning At least I thought you did I chased you down the stairs every day

I was bitter but I'm fine now I pull my head down from its dark cloud It was easy enough but but It was all too much A hurricane lives in my bedroom It keeps me up and awake for round two And I just wanna sleep but That's all too much It's like a bad day in new shoes A long weekend with curfews Now I feel like that's all old news I can't even count the times I settled for these scribbled lines Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm over all the stale days Captured I was stuck in place Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep I miss the time when I thought I had it From the hours I lost in traffic I built these walls around me and It's all too much My influx of emotions got me feeling in slow motion Like I'm saturated culminating Like I'm all too much Tell me is it all too much It's like a bad day in new shoes A long weekend with curfews Now I feel like that's all old news I can't even count the times I settled for these scribbled lines Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm over all the stale days Captured I was stuck in place Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep A hurricane lives in my bedroom It keeps me up and awake for round two And I just wanna sleep but That's all too much That's all too much I can't even count the times I settled for these scribbled lines Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm over all the stale days Captured I was stuck in place Tell me won't you Stay awake, stay awake for me I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep I'm thinking off the page and I can't sleep

Fuck these fuckboy bands that can't think for themselves Let's put away our black clothes and start cutting up our voices That's what's cool now, right? If I wasn't thin and white with blue hair would I be here Maybe if I kill myself you'll know I'm sincere I'll shave my blue hair Burn the rest of two dares Drop from 'parks Like "fuck it, who cares?" But I'll tell you: I resent the party scene With part of me that's hard to see It's turned my starry friends To uninspired's lacking symmetry Hey, look what you've done now I'm fucked and hope you're proud While you follow around, follow around Hey, look what you've done now I'm fucked and hope you're proud While you follow around, follow around So, excuse my tantrum Can't you see I've got my hands full? I'm getting texts from idols I've looked up to since 15 But now people use my friends to try to get to me, (Fuck you) But we don't know you, you don't know we We're freaked out and fragile It's become more than a hassle But I'll tell you I resent the party scene With part of me that's hard to see It's turned my starry friends To uninspired's lacking symmetry Hey, look what you've done now I'm fucked and hope you're proud While you follow around, follow around Hey, look what you've done now I'm fucked and hope you're proud While you follow around, follow around Loud gets lonely Loud gets lonely Loud gets lonely But I've just a couple more things to say really quick To a certain married mister That tried to move on my misses (Cam) Try to come around again You'll catch some swings and no misses And to the rest I'll keep them nameless -Nah fuck it, here we go: It's Richard and Clayton And John-shit Will, yeah, y'all made it And if I see you in person I'm taking teeth Trust, you've earned this Thank you for coming by, today was a really good day

Good morning, why'd you wake me? When I haven't slept much lately I was having that same old dream again The one that finally took my head and win 'Cause all I hear is, "I love you so much" But it starts to mean nothing When my heart is shut from you My heart is shut from you I wrote down the soundtrack of giving up And the songs go like this on my Greatest Hits Oh-oh, oh, it's love, yeah 7:00 p.m., let it sink in I've been living dark in the back of the deep end Now it's 3:00 a.m., everybody goes home alone Shake me up and watch me in my 7:00 p.m., let it sink in I've been living dark in the back of the deep end Now it's 3:00 a.m., everybody goes home alone Shake me up and watch me in my snow globe In the daytime, I get to debate myself And quiet all the evil things I say like "Everybody hates you", "People miss the old you" "They hate everything that they all changed you into" Into, into, into Yeah, yeah I've been dead since 2016 So good morning, can you fix me? My tiny little world is in your hands So shake it like a snow globe, fuck my plans 'Cause all I hear is, "I love you so much" But it starts to mean nothing When my heart is shut from you My heart is shut from you My tiny little world is in your hands So shake it like a snow globe, fuck my plans for good For good 7:00 p.m., let it sink in I've been living dark in the back of the deep end Now it's 3:00 a.m., everybody goes home alone Shake me up and watch me in my 7:00 p.m., let it sink in I've been living dark in the back of the deep end Now it's 3:00 a.m., everybody goes home alone Shake me up and watch me in my snow globe In the daytime, I get to debate myself And quiet all the evil things I say like "Everybody hates you", "People miss the old you" "They hate everything that they all changed you into" Into, into, into This is the soundtrack to Us giving up, living down Getting out, getting Us giving up, living down Getting out, getting Us giving up, living down Getting out, getting Us giving up, living down Getting out, getting Us giving up, living down Getting out, getting Us giving up, living down Getting out Getting out