What didn't know back then Was that I might be crying It is such a simple sentiment To steal the show And what I didn't know back then Is that I might be losing you And still I wouldn't know And now I suck up to the pale moonlight Like it's gonna lead me home And I shiver in my tired clothes As if that could keep me warm And now I stare across the dirty river And I'm sure upon this bridge I'll see you Cos I dreamt I'd kiss you up there What I didn't know back then Is how great the sin How time goes so slowly When you're cheating on a friend And what I didn't know back then Is that I might be needing you Yeah I might be needing you The need it doesn't end And now I stare across the dirty river And I breathe the dirty air And I'm sure upon the bridge I'll see you 'Cos I dreamt I'd kiss you there What I didn't know back then Was that I might be crying It's such a simple sentiment To steal the show

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be