I'm Scared - Bill Wurtz

Said I'm scared, Lord I'm scared, I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough would like to hear the call I'm scared, Lordy Lord, I'm shakin', I'm petrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees I heard the singin' Something about good will toward men And even Sleepin' in heavenly peace Stopped by to see Saint Thomas On a cold and dreary New York afternoon Something in the air was oh, so rare I don't know what it was But I know that it's still right there I'm scared, Lordy Lord I'm shakin', I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees Livin' in confusion Searching for truth that I never found I needed, something to really believe Looked toward the heavens On a dark and stormy winter afternoon Somethin' in the air was oh, so rare I'm not really sure what it was But I know for sure that it's still right there I'm scared, he-e-e-ey I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees I'm scared, you know I'm shakin' I'm layin' awake thinkin' about it now I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough would like to hear the call Come on now, give me a sign you're listening to me You hear me talking, you hear me crying And it's confusing to me Lord, I'm terrified Never been much on religion But I sure enough just fell down on my knees

I'm not scared of you this time And when you pick up the phone, I'll stay on the line And I'll do more than breathe this time And I'll let you in, at least I'm gonna try And it felt so strange when I said it out loud That I look for redemption in everyone else But funny thing is that I always hated church Spend so much time looking that I forgot to search And to be a woman is to be in pain And my body reminds me almost every day That I was made for another, but I don't wanna know that 'Cause it happened once and I always look back In my sentience, I wear your judgement like a crown Couldn't look you in your eyes, so I look to the ground Then I took the drugs again last night But pills have never brought me any kind of light My eyes are heavy, all I wanna do is sleep But I need to make money and I need to eat And loving never made anybody I know happy And loving only seems to make you bruise and to bleed And to be a woman is to be in pain And my body reminds me almost every day That I was made for another, but I don't wanna know that 'Cause it happened once and I always look back

Take these dogs away from me! Your life's a mystery, mine is an open book If I could read your mind, I think I'd take a look I'm not scared, baby I don't care What have you got to hide? What do you need to prove? You're always telling lies, and that's the only truth I don't care Baby, I'm not scared Tonight the streets are full of actors I don't know why Oh, take these dogs away from me Before they, they bite What have you got to say of shadows in your past? I thought that, if you paid, you'd keep them off our backs Where do we have to be So I can laugh and you'll be free? I'd go anywhere, baby I don't care I'm not scared I'm not scared Tonight the streets are full of actors I don't know why Oh, débarasse-moi de ces chiens Avant qu'ils mordent Avant qu'ils mordent Tonight, I fought and made my mind up I know it's right I know these dogs still snap around me But I can, I can fight If I was you, if I was you I wouldn't treat me the way you do, dear If I was you, if I was you I wouldn't treat me the way you do, you If I was you, if I was you I wouldn't treat me the way you do If I was you, if I was you I wouldn't treat me the way you do, you I'm not scared, baby I don't care I'd go anywhere, baby I'm not scared J'ai pas peur J'ai pas peur I'm not scared, baby I'm not scared

Got some money, got some cash I'm rich, and now, I'm sad And I wonder if I'm sad about the money that I have Got some boats on my plane At the hotel where I'm staying Just in case I ever have to swiftly get away And the window is broken And cold winds are blowing in at me That's when I knew that the fairytale is true And tomorrow, I'm going out to sea Got some money in my hand And it makes me mad Because I don't know what money means Everyone knows that the world is cold And you can warm it up with a little true love And I wish to explain all the ways Friends and lovers can go all the way Happy birthday to you Happy birthday to me One day will feel complete Happy birthday to somebody in the streets Who's been waiting patiently Got money, some cash I keep it in my head And I think about it all day, but I can't spend it Hello, it's a Tuesday show 'Cause Wednesday seems so long ago I said it three or four songs ago It's time for the show Got some money in my hat And it makes me seem tall I can see where all the money in the world has gone It's swimming Across the floor of the ocean Peacefully floating there It's 4.95 Some call it 3.99 Some call it a billion Money is bad I don't understand what to do with it Or how to deal with it, yeah Or tell my friends What it does How it works What it's worth And if it can change the world Yeah

I'm going outside Outside I just picked up the newspaper Said that the wind blows Can't go back to where I come from Cos I'm not welcome And it's not fun there You know that I won't be late Oh and I can't be saved I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I wanna go outside Spaceship came to take me away Into the moonlight And it touched me in an interesting way And now I'm pregnant With aliens I'm gonna change my name Oh it's a brand new day I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I'm going outside I'm going outside Gonna go out and away from the lies And I'm outside Just opened up a new hotel On the tundra Just checked in and I feel so swell Cos I'm wealthy And I'm a billionaire I'm gonna change my ways Oh and I'm leaving on a different plane I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I wanna go outside I wanna go outside Gonna go out and adjust my mind Gonna go downtown and arrest some crime And I can't remember the reason why But I'm outside And I can't go if it don't feel right No I wont go if it's not my time And I still don't know how to say goodbye But it's alright Cos I'm outside

I don't wanna go to school Because I'm stupid I don't want nobody tellin' me what to do Or how to get through this I don't want nobody tellin' me what to think Tellin' me how to sing Tellin' me how to do everything I don't wanna be afraid Of criminals I don't wanna be afraid of dangerous politicians I don't wanna be afraid of you Or of me Or the truth Said that girl made me feel blue 'Cuz she told me I should stay in school Said that girl made me feel blue Don't go to school

I just did a bad thing I regret the thing I did And you're wondering what it is Tell you what I did I did a bad thing I'm having a bad day It's turning into a bad year All the things I'm supposed to do And the places I'm supposed to go Are canceled Hey, what's the name of this game? How do you play it? And how long does it take? How many times is the game going to change? Hey, help me out of this place Out into the real world Where maybe things can go my way Oh, everything goes my way Oh, everyone knows my name Having a bad dream I wonder what this bad dream means I wonder if I'm sad I wonder if I'm glad If I'm just having a sad, glad dream It's a sad, bad, and bad, glad dream And I won't get mad about the dream If you promise to believe in me It's a sad, bad and mad, glad scheme It's the best scheme I have And that's bad enough for me And I won't get sad if you don't Seize how mad, glad my schemes can be Just did a bad thing I've ruined everything And I've let the things I ruined ruin me Hey, what's the name of this game? How do you play it? And how long should it take? (a-oh) How many times is the game supposed to change? (uh) Hey, get me out of this place Out into the real world Where maybe things can go my way Oh, everything goes my way Oh, everything goes astray Just did a strange thing Now everything's pink

I remember the moment that my dreams were broken I wrote them down on a post card then threw it away I slipped into some trousers and rolled out my window Then went out into the wilderness where I'm going to stay And it's a long, long, long journey that we've been on And it's a long, long, long story that can be told And it's a long, long day We've come a long, long way And it's a long, long, long way back I'm looking around this museum for paintings I relate to Even though most of them were painted by somebody else Then we went to the movies and watched lots of films there, yeah Now I'm going down to Hollywood to make them myself And it's a long, long, long journey that we've been on And it's a long, long, long story that will be told And it's a long, long day We've come a long, long way And it's a long, long, long way back And it's a big, big vehicle that we're driving in And I've been following this roadway since it began And if I came here to lose, then I still might win When I go down that road again And the road doesn't end It's a long, long road, and we follow it again and again And the road don't pretend I went down to the Coast Guard to see what they're guarding See what the sign says, you idiot, we're guarding the coast Now I'm going on a podcast to talk about my memories Even though I can't remember anything from before the show I made some long, long phone calls to my friends at home And I told them where I've been and the places I'm going And they said, "Wow, that's incredible, but we already know Because of that long, long song you wrote" About how it's a long, long, long journey that we've been on And it's a long, long, long story that shall be told And it's a long, long day We've come a long, long way But there's still a long way to go It's a long, long, long way It's a long, long, strong way It's a long, long, long way Forward

All day and all night We lay about and wonder what we're gonna do We speak to ourselves Having a conversation and wondering who we're talking to Then sadness takes over And sadness wonders what we're gonna do Then sadness comes closer And sadness comes to sing a song for you Oh what a wonderful world (oh) Oh how you've got to have more When darkness covers the earth And i know it's the end for sure Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Bringing you love and shining on everyone Here comes the sun Here come the raging sun And it's raging on and so We rage as one on until the day is done High on the mountain The postman comes and says there's still no news Deep in the city The buildings wonder if they'll ever be built Oh what an interesting day Looks like there's nobody in my way But the road's gonna end, and the storm's comin' in Looks like nobody wins today Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Bringing you love and shining on everyone Here comes the sun Here come the blazing amazing miracle sun And it's raging on and Still we'll blaze along on until the day is done 'Til the day is won and done Gonna rage on into the sun Call up your friends and neighbors Tell them a new day has just begun I hope you know that there's no stranger strange enough Tell all your friends and neighbors You're no stranger to falling in love I'm just falling in love Stop, time's up Is it really over? Time waits for no one (and it doesn't wait now either) And I can't explain the way that I'm feeling Put it into words and then Send it all over the world Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Here comes the sun Bringing you love and shining on everyone Here comes the sun Here comes the raging sun And it's raging on and So we rage as one on until the day is done Oh, until the day is done If this song ain't good enough I'll erase it