I′m Not Okay - Kim Jae Hwan

My heart's your heart, my love's your love And I'm not okay unless you're okay I've seen what you're facing, please don't be alarmed If you need me just call me, you're never alone Hey, I'm barely been sleeping and barely eating Until the rain turns into change My heart's your heart, my love's your love And I'm not okay unless you're okay And my mind is your mind and my soul is your soul And I'm not okay unless you're okay Hey, I'm headed wherever you're going and I mean that from my heart In the end you'll see that I've been there from the start I'm not walking away, not talking just to say Your pain's my pain and your game's my game My heart's your heart, my love's your love And I'm not okay unless you're okay And my mind is your mind and my soul is your soul And I'm not okay unless you're okay And I'm singing, oh I wanna be right here to make sure your tears don't form a river I'm gonna be right here until your vision becomes clearer I ain't sleepin', I'm not eating Until the rain turns into change My heart's your heart, my love is your love And I'm not okay unless you're okay And my mind is your mind and my soul is your soul And I'm not okay unless you're okay I'm singing, oh

Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud But I built walls so high So they never even make a sound It's a mask, it's a lie It's the only home I've ever known 'Cause being who I really am Has only left me more alone I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'm not okay I wish I had a scar Had a bruise on the surface, any kind of proof That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse My life's invisible abuse I'm either judged or have to hide The only symptom you can see Is I don't wanna be alive I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it The reason I keep quiet With so much at stake I always feel like a burden, let it silence me You'll never understand Why it's so hard to say I'll never have the words, I can't explain this hell But what if it kills me If I keep it to myself? To myself I am not okay And I need you to see it I have so much to say And no one to hear it I am not okay I am not okay I'm never safe It's not a phase If I finally break Would you still stay? Tonight the monsters in my head Are screaming so damn loud

(봄바람이 불면 뚜루루루루 뚜루루루루) 하염없이 떠오른 그대여 떠가는 구름 사이 내 그리움 걸어놓고 두 눈을 덮어 애써 참아도 맺히는 마름모 하릴없이 이 언덕에서 그댈 불러 찬 바람만 부네요 버티려 애를 써봐도 흔들려 저 가지처럼 아스라이 코끝을 스친 봄바람 어렴풋이 옛 향기가 생각나는 밤 달은 즈믄 가람에 꽃비 날리면 그대 없는 내 맘에 다시 피어나네 봄바람이 불면 다시 날 노래하게 해 휘파람을 불면 이내 겨울도 봄이 오겠지 세차게 네가 또 불어 내 맘도 모르고 계속 떠오르게 해 눈에 밟히게 겨우 내 녹는듯해 이렇게 매일 그립대 뭐가 그리 좋았을까 알았을까 우리의 마지막이 이리 시릴 줄 아스라이 코끝을 스친 봄바람 어렴풋이 옛 향기가 생각나는 밤 달은 즈믄 가람에 꽃비 날리면 그대 없는 내 맘에 다시 피어나네 봄바람이 불면 다시 날 노래하게 해 휘파람을 불면 이내 겨울도 봄이 오겠지 흐드러지게 핀 벚꽃잎 따라 흐르는 강물에 몸을 싣는다 봄바람이 소식을 말해줄까 그대 생각이 분다 바람이 운다