I'm Not Coming Home - Alpha Sky

When you refuse me, you confuse me What makes you think I'll let you in again? Think again, my friend Go on, misuse me and abuse me I'll come out stronger in the end Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? Bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home You do not know how much this hurts me To say these things that I don't want to say But have to say them anyway Oh, I would do anything to end your suffering But you would rather walk away Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? I bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? (Find yourself alone) Does it make you mad to find that I have grown? Does it make you sad to find yourself alone? Yeah, does it make you mad to see how I have grown? Bet it hurts so bad to see the strength that I have shown When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home, whoa Yeah, yeah When you answer the door, pick up the phone You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home Yeah, oh When you answer the door, pick up the phone (yeah) You won't find me 'cause I'm not coming home (yeah, yeah) Thank you, goodnight! Woo!

One, two Can you give me all I need? The innocence and purity I crave I've been climbing desperately To a mountain top I haven't seen for days An honest life I simply can't sustain Coming home today All that's left inside of me couldn't bring an heirloom seed to bloom I've only kept enough to plead for Something that I can't believe is true My goodbye may not be when you choose Coming home soon Follow me through empty streets And bridges burned for hell to heed my fate I never wanted you to see the evil I could never keep erased Patient like a diamond in the slate Coming home late Something pulls me from the clay, I can't make another day alone I can't even speak your name Are you just a thing to claim and hold? Notarize my deed and watch me go Not coming home Notarize my deed and watch me go Not coming home

Maybe Faith has lost her faith again She'd been betting on the race again Will not see her on her way around Gonna pack that all up and fool around Then I'm gonna take it up, baby, or leave it I'm coming home again I've been there and I've been back again Gonna dull it with lorazepam Kinda had it with philosophy 'Cause I'm thinking I am, but I'm failing to be Let it fall, take it quiet, backslide And be gone again Mary, Mary got a four-leaf flower Said her mind is like a Babel Tower Said she timed it to a factor three This life is scaring the life out of me Gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again Said she read it on a railroad sign Said we're drinking 'til the well runs dry Said she had it written out in the stars Said the whole of her life was a mess and a scar Gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again Mary, Mary got a four-leaf flower Said her mind is like a Babel Tower Said she timed it to a factor three But you don't need to know what you don't even see Gotta take it up, baby, or leave it I'm coming home again Afraid Faith has lost her faith again She'd been betting on the race again Said her world is spinning 'round and 'round But you can't make it up there for falling down And I'm gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again Happiness is not a guarantee 'Cause all your problems looking good to me Got a dried-up bed of sympathy And you cannot be bound, if you cannot be free And I'm gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again Gonna count down ten and I'm out Gonna count down ten and I'm out Gonna bend that wire and twist and shout Gonna holler 'til they let me out Gonna take it all, baby, or leave it 'Cause I'm coming home again Hosanna, head on high I'm gonna sing it 'til the day I die Ain't gonna wait around and sympathise Gonna push on the gas 'til the gas runs dry And I'm gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again Mary dances on a hurricane Said the boys in here are all the same Will not see her on her way around 'Cause she'd rather be preaching with fools around And I'm gonna lay it all out 'Cause I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home again I'm coming home