I'm a Fish Loved By You - Chen Rui

Have you ever felt empty inside when you wanna laugh But I'm not gonna rely on medication Holding my breath I'm not scared to be lonely Have you ever cried without really knowing why? Is this our final song? No, I don't need a reason to give up 'Cause you're the best thing that happened in my life Then is this what I truly wanted Get out of my head right now The memories of us still haunt me every night I am the one who loved the most But now I have nothing Was I ever loved by you? You were really happy, weren't you? I wish that my whole life is a fucking dream I'm such a soppy, was I ever loved by you? Is it too late to say I love you? You were mine Damn, I know, I know, we lost, we're alone Dancing with your shadow, I ain't got nowhere to go Don't wanna drink myself to sleep anymore It has no taste And it's like our days, babe Reading all the texts you sent me like every day It's so unfair (but you were great) I wish you had the same dream as mine Someone tell me it will be alright Then is this what I truly wanted Get out of my head right now The memories of us still haunt me every night I am the one who loved the most But now I have nothing Was I ever loved by you? You were really happy, weren't you? I wish that my whole life is a fucking dream I'm such a soppy, was I ever loved by you? (Loved by you) Is it too late to say I love you? You were mine Damn, I know, I know, we lost, we're alone Damn, I know, I know We lost, we're alone

Every time is like the first time tenderly Loving you is like breathing spring Seasons change but your heart beats constantly Count my blessings every day as you love me As a sunset disappears across the northern sky An' you look for forever in my eyes All that I can say, long as I have a voice I'll thank God above that I was your first choice If I should die before I wake I'll go into the night whispering your name If lying in your arms is the last thing that I do At least I know that I'll be loved by you In about a hundred years from now When all of my love letters are found And someone reads these words I've written only meant for you They'll know how forever came true If I should die before I wake I'll go into the night whispering your name If lying in your arms is the last thing that I do At least I know that I'll be loved by you So let the years roll on by These are the best times of my life I'll just smile when the days are through Knowing I've been loved by you At least I know that I've been loved by you

I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna let you in my room We could talk 'bout the stars and the moon But I don't need to be, need to be Cross my heart and hope to die (She died, she died) Tell me all those pretty lies (She lied, she lied) 'Cause real life don't feel that nice Maybe this is paradise (She died, she died) Ooh, I don't wanna know Ooh, if it's real Ooh, will you follow where I go? I gotta know, I gotta know I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna let you in my room We could talk 'bout the stars and the moon But I don't need to loved by you And I can tell that you act so cool To get away from a world so cruel And I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna be loved by you But I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna be loved by you Baby, tell me what I need Who gon' save me from myself? Love was always out of reach Put my heart up on the shelf Hard to reach for it, give me some help Ooh, I don't wanna know Ooh, if it's real Ooh, will you follow where I go? I gotta know, I gotta know I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna let you in my room We could talk 'bout the stars and the moon But I don't need to loved by you And I can tell that you act so cool To get away from a world so cruel And I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna be loved by you But I don't need to be loved by you But I wanna be loved by you But I wanna be loved by you

Bless my soul I've been alone too long Somebody without someone Is no one at all And baby all these nights I've struggled and fought my pride Scared that someone your type Couldn't see past my flaws 'Cause I've heard that heaven ain't easy to get to, ooh The closest I'll get might be right next to you, ooh For I've got to know I got to feel how it feels To be loved by you Ooh, I got to touch something real Can I feel and be loved by you Jealousy is getting the best of me Thinking about you sleep without me in town And I had no peace 'til you give me clarity I need to hear and see If I matter at all 'Cause I've heard that heaven ain't easy to get to, ooh The closest I get might be right next to you For I've got to know I got feel how it feels To be loved by you Ooh, I got to touch something real Can I feel and be loved by you? Ooh, I got to feel it (How it feels to be loved) Ooh, I got to feel it (How it feels to be loved) Ooh, I might not get another chance (how it feels to be loved) Cannot let it slip out of my hands How does it feel to be loved by you?