I Love You, I’m Trying - grandson & Moby Rich

My God, what does it mean When I call To talk And I fall apart If you won't pick up your phone Guess I can't Admit I'm in Over my head That I'm falling down that slippery slope and climbing back into your bed Please baby Let me go on living in the eye of the storm Please baby Let me go on thinking that I'm in control When I'm When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When he leans I lean Hanging on his candor Just another fan girl If he goes I follow, 'cause Maybe if I'm with him I won't get to thinking Please baby Let me go on living in the eye of the storm Please baby Let me go on thinking that I'm in control When I'm When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When he leans I lean Hanging on his candor Just another fan girl If he goes I follow, 'cause Maybe if I'm with him I won't get to thinking It gets harder and harder and harder to ignore The bad things When you keep on you keep on you keep on giving me things that ain't good It gets harder and harder and harder 'cause I'm starting to see What you're keeping from me And still I'm begging for more and more baby When I'm trying not to love you (When I'm trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you When I'm trying not to love you (When he leans) (I lean) When I'm trying not to love you (Hanging on his candor) (Just another fan girl) When I'm trying not to love you (If he goes) (I follow, 'cause) When I'm trying not to love you (Maybe if I'm with him) (I won't get to thinking) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) (Trying not to love) When I'm trying not to love you (Trying not to love you) When I'm trying not to love you

I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore I've got back into remembering all the love we had before And I'd been tryin' to forget someone that my heart still adores So I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore You're just someone who brought happiness into my life And it did not last forever, oh, but that's all right We were always more than lovers and I'm still your friend And if I had the chance, I'd do it all again So I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore I've got back into remembering all the love we had before And I'd been tryin' to forget someone that my heart still adores So I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore You're just someone who brought happiness into my life And it did not last forever, oh, but that's all right We were always more than lovers and I'm still your friend And if I had the chance, I'd do it all again So I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore I've got back into remembering all the love we had before And the best thing of my life is still When you walked through my door So I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore I'm not tryin' to forget you anymore

I don't know the meaning of much I don't know the right expressions I don't have too much intuition or too many credentials I don't know the meaning of much I never make the best impressions And I don't have the means of expression to explain my obsessions All I'm just trying to tell you And all I'm just trying to say All I'm just trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away I don't have the Midas touch I never make a good impression And yes, I have the scars of ambition, and its many expressions And I don't know the price of stuff And no, I don't command attention And I don't have sophistication or the right connections All I'm just trying to tell you And all I'm just trying to say All I'm just trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away There's no room in the world for your kind of beauty Yours are the names on tomorrow's newspapers Yours is the face of the desperate edge of now You're like the snows of yesteryear, I'll be gone from this Earth All I'm just trying to tell you And all I'm just trying to say And all I'm just trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away All I'm just trying to tell you And all I'm just trying to say And all I'm just trying to tell you is this is enough But you're walking away La, la, la-la-la, la, la, la, la-la-la-la La, la, la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la-la La, la, la-la-la, la, la, la, la-la-la-la La, la, la-la, la-la-la-la-la-la-la Wherever you go, wherever you run Wherever you go, now I'll be the pilot Wherever you go, wherever you run Wherever you go, now I'll be the pilot Wherever you go, wherever you run Wherever you go, now I'll be the pilot Wherever you go, wherever you run Wherever you go, now I'll be the pilot

Tell me what I'm supposed to think When the bullets start to pour Lie about some greater good When you ship me off to war Thousand dead on either side Is there no one keeping score? I just wanna make it home When you ship me off to war We at war, we don't know what for They made up a reason behind closed doors At the end of the season, we leave Make an enemy bleed, hit the sеashore with the C4 We don't rеcord, we just reload If you need more, it's a cheat code with unlimited rounds When you hear the sound, start hitting the ground It's time to go make America proud But this ain't as fun as what they claim it be This ain't a video game, you see I shot the kid same age as me 'Cause he ain't from the same place as me And now the bloodstain stays with me I'm homesick and I miss my momma Can't sleep, I'm living with this trauma I wanna just believe the dogma But I can't take it much longer Tell me what I'm supposed to think When the bullets start to pour Lie about some greater good When you ship me off to war Thousand dead on either side Is there no one keeping score? I just wanna make it home When you ship me off to war When you ship me off to war Yeah Watch me spend these billions Bombing these civilians Making enemies out of children Am I the good guy? Am I the villain? I go back and forth, chameleon My partner next to me, he was twenty-three When he went out to check the scene Then he stepped on an IED, goddamn Teflon, got a bulletproof vest on But I still wanna hide and flee Something died inside when I wondered Why they caught him and not me This shit ain't always what it seem When they changing the regime Better wake me from this crazy dream Living in the war machine Tell me what I'm supposed to think When the bullets start to pour Lie about some greater good When you ship me off to war Thousand dead on either side Is there no one keeping score? I just wanna make it home When you ship me off to war Ship me off to war Ship me off to war Ship me off to war Ship me off to war Joined Uncle Sam as soon as I turned eighteen (Oh no, no, no) Try to wash my hands, never gonna get them clean (Oh no, no, no) Follow my command, do or die, ain't no in between (Oh no, no, no) Try to wash my hands, never gonna get them clean (PTSD, PTSD) I might, I might Fuck around and start World War III (Woo) Tell me what I'm supposed to think When the bullets start to pour Lie about some greater good When you ship me off to war Thousand dead on either side Is there no one keeping score? I just wanna make it home When you ship me off to war