I Love You but I'm Letting Go - Pamungkas

Lost in the maze of the back streets I struggled Fighting my way through a whole lot of trouble Too many people were talking without moving their mouths So many days, so many nights, ever wonder By the lies that have stolen my thunder In the haze of my mind, all the wires were crossed I love you but I'm lost From a flame to the spark of an ember To a fire on the 5th of November We escaped from the light now we count the cost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost Look at the marks on your arms, all the colors How you like to make them pay (how you like to make them pay) These are the reasons why your life is not quite what it was In a dream, at the edge of a river Where we swam, when I watched you shiver Came to life in my arms and then turned to dust I love you but I'm lost From a flame to the spark of an ember To a fire on the 5th of November We escaped from the light now we count the cost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost All we needed was some time All we needed was some time All we needed was some time All we needed was some time I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost I love you but I'm lost

Last stop at Carter's cigarettes and beer Same old eyes I hadn't seen in years The look on his face was painted mighty tired He's been working that job since before I was alive And sometimes I run through these streets at night and I Can't help but wonder what my life could be like So I take a deep breath Fight off a tear And try to beat that last train outta here I ain't good at holdin' on but I'm worse at lettin' go I tried so hard damn near gave up hope I drink too much I've left and I've sinned Smoked weed strong enough to make Willie grin Oh I know I ain't good at holdin' on Oh but I I'm worse at lettin' you go Well late at night I hear these engines roar It's a new type of speed ain't ever felt before I was Amy's first and she was mine Two years of love exchanged for one of cryin' Yeah I would lay in my bed and pray And I'd ask god why he took her away And I'd think to a time when it was all so clear But nobody keeps that peace around here I ain't good at holdin' on but I'm worse at lettin' go I tried so hard damn near gave up hope I drink too much I've left and I've sinned Smoked weed strong enough to make Willie grin Oh I know I ain't good at holdin' on Oh but I I'm worse at lettin' you go There's only two things in this whole damn town Yeah one will save your soul One will put you in the ground So I ease off the clutch Shed a gear Try to beat that last train outta here