I Get Overwhelmed - Royal - The Serpent | English

The rumors say That I just wanna be a good person And I don't wanna be a person that hurts anybody And if I've ever hurt you I'm so sorry And I was wrong for doing so and I just love you so, so much I've said and done some crazy shit, that's all you know about me I've always had a way of losing everyone around me Sorry to my mom and dad that I probably alarmed The friends that I ignored that told me not to party this hard And one more for my ex, I'm sorry that I keyed your car I don't recognize that person anymore Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was So if I ever hurt you once I hope you understand That's not who I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am (That's not who I am) I am aware in many ways I still haven't changed I am the girl that might get a tattoo of your name I am no longer drawn to disaster Push on to the next chapter and whatever comes after I am ready to feel high when I'm sober Tell me, am I growing up and not just gettin' older? Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was So if I ever hurt you once I hope you understand That's not who I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am That's not who I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am ready to feel high when I'm sober Maybe the worst of my bullshit is over Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch I was So if I ever hurt you once I hope you understand That's not who I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am I am, I am, I am Think I'm finally done being the crazy bitch- Hi Ry-Ry, its grandma Just sending lots of love and kisses and hugs Hope everything is okay I love you, grandma misses you And I'm so proud of you, my rockstar, mwah, mwah, mwah

I hate this You're chasing all these young bitches down the drain Pathetic, you're reckless How could you think it's not insane to lead me on? And act like nothings wrong Yeah, I hate this, your faith is the dumbest thing i've ever seen I can't believe I ever thought you were my type Damn, even after all this time Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me I dyed my hair bright pink And I don't care what you think The truth is you're useless Just some dumb loser dude Who's hooked on nicotine and bottles of amphetimines Yeah, I hate this, your face is the dumbest thing i've ever seen I can't believe I ever thought you were my type Damn, even after all this time Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me You're old news You missed the only chance you had Don't come crawling back 'cause I fucking hate your guts You're bad news I hope that karma bites your ass Don't come crawling back 'cause I fucking hate your guts Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me You mean nothing if you can't be something to me

Are you runnin' late? Did you sleep too much? All the awful dreams Felt real enough Is your lover there? Is she wakin' up? Did she die in the night? And leave you alone? Alone Mirror, mirror There's your crooked nose Boring hair A thousand wrinkles No children Just emptiness No place like home Just a fucking mess, mess 20 messages Did you hurt your thumbs? What a stupid game Getting nothing done With your longest track Your highest score While you crush your back And lament the war, war All the women That you wanna fuck On the internet Wouldn't give you a second look Did you fool yourself? That's privilege That's power without power That's a business, business But we know you is I And I get overwhelmed Can't sleep at night Can't convince myself To turn it off To let go Gotta make sense Of the fucking war, war Am I runnin' late? I get overwhelmed All the awful dreams All the bright screens Is my lover there? Are we breakin' up? Did she find someone else? And leave me alone? Alone

Do you know how words are made? Every letter has a name We can learn a few today Here we go, hip, hip, hooray A-B-C-D-E-F-G Come on, try it, sing with me A-B-C-D-E-F-G H-I-J-K, L-M-N-O-P Q-R-S, T-U-V W-X-Y and Z Those are all our A-B-C's Next time won't you sing with me? We can learn a little more Let's go alphabet explore A, for apple B, for bat C for a caterpillar D is for your dad E for everybody Is G for great Let's do H together, ready Hip, hip, hooray I, imagination J for Jupiter K for kind and L for love and M for my mother N, for now we're nearing O, the open end P is pretty cool, and Q is quarantine, my friends R, for rock and roll S, a sold-out show T it's time U underline anything you don't know V, I'm very happy W that we were able to get all the way to X and Y and Z Now we know our A-B-C's, and all I wanna do Is start from the beginning and hear you sing them, too A-A-A-A A-B-C-D-E-F-G H-I-J-K, L-M-N-O-P Q-R-S, T-U-V W-X-Y and Z Those are all our A-B-C's Next time won't you sing with me?

1, 2, 3, 4 I still see your shadows in my room Can't take back the love that I gave you It's to the point where I love and I hate you And I cannot change you, so I must replace you, oh Easier said than done, I thought you were the one Listenin' to my heart instead of my head You found another one, but I am the better one I won't let you forget me You left me falling and landing inside my grave I know that you want me dead I take prescriptions to make me feel a-okay I know it's all in my head I have these lucid dreams where I can't move a thing Thinking of you in my bed I still see your shadows in my room Can't take back the love that I gave you It's to the point where I love and I hate you And I cannot change you, so I must replace you, oh Easier said than done, I thought you were the one Listenin' to my heart instead of my head You found another one, but I am the better one I won't let you forget me You were made outta plastic, fake I was tangled up in your drastic ways Who knew evil girls had the prettiest face? You gave me a heart that was full of mistakes I gave you my heart and you made heartbreak You made my heart break You made my heart ache You made my heart break You made my heart ache I still see your shadows in my room Can't take back the love that I gave you It's to the point where I love and I hate you And I cannot change you, so I must replace you, oh Easier said than done, I thought you were the one Listenin' to my heart instead of my head You found another one, but I am the better one I won't let you forget me