I thought I told you he'd be home soon Couldn't help myself, you're too good to be true I fall short each time, every time he ain't here You and your charm creep closer, closer in here Like a fool for fire I fall, with my pride and all Like a bomb before explosion, ticking by your call You're the wiser one, disguised from greed And I'm just a child who belongs on her knees But I found a boy who I love more Than I ever did you before So stand beside the river, I cried And let yourself down Look how you want me now that I don't need you So, you thought that I would crumble to my knees At the first sight of you crawling back to me To whisper, will you leave your man? 'Cause you swear that this time you can stand by me I won't stand by you 'Cause I found a boy who I love more Than I ever did you before So stand beside the river, I cried And let yourself down Look how you want me now that I don't need you I ain't yours for no taking You must be mistaken I could never look into your eyes and settle for wrong And ignore the right Well, I found a boy who loves me more Than you ever did before So stand beside the river, you'll cry And let yourself down Look how you want me now that I don't need you

Evil S.I.S to find a shore A beast that doesn't quiver anymore And we could crush some plants to paint my walls And I won't try to fight in the weekend wars Was I? I was too lazy to bathe Or paint or write or try to make a change Now I can shoot a gun to kill my lunch And I don't have to love or think too much Instant battle plans written on the sidewalk Mental mystics in a twisted metal car Tried to amplify the sound of light and love Christ is cursed of fathers and martyrs Might even take a knife to split a hair Or even scare the children off my lawn Giving us time to make the makeshift bombs Every mess invested was a score We couldn't use computers anymore But it's difficult to win unless you're bored And you might have to plan for the weekend wars Try to break my heart, I'll drive to Arizona It might take a hundred years to grow an arm I'll sit and listen to the sound of sand and cold Twisted diamond heart, I'm the weekend warrior My predictions are the only things I have I can amplify the sound of light and love I'm a curse and I'm a sound When I open up my mouth There's a reason I don't win I don't know how to begin I'm a curse and I'm a sound When I open up my mouth There's a reason I don't win I don't know how to begin I'm a curse and I'm a sound When I open up my mouth There's a reason I don't win I don't know how to begin I'm a curse and I'm a sound When I open up my mouth There's a reason I don't win