I Even Loved The Pain - Jo Jung Hyun

Now I know just how you feel, it was real When I broke your heart Now I know just why you cried when I lied And I broke your heart Now I know just how you feel And I know that it is real Now I know just why you cried When I lied, I lied, I lied But I want it understood, when it was It was very good And I would not trade away, not a day Even if I could Now I know just how you feel And I know that it is real And now you know just why I cried When she lied, she lied, she lied But I want it understood, when it was It was very good And I would not trade away, not a day No, not an hour of the day Though she's left and gone away Even if I could, even if I could

There's nothing in the way I walk that could tell you where I'm going There's nothing in the words I speak that can betray anything I'm knowing Don't think about the way I dress, you can fit me on a labeled shelf Don't pretend that you know me 'cause I don't even know myself Ooh I don't know myself I don't mind if you try once in a while I don't mind if I cry once in a while The doors aren't shut as tight as they might seem I'm just trying to fight my way out of this dream Don't listen to the words I say, weighing up if I'm enlightened Don't shiver as you pass me by, 'cause mister I'm the one who's frightened The police just came and left, they wanted me and no one else Don't pretend that you know me 'cause I don't even know myself I said I don't know myself I don't mind if you try once in a while I don't mind if I cry once in a while The doors aren't shut as tight as they might seem I'm just trying to fight my way out of this dream Do you remember me, I don't remember you Do you still love me, you know I think you do I have been gone, and some prison warder knows my scream I'm just trying to fight my way out of this dream There's only five who know my real name And my mother don't believe they know it What she called me is the way I'm staying And no one'll ever know it Come on all of you big boys, come on all of you elves Don't pretend that you know me 'cause I don't even know myself I said I don't know myself I don't mind if you try once in a while And I don't mind if I cry once in a while

I hate this You're chasing all these young bitches down the drain Pathetic, you're reckless How could you think it's not insane to lead me on? And act like nothings wrong Yeah, I hate this, your faith is the dumbest thing i've ever seen I can't believe I ever thought you were my type Damn, even after all this time Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me I dyed my hair bright pink And I don't care what you think The truth is you're useless Just some dumb loser dude Who's hooked on nicotine and bottles of amphetimines Yeah, I hate this, your face is the dumbest thing i've ever seen I can't believe I ever thought you were my type Damn, even after all this time Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me You're old news You missed the only chance you had Don't come crawling back 'cause I fucking hate your guts You're bad news I hope that karma bites your ass Don't come crawling back 'cause I fucking hate your guts Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me Oh my god, I don't even like you What the hell, I just had a breakthrough You mean nothing if you can't be something to me You mean nothing if you can't be something to me

사실이 아니길 믿고 싶었어 널 놓치기 싢었어 혹시나 우리의 사랑이 잘못 되 끝나면 어떡 해! 가슴은 아파지만 모른 척 해야해 이별 보단 덜 아플 테니까 설마했던 네가 나를 떠나 버렸어 설마했던 네가 나를 버렸어 깊었던 정을 쉽게 잊을 수 없어 늦었어 이미 난 네 여자야 오오오오오오오오 독한 여자라 하지마. 오오오오오오오오 사랑했으니 책임 져 다시는 사랑에 속지 않기를 나 간절히 바랬어 네가 내 인생의 마지막 남자가 되어 주길 바랬어! 하지만 이게 뭐야 눈물 뿐이야 이제 남은건 절망 뿐이야 설마했던 네가 나를 떠나 버렸어 설마했던 네가 나를 버렸어 깊었던 정을 쉽게 잊을 수 없어 늦었어 이미 난 네 여자야 오오오오오오오오 독한 여자라 하지마. 오오오오오오오오 사랑했으니 책임 져 날 봐 잘 봐 내 사랑을 다시 봐 와와 봐봐 이번이 마지막 뭣하러 뭣하러 떠나 날 뭣하러 버려 이제 잔소리 말고 내게 와줘 와줘!