I Don't Wanna Think - Captain Noah

Now I'm not really one for drinking songs But I guess that I should probably write one 'Cause I'm feeling pretty lonely He's the only thing that holds me right now Now I'm not really one for drinking songs But I guess if I'm not wrapped here in your arms Then I can't talk about love And who wants to talk about love? Oh, oh, oh, oh I don't wanna risk Oh, oh, oh, oh No, I don't wanna think about you right now Don't wanna think about you right now 'Cause if I did, it would be damn bad And I'd show up at your house I was screaming at your door Saying: What the fuck is wrong with you? I thought that we were good enough I thought that you needed love No, I don't wanna think about you right now Don't wanna think about you right now Oh, oh, oh, oh Now I'm not really one for drinking songs But, f*ck it here it comes out Heartbreak is annoying And I feel it in the morning Swallow it down like a bitter pill At least it'll taste better than this feeling will And I don't like myself And I'm just standing still No, I don't wanna think about you right now Don't wanna think about you right now 'Cause if I did, it would be damn bad And I'd show up at your house I was screaming at your door Saying: What the fuck is wrong with you? I thought that we were good enough I thought that you needed love I know that when I wake up there's gonna be seven texts and three calls to you And I'm not gonna know what to do I'll make up some excuse about how that was meant for someone else When the truth is I'm not over you

I think I wanna text you But I don't know what I would say We didn't leave it on the best note But I don't wanna be afraid Remember talking after midnight? Remember tryna stay awake? Remember feeling just a little bit less alone on the next day? 'Cause I do, I aye Every second with you running circles in my brain I do, I aye Do you remember all the plans we made? I do I think I wanna call you I wonder if you'd call me back 'Cause I can hear it when you're smiling And I can feel it when you're mad Remember talking 'bout our exes? Remember laughing through the pain? Remember feeling just a little bit less alone on the next day? 'Cause I do, I aye Every second with you running circles in my brain I do, I aye Do you remember all the plans we made? I do Up late for no damn reason I always end up thinking You're still the only person That's living rent-free inside my head Don't know if I'm still healing I wonder what you're feeling And if you have a reason, would you wanna see me? 'Cause I would I would 'Cause I do, I aye Every second with you running circles in my brain I do, I aye Do you remember all the plans we made? I do (I do, I, I do) I do, I aye Do you remember all the plans we made? I do

When I turned 20, I was overcome With the thought that I might not turn 21 Death upon my doorstep, if I took just one more step There'd be nothing left of me except these songs And my father told me, "Noah, when you don't know where you're goin' Just stand still, soon enough you will And when all the hope and joy you feel turns into paranoia 'Cause it will, remember just stand still" Just stand still Just stand still, oh As you get older, it gets harder to change You might find yourself alone with just your shame But it's not over It's all gonna be okay And when times are tough remember what I say My grandfather told my father, "It don't get easier, just harder Yes, it will, remember just stand still And when all the hope and joy you feel turns into paranoia 'Cause it will, remember just stand still" Just stand still Just stand still, yeah Just stand still and watch the sunset bleed With only dirt under your feet to feel, just stand still 67 thousand miles an hour around the sun And that is how it feels, just stand still In a universe that's infinite Yet everything gets lost in it You will just stand still You'll be right, you'll be wrong, you'll be fine 'Cause life goes on and on, until, until Just stand still (just stand still, just stand) (Just stand still, just stand still, still) Just stand still (just stand still, just stand) (Just stand still, just stand still) Just stand still (still) Just stand still Just stand still Oh, oh, just stand still

It's an empty shell I live in The doors are always closed And I spend my weeks Losing my head Resting my bones And they say that nothing's given So I guess I'll get nothing at all And I'll accept defeat 'Cause you can't swing When the fight's lost You know Can't see the grass getting greener 'cause Out here ain't nothing but blue And your eyes blood red, the high helps a little But everyone you meet's just passing through White lies take all of the color from you Most nights you don't sleep at all And you black out blind you hide Is there any wonder no one ever really tries to call? You say Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal Oo-oo, I climb so high just to feel a fall and let it go So look me in the eyes Am I someone else? Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal An animal, an animal And I always have a vision But I always watch it go Then I feel too weak And it's too much And it's too close, hmm-mm Can't see the grass getting greener 'cause Out here ain't nothing but blue And your eyes blood red, the high helps a little But everyone you meet's just passing through White lies take all of the color from you Most nights you don't sleep at all And you black out blind you hide Is there any wonder no one ever really tries to call? You say Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal Oo-oo, I climb so high just to feel a fall and let it go So look me in the eyes Am I someone else? Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal An animal, an animal Can't see the grass getting greener 'cause Out here ain't nothing but blue And your eyes blood red, the high helps a little But everyone you meet's just passing through You say Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal Oo-oo, I climb so high just to feel a fall and let it go So look me in the eyes, am I someone else? Oo-oo, sometimes I feel like an animal An animal, an animal Oo-oo Oo-oo

Oh, she hates to say goodbye So she only says goodnight When she goes, she stops to look behind And I'll sink Oh, she sleeps with one eye closed So she can tell when she's alone Oh no, this summer comes and goes But I'll sink Oh, she's the sunset in the west Oh, she's sleep when I need rest And though this ship can be saved yet And oh, for you, I would never sink again And oh, for you, I would never sink again Oh, she promises to write I know, it's harder if she tries So, I have grown To tell myself a lie and I'll sink Time slows to let me jog along High hopes, don't last me very long But winding roads, they never seem to stop And I'll sink Oh, she's the sunset in the west Oh, she's sleep when I need rest And though the ship can be saved yet And oh, for you, I would never sink again And oh I, would never sink again And oh I, would never sink again And oh I, would never sink again And oh, for you, I would never sink again And oh, for you, I would never sink again Oh, she's the path on which I tread Oh, she's the shiver up my neck Oh, she's the blood rush to my head Oh, for you, I would never sink again And oh, for you, I would never sink again