I Don't Wanna Be Me - Type O Negative

Mm-aah-ah Ah-aah-ah Ah-aah-ah And I've been trying And I'll keep going Even when I feel like dying I don't wanna be nothin' (Oooh, oooh-oooh,) 'Cause I don't wanna be nothing Used to the ground Not used to change But I'm changing me now Just letting me fall I let myself fall down And now, I'm full of love I have a chain ball They know what I want They helping me out Whenever I shout Supporting my doubt my mind can't bow And when the time's right I'mma get me a girl And figure shit out That's all that I want, now I sit on the couch Taking a call Want you to be proud of me now Wish you'd know this My words unspoken I can't focus My future wrote this I should know this I should know this My days when through this Forgot to listen 'Cause I forgot to listen I should've listened Now I'm sitting But I don't wanna be nothin' I'm just trying to be something

Turn the page and it's The scoop of the century Dont wanna be L seven I had enough of this This is brainwash and this is a To the stars who fooled you Tell me why you can't explain You're only looking for vinyl yeah Didn't they fool you they wanna be you Gimme world war three we can live again You didn't fool me but i fooled you You wanna be me yeah You wanna be me You wanna be someone yeah ruin someone Yeah, Didn't I fool you I ruined you yeah Didn't I fool you I sussed you out I got you in the camera and I got you in my camera A secund of your life ruined for life You wanna ruin me in your magazine You wanna cover us in the margarine And now is the time to realize To have real eyes Down down down down And I'll take you down on the underground Down in the dark and down in the crypt Down in the dark where the typewriter fit Down with your pen and pad ready to kill To make me ill Down wanna be someone you wanna be someone Ruin someone Make it as someone you wanna be me ruin me A typewriter god a black and white king PVC blackboard books black and white I wanna be me

Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two black entities 'Cause when you trust someone illusion has begun No way to prepare impending despair Did one say so cruel it's better to love and lose Ignorance is bliss, wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire Liar Liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense I'm numb I'd rather not care then to be aware To be scared I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World reknowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Options exhausted, except for anesthesia Anesthesia I don't feel anything, anything I don't feel anything, anything I don't feel anything, anything I don't feel anything, anything For anything For anything, no

We were electrocute In our has-been 1980's suits So electrocute Everyone we knew said it too That's when even strangers knew our names Ten years later sighed "what a shame" We were electrocute To make the point again is moot Ssssssso electrocute How on you I've wasted my youth Your cold eyes of Coney Island sand Hair dyed the blood of a foolish man So proud to be by your side We were a team no one denied Even though I still miss your lips You're about as real as your tits

Spring won't come, the need of strife To struggle to be freed from hard ground The evening mists that creep and crawl Will drench me in dew and so drown I'm the green man The green man Sol in prime sweet summertime Cast shadows of doubt on my face A midday sun, its caustic hues Refracting within the still lake Autumn in her flaming dress Of orange, brown, gold fallen leaves My mistress of the frigid night I worship pray to on my knees Winter's breath of filthy snow Befrosted paths to the unknown Have my lips turned true purple? Life is coming to an end So says me, me wiccan friend Nature coming full circle Winter's breath of filthy snow Befrosted paths to the unknown Have my lips turned true purple? Life is coming to an end So says me, me wiccan friend Nature coming full circle I'm the green man The green man I'm a green man A green man

September sun glowing golden hair Now keep in mind son she was never there October's rust bisecting black storm clouds Only the deaf hear my silent shouts Yet in the dark still he screams your name (Elizabeth!) Nights living death with which rhymes insane Ten years amassed para toda mi vida? Lost man in time was his name Peter? September sun rotted Flatbush porch I would have run then had I known the cost Autumnal rays turned your eyes to stone Did it give you pleasure to steal my soul? Yet in the dark, still he screams your name (Elizabeth!) Nights living death with which rhymes insane Ten years amassed para toda mi vida? Lost man in time was his name Peter? Leave her (leave her), leave her alone I said leave her alone Leave her (leave her), leave her alone I said leave her alone, alone Leave her (leave her), leave her alone I said leave her alone Leave her (leave her), leave her alone I said leave her alone, alone, alone Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know... I know... I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know why Me, me, me, me, me? I know... I know... I know why