I Don't Smoke (Audiotree Live Version) - Mitski

It's easy to forget that our days are numbered It's easy for a slip to turn into a stumble I didn't even feel when I took my eyes off you I fell into my fear, and took a lie for a truth Now I'm wondering around Wondering without a clue Can you remind me who I am When I act like someone else And can you help me understand Why these cards were dealt Can you shatter my mirror To see outside myself And I hope to see it clearer The place from where I fell I'm waiting for a sign Waiting for direction I'm ready to build a wall Behind every step I've taken So I can't turn back around And doubt my destination Can you remind me who I am When I act like someone else And can you help me understand Why these cards were dealt Can you shatter my mirror To see outside myself And I hope to see it clearer The place from where I fell Can you remind me who I am When I act like someone else And can you help me understand Why these cards were dealt Can you shatter my mirror To see outside myself And I hope to see it clearer The place from where I fell

And when I think Of everything that we did together Somewhere in Verona The sunset over our time together Thinking it over So young and sentimental Our hearts so gentle Such a shame we had to drift apart Oh, but I can't help just wonder To be lost forever I watch the sunset And somethings telling me that I gotta get up and chase it Ahlalala... Ba, nanana... Day of transit The gentle weight of your head on my shoulder I wake you with the last stop Your sleepy eyes in the gloomy weather Raining in Florence Your cold hands in the wet hair While we're cursing Cheap umbrellas trying to get home Now we're written in history We closed the book we opened up There will always be a place in my heart But baby can't you see we were meant to fall apart We gave it up Who would have thought love wasn't enough In the end we say Bye my love guess I'll see you some day

Your room was square, I once noticed from there In your bed, as you slept, and I held my breath Everything had its own place And I wondered what space would I take In the order you kept I tried to eat like your girlfriend Just tea in the night, I'd end up too hungry to sleep So lying awake, I would follow the aching inside I would find, it's for you won't be mine I tried my hardest, for I'd never learned God's very simple, and love shouldn't burn And I would've offered you all that you yearned for But I was still waiting for something to earn What is that quiet of snow in the night? The dark rings with white noise As you stand and drown Maybe it's all of these snowflakes, screaming A choir of mute as they brace for the ground Well, that's my ride Hope you had a good night You know you made me happy Here, shake my hand You make such a good man Never once did you know me I tried my hardest, for I'd never learned God's very simple and love doesn't burn And maybe you offered me all that I yearned for But I was still waiting for something to earn Silly me, waiting

There's nothing left for you Nothing in this room Try and go outside Nothing waits for you You had it once before Not anymore So go on to that sweetheart's door And find a new you Give her all the love you saved for it You could touch fire, you could fly It was your right, it was your life And then it passed to someone new It'll keep passing on long after you But you're the only one she's counting on There's nothing left for you