I Don't Feel Alive - Chelsea Cutler

Got a couple enemies that used to be my friends Stay subtle, motherfucker, if I find you then you're dead I'ma treble all the trouble, aim the fire at your neck King Scarlxrd, motherfucker, you scared All these rich bitches wanna fuck me You ain't got digits, you bluffing I been on a mission, still running I'll keep all your secrets if you're lucky Nigga, when you see me, say nothing All my life, I've wanted this Now I've got it, I feel sick So addicted, I can't rest Bitch, I'm lost inside my head (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (yeah) I wanna vibe outside my mind, it's fucking crazy I wanna let go of my flaws (name a motherfucker this bad) And when I'm high, they think I'm way too fucking crazy I wanna live inside my core (name a motherfucker this bad) Rising from the ashes like a Phoenix And I got the passion, yes, I need it And I'm on these tracks again, I need it I ain't coming back until I feel it Lay it on the track until they feel me again Pussy, you know I'm build different, Young Scarlxrd too efficient Know when I get in, I kill shit Easy with the dub, I'm winning Getting to the work for the digits, it's easy, it's done All my life, I've wanted this Now I've got it, I feel sick So addicted, I can't rest Bitch, I'm lost inside my head (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (Go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) I fucking feel alive (go! Go! Go! Go! Go! Go!) Name a motherfucker this bad, name a motherfucker this bad (yeah) I wanna vibe outside my mind, it's fucking crazy I wanna let go of my flaws (name a motherfucker this bad) And when I'm high, they think I'm way too fucking crazy I wanna live inside my core (name a motherfucker this bad)

We're all alone watching shadows on the ceiling I've gone numb but I can't forget the feeling And I don't even know if I can close my eyes Don't want to sleep cause I'm wide and awake and dreaming Hold me close and catch your breath now I promise not to leave this bed yet Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I finally feel alive I'm lying here whispering the sweetest nothing I feel your heart beating faster than you're breathing And I don't even know if I can close my eyes Don't want to sleep cause I'm wide awake and dreaming Hold me close and catch your breath now I promise not to leave this bed yet Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) There's a time and a place for you to say what's next So tell all of the things you dream but never get There's a time and a place for you to hold your breath So tell me all of the things you thought but never said Cause I feel alive I feel alive Cause I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I feel alive (Oh oh oh oh oh) I finally feel alive I finally feel alive I finally feel alive

Yeah Walkin' to the party I'm feelin' myself Walkin' to the party I ain't feelin' no one else I said, tonight is gonna be my night I'm feelin' alive I don't know about you But I feel so alive Cmon' I said Yeah I feel so alive I feel so alive I feel so alive I feel so alive And now we're feelin' it and uh I feel so alive (Aahh, oh) I feel so alive Gotta feel it with ya vibe, baby gotta I feel so alive I'm feelin' alive, I'm feelin' alive, and then uh I feel s-, feel s-, feel s- Feel s-, feel s-, feel s-, feel s- Billy bobby get your body [?] And you're bobbin' up and down baby I'm feelin everybody's body too They got a glass of wine I said shake it, baby, cheers, pop it, celebrate the shit with everybody Uh I'm feelin' myself tonight I'm gonna party all night, gonna party in the mornin' I'm gonna feel it every night and do the [?] I feel so alive (Aahh) I feel so alive I feel so alive I feel so alive I feel so alive I feel so alive

You're still in the shower Don't know where you're gonna go I wish I had the power To make this house feel more like home I won't sleep a minute Leave the light on by the bed The bed you should be in, yeah It's not how it's supposed to end Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is I see you when I see you It hurts, you'll never know 'Cause maybe you'll come running When you're done being alone I swear I'll wait forever If it means not letting go I'll put you under pressure Were you scared of getting close? Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is All these bridges that we're burning Tables that we're turning I won't let this go to a middle ground Promises you're breaking Parts of me you're taking I don't know myself when you're not around Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is

I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's real I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's true I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me It's late and I'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And i know i'm a mess Thinking you could still want me

Red-eyed, 21 You said look at the damage that we've done Tired, unconvinced I said it doesn't have to end like this 'Cause I choose staying up to fight than sleeping here alone I'd choose you a hundred times before letting you go, so Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me Broken and alone You said it's not the way you wanna go Then don't go, don't run I said it doesn't have to hurt this much 'Cause I choose staying up to fight than sleeping here alone I'd choose you a hundred times before letting you go, so Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that I won't break Tell me that I'm all you need Tell me that you're healing, tell me that you feel it Tell me that you still believe Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that I won't break Tell me that I'm all you need Tell me that you're healing, tell me that you feel it Tell me that you still believe Just stay with me Stay anything you want, anything you want Say you miss me Say anything at all, anything at all I'll wait 'til you make your mind 'Cause I understand we get lost sometimes Just stay angry Stay anything you want if you stay here with me

I got ideas of you and me on my mind And we got two nights down on the Lower East Side (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) We got Don Julio, some Diet Coke A couple joints that we could smoke 'Cause you and me, we got nothin', baby, but time (All of the time, yeah, all of the-) I've been drinkin', wasn't thinkin' Turn the week into a seven-day weekend Say the word and you know that I got you If you want it, you can have it Break my body like a habit Anything, anything that you want That I got, that's for you If you want it, you can get it Don't believe me, baby, test it Anything, anything that you want That I got, that's for you If you want it, we could Pack a bag and take this whole thing overseas (Where you wanna go, baby?) Close your eyes and you and I could play make-believe, yeah (mm-mm) Got this Cali King on Bowery Some Hennessy to rinse your teeth, yeah Crazy how you make a bad thing heavenly (ooh, yeah) I've been drinkin', wasn't thinkin' Turn the week into a seven-day weekend Say the word and you know that I got you If you want it, you can have it Break my body like a habit Anything, anything that you want That I got, that's for you If you want it, you can get it Don't believe me, baby, test it Anything, anything that you want That I got, that's for you If you want it, we could Wave goodbye to hesitation I don't want you to be patient Anything I got, go take it Oh, yeah-yeah-yeah You don't need no self-control, no Let's just live here in the moment Anything you want, you know that If you want it, you can have it Break my body like a habit Anything, anything that you want Anything, anything that you need Anything, anything Ooh-ooh If you want it, you can have it (yeah) Break my body like a habit (yeah) Anything, anything that you want (you want) That I got (I got), that's for you (that's for you) If you want it, you can get it (ooh-ooh) Don't believe me, baby, test it (come on, baby) Anything, anything that you want (ooh) That I got, that's for you (ooh, that's for you, yeah)

Focus on you in the light, it helps me fill my emotions Why are we at such a distance? Find ourselves so out of frame This love stay calm in the night, Yeah, help me heal and re-open Why are we drifting away from everything we wanted to save? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Your face became all I know, I'd try to picture another Why are we frayed at the edge, it's making me feel all to blame I wanna know what's the deal Where have you been and what do you think of me? Is it a new girl silently screaming your name? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on You leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on See, I don't know better than to give up on loving Why am I still holding on? I'm still holding on And I'm way too honest and you make me want it Lying alone al night long, alone all night along Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time (Still I dial those numbers every time) Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine (Slowly wishing you were never mine)