I'd Hate Me Too - gavn!

I'm a fuck boy, dirt bag, piece of shit Yeah, the kind your mama warned about when you were a kid I'm a black hole, lost soul, can't be fixed There's a reason I keep wrecking relationships And again, I undress And again, I lose friends And again, I'm a mess Okay, it's true, and I confess Where do I start? I, I'm a psychopath, I'm a knife in your back It's a shower scene when I'm in the room I'm a bad attitude, I'm a villain to you And I would fucking hate me too Ay, yay (ay, yay) Oh, whoa (oh, whoa) Ah, ah (ah, ah) And I would fucking hate me too I'm a five, four, man, whore, who slit his wrist Yet a hundred thousand kids out there think I'm the shit And they all clap more at my expense This is all a cry for help that they will never get And again, I'm depressed And again, I lose friends And again, I'm a mess But I do it for the rest I am not okay I, I'm a psychopath, I'm a knife in your back It's a shower scene when I'm in the room I'm a bad attitude, I'm a villain to you And I would fucking hate me too Ay, yay (ay, yay) Oh, whoa (oh, whoa) Ah, ah (ah, ah) And I would fucking hate me too Ay, yay (ay, yay) Oh, whoa (oh, whoa) Ah, ah (ah, ah) And I would fucking hate me too Everybody I, I'm a psychopath (fuck you, Debby) I'm a knife in your back (sing it) It's a shower scene when I'm in the room I'm a bad attitude, I'm a villain to you And I would fucking hate me too Ay, yay (ay, yay) Oh, whoa (oh, whoa) Ah, ah (ah, ah) And I would fucking hate me too Ay, yay (ay, yay) Oh, whoa (oh, whoa) Ah, ah (ah, ah) And I would fucking hate me too

I wish I hated you And after all this shit you should hate me too I wish that I could see You're not the one for me I lost the old you, lost the old me Found the misery I wish that you believed That we'll never change a thing 'Cause we've been reckless and this mess is Fucking killing me Every day sucks when we try to make up I wanna take drugs so I never wake up I wanna get away, I'll never get away I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that I wish I hated you And after all this shit you should hate me too We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats We just can't let it go, woah I wish I hated you And you should hate me too You should hate me too I wish I had a clue 'Cause you're like a bad tattoo Yeah I was stupid, can't remove it Now I'm stuck with you I wish we would've known 'Cause we're going up in smoke Just strike the match and turn our backs Burn down this broken home Every day sucks when we try to make up I wanna take drugs so I never wake up I wanna get away, I'll never get away I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up that I wish I hated you And after all this shit you should hate me too We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats We just can't let it go, woah I wish I hated you And you should hate me too You should hate me too I wanna get high, yeah, I wanna stay numb The love never works like the cocaine does I wanna get away, I'll never get away I'll tell ya to your face, I'll tell ya straight up I wish I hated you And after all this shit you should hate me too I wish I hated you And after all this shit you should hate me too We scream 'til we choke, our hearts in our throats We just can't let it go, woah I wish I hated you And you should hate me too (Hate me too) You should hate me too (Hate me too) You should hate me too And you should hate me too

Here I sit all alone Just a wonderin' why You must have slipped out While I was high I know just how it feels And I'm not blamin' you Cause if I had to choice I'd avoid me too I've heard tell people say I'm half worth nothin' at all While that may not be true Dead to rights It sure ain't landin' far wrong There's little question or none Wasn't much you could do And if I had the choice I'd avoid me too Now I'm having fears And doubts Right along with everyone else And here lately I'm not so sure I should even be seen With myself (But) here I sit all alone Just a wonderin' why I guess you slipped out While I was high I know just how it feels And I'm not blamin' you Cause if I had the choice I'd avoid me too If I had the choice If I had the choice If I had the choice, I'd avoid me too

I've gotten a habit of falling asleep To the sound of your voice Old videos play in the dark Set my dreams up to start with the noise (Then) I'm back there fishing in the sun Sat up high on your shoulders feel I've won now Those were the years Getaways to Catalina bay What I'd give to go back to that age Then you'd still be here Life goes on And we all must change But all I want is to be young again Growing up means changing into someone that you don't know (Or I don't know) These days, I'm not that little kid that we both used to know Packed my bags, I left home And I got me a job that I like Making music I feel like you'd love One day, wish I could share all the things I am All the things that I had to be to stand them All of these years Here without you, making my own way What I'd to go back to that age, oh Life goes on And we all must change But all I want is to be young again Growing up means changing into someone that you don't know (Or I don't know)