I Caught Myself - Paramore

Please speak softly for they will hear us And they'll find out why we don't trust them Speak up, dear, 'cause I cannot hear you I need to know why we don't trust them Explain to me this conspiracy against me Yeah-eh, yeah And tell me how I've lost my power Oh-oh-oh-oh, yeah Where can I turn? 'Cause I need something more Surrounded by uncertainty, I'm so unsure Tell me why I feel so alone 'Cause I need to know to whom do I owe Explain to me this conspiracy against me Yeah-eh, yeah And tell me how I've lost my power Oh-oh-oh-oh, yeah I thought that we'd make it Because you said that we'd make it through And when all security fails Will you be there to help me through? Explain to me this conspiracy against me Yeah-eh, yeah And tell me how I've lost my power Oh-oh I've lost my power

I can't think of getting old It only makes me want to die And I can't think of who I was 'Cause it just makes me want to cry, cry, cry Can't look back, can't look too far ahead I got the point, I got the message I'm just a little bit caught in the middle I try to keep going but it's not that simple I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter Yeah, I'm caught in the middle I was dreaming life away All the while just going blind Can't see forest for the trees Behind the lids of my own eyes Nostalgia's cool, but it won't help me now A dream is good, if you don't wear it out I'm just a little bit caught in the middle I try to keep going but it's not that simple I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter Yeah, I'm caught in the middle No, I don't need no help I can sabotage me by myself Don't need no one else I can sabotage me by myself I don't need no help I can sabotage me by myself Don't need no one else I can sabotage me by myself I don't need no help I can sabotage me by myself Don't need no one else I can sabotage me by myself I don't need no help I can sabotage me by myself Don't need no one else I can sabotage me by myself I'm just a little bit caught in the middle I try to keep going but it's not that simple I think I'm a little bit caught in the middle Gotta keep going or they'll call me a quitter Yeah, I'm caught in the middle I'm caught in the middle

I can't wait to memorize this day Oh, a picture could not contain the way it feels You say, "Live in the present" I'm already dreaming of how it begins And trying to savor the moment But I know the feeling will come to an end So I crave, crave to do it again, all again Crave, crave, to do it again, I Just for a second it all felt simple I'm already missing it So I crave, crave to do it again, all again I romanticize even the worst of times When all it took to make me cry was being alive Look up and see a reflection Of someone who never gave way to the pain What if I told 'em that now that I'm older There isn't a moment that I'd wanna change? Now I crave, crave to do it again, all again Crave, crave to do it again Just for a second, it all felt simple I'm already missing it So I crave, crave to do it again, all again Any second, feel the present Future and the past connecting (Past connecting, past connecting) Any second, feel the present Future and the past connecting (Past connecting, past connecting) (Crave) Crave, crave to do it again, (to do it) all again Crave, crave to do it again, I Just for a second, it all felt simple I'm already missing it So I crave, crave to do it again, all again