I Can't See Myself - HezGangRell

If I could see myself as people do Would I be good enough? To share a dream with you I've had a life love has often touched But no-one gave as much As you has given me If I could be your eyes looking in mine I'd see a part of me I never thought I'd find No matter how long you wait Love's never too late I've waited all my life for you If I could see myself from where you are Would I be good enough? To try and reach that far Sometimes we feel things we can't explain If I could be your pain I'd just go away If I could love myself the way you do I'd have much more of me That I could give to you I've always reached for a dream That never came true But now I see myself Cause I can be myself with you.

I spent lots of time on my drawings but I Saw them get ruined in the blink of an eye Why does everything I ever do Have to get ruined some way or another? I bet this will get ruined somehow I bet this will get ruined somehow I bet this will get ruined somehow I wish I could be able to create Without them bein' destroyed Why does everything I ever make Turn into something everyone hates? Is it too much to ask To have a creative outlet? I just want to express myself I'm not happy with what I get Sometimes I feel like the world is against me But I won't turn away I will never give up my talent I won't let it get its way In the face of destruction I turn to creation My thoughts will flow My thoughts will flow My thoughts will flow I will be able to create They won't be destroyed Everything I ever make Will be something nobody hates I don't have to ask To have a creative outlet I get to express myself I'm happy with what I get I don't need constant approval I only need myself Done Oh, that was it? Yeah That was fast

Another day, a new disguise Waking up with bloodshot eyes And a million little lies I've thrown together, oh It's been so long since I laid it out And I could use a friend to talk me down Or maybe just spend a little time together 'Cause I'm not quite sure How long it's gonna take But I'm sick and tired of talking to myself Oh, why, why Do I keep it all inside? Keep pretending that I'm fine? Oh, why, why Do I hide behind these eyes? All the tears I should have cried? Yeah Oh, I keep telling myself that it's Okay to ask for help Oh, okay to need someone else (someone else) Someone Oh, I keep telling myself that it's Okay to ask for help, 'cause I Know, I know I can't help myself I can't help myself I'm too grown up to be afraid Too far gone for things to change All these lies I keep believing, oh I've held it in for too long now And I could use a friend to talk it out Or maybe just spend a little time together 'Cause I'm not quite sure How long it's gonna take But I'm sick and tired of doing this alone Oh, why, why Do we keep it all inside? Keep pretending that we're fine? Oh, why, why Do we hide behind our eyes? All the tears we should have cried? Yeah Oh, I keep telling myself that it's Okay to ask for help Oh, okay to need someone else (someone else) Someone Oh, I keep telling myself that it's Okay to ask for help, 'cause I Know, I know I can't help myself I can't help myself Why, why Do we keep it all inside? Keep pretending like we're fine? Oh, why, why Do we hide behind our eyes? All the tears we should have cried?

I can't see Even with my glasses on With all this information in front of me Something must be wrong Some days, I could be the last man for you Give myself up to you And get lost in your dreams I cannot breathe Sometimes through the smoke This hazy fog that feels my dreams The city's where I breathe The city's where I breathe Some days, I could be the last man for you Give myself up to you And get lost in your dreams