I Can't Carry This Anymore - Anson Seabra

You're laying right beside me But you're a million miles away And if I ask you what's the matter You don't have much to say And I can tell that I'm not standing Where I stood with you before And we can't love like this anymore Sometimes it makes me angry But mostly it just hurts And I thought time might make it better But it's only made it worse Well, I can't climb these walls you're building And I can't unlock the door And we can't love like this anymore We're coming to a crossroad I can tell And I'm not sure we'd be this lonely by ourselves But I won't give up as long as there's a chance So where we go from here is in your hands Just say it's over and at least I'll know for sure That we can't love like this anymore We can't love like this anymore...

Tell me, can you feel a break-down? Does the pressure ever phase out? I don't ever wanna find out What happens if we never slow down? (Whoa) Is this just a phase Phase from the tension? And there's no name to a face To face consequences Pray for better times 'cause something doesn't feel right Am I losing my mind? Every day and all night Promise that I'm fine, but something doesn't feel right Am I losing my mind? 'Cause lately I've been feeling like- I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore Is this just a race A race from ascension? I should've known that it's just a waste To wait on redemption Pray for better times 'Cause something doesn't feel right (something doesn't feel right) Am I losing my mind? (Am I losing my mind?) Every day and all night (everything and all night) Promise that I'm fine But something doesn't feel right (but something doesn't feel right) Am I losing my mind? (Am I losing my mind?) 'Cause lately I've been feeling like- I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore I, I don't wanna do this anymore I, I don't wanna do this anymore I, I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore Tell me, can you feel a break-down? Does the pressure ever phase out? I don't ever wanna find out What happens if we never slow down? Tell me, can you feel a break-down? Does the pressure ever phase out? I don't ever wanna find out What happens if we never slow down? I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore (I don't wanna do this anymore) I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore (I don't wanna do this anymore) I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna do this anymore (I don't wanna do this anymore) I don't care what I had said before I don't wanna do this anymore (I don't wanna do this anymore)

I should've let you know, that you're my only one I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man" You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head You've been up all night, so you don't wanna wait on me I'm about to catch my flight, so you don't gotta wait on me No more, you don't wanna, you don't wanna You don't wanna, you don't wanna, you don't wanna You don't wanna, you don't wanna I've been up a very long time, wonder why they hate on me I don't wanna love myself, I'm praying that they all love me 'Cause you don't wanna, you don't wanna You don't wanna, you don't wanna, you don't wanna You don't wanna, you don't wanna I should've let you know, that you're my only one I know you're feeling numb, I'll fuck you 'til you cum Said, "I don't understand, how you don't got a man" You want me in your bed, 'cause I've been in your head No, no, no No, no, no No, no, no No, no, no No, no, no No, no, no

Well, she's the prettiest girl at the party And she knows it She's got a picture-perfect smile that Break your heart wide open She'll let the butterflies free If your eyes leave for a moment When she finally leaves It's like she's walking in slow motion When she comes home Sits down and gets in her bed, she's invested Shе's all alone So done with trying to pretеnd And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" It's been a couple of years So she moved to West L.A 'Cause when you look that good, I guess you Might as well get paid Went from her parents' old house To become a household name It's a whole new world but somehow Still feels just the same It's when she comes home Sits down and gets in her bed, so successful And she's still alone So done with tryna pretend And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And maybe it's Maybelline But it's probably make-believe 'Cause the dreams that they're selling to you Are paper-thin, too And she says "Under the covers, I'm someone else Than what you see on the cover of Vogue or Elle, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth" And she says "Under the surface, I'm so much more than just a Pretty face or the girl next door, yeah The magazines don't always tell the truth"

Empty bottles on a dusty wooden floor A remedy I've tried too many times Echoes in my mind of shouts and slamming doors I've done better with goodbyes Now the sun is heading back into its grave It's a cold October night Taste the autumn air and hope to find a way To keep the dark out of my mind Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Light a candle as I lay me down to sleep Watch the room around me glow Listen quietly to wind and rustling leaves In the silence I'm at home In my dreams I see her standing by the fire Granite eyes reflect the flames Humming softly 'til the embers start to tire A faded memory that I saved Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Mmm-mmm, mmm-mmm Mmm, mmm, mmm-mmm Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene Kerosene, kerosene She lit me up She left me numb I call her kerosene

You say that we should move on now But it's hard 'Cause I still got half your closet in the back of my car All my friends say I'm hopeless, but I'm not It's just that I really hope this doesn't tear us apart 'Cause when you leave me I don't wanna be alone I want you to need me Baby, baby please don't go The way we loved was so damn incredible That it made me numb when I had to let it go Now you say we're done and I hope it was memorable But I can't move on 'cause you're so unforgettable I still remember the old you, but it's gone And I just hope that he holds you The way that you want I got a feeling that I should just walk away But it gets harder and harder every day 'Cause when you leave me I don't wanna be alone I want you to need me Baby, baby please don't go The way we loved was so damn incredible That it made me numb when I had to let it go Now you say we're done and I hope it was memorable But I can't move on 'cause you're so unforgettable

Let me tell you a story 'bout a girl that I met You would think we were in love just from the way that she said "Can you stay 'til the morning?" with her hands on my lips She told me she was falling then we didn't speak again And I know when she hears this, she's gonna call and check in 'Cause she thinks it's about her and it is She's my kryptonite But she's with him tonight And I can't sleep 'cause I know She's loving somebody else My heart's on the ground She's drivin' to his house And all I think about is She's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) She's loving somebody else (ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else Let me tell you a story 'bout a girl I was with She said, "Let's just be friends," until she slept in my bed If you knew I was falling, would you let me dive in? And when I was underwater, she was gone with the wind And I know when she hears this, she's gonna call and check in 'Cause she thinks it's about her and it is She's my kryptonite But she's with him tonight And I can't sleep 'cause I know She's loving somebody else My heart's on the ground She's driving to his house And all I think about is She's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) she's my kryptonite (Ooh, ah) but she's with him tonight (Ooh, ah) and I can't sleep 'cause I know (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) my heart's on the ground (Ooh, ah) she's driving to his house (Ooh, ah) and all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) she's my kryptonite (Ooh, ah) but she's with him tonight (Ooh, ah) and I can't sleep 'cause I know (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else (Ooh, ah) my heart's on the ground (Ooh, ah) she's driving to his house (Ooh, ah) and all I think about is (Ooh, ah) she's loving somebody else