I Am Still - Junium

Which way you want this shit to go? I did this shit wit' no diamonds, did this shit wit' gold Now I flood the shit wit' stones Different colors, different sets, I got different goals Different views, different cities Boss woman now, different crews coming wit' me Big face bills some is blue on the 50's If this shit go down got different tools, different semis That's why most hoes envy That's why most broke hoes is dying to go against me But I'm still sittin' pretty I'm the only one in my city that can pull up in a Bentley Drop-Top or the Phantom Was in a dawn wit' Philty Rich I was standing I know these bitches can't stand it Every time they look up I'm on billboards and banners I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I done took plenty losses, that's why I feel like I deserve to keep flossin' This shit is exhausting, when you boss up and run yo' own office But I'll take that over anything 'cause I done been without shit for plenty days G5 jets or the mini plane to get whatever that we go to keep you entertained Bullshit, I have been in weak contracts where the labels not spending Now I'm starting up engines in blacked out Wraiths wit' the windows all tinted I done earned this life Fuck all the bullshit, I done earn these stripes For all of them days, I've lived on my dime And the labels didn't spend I'm back on my grind I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I been that bitch and I still am I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans I love a hating ass hoe, they my real fans

Am I still a child Or am I raised Confusion sets in Mixed with rage Am I still a child Or am I grown I never question The Great Unknown Happiness, where have you gone? Did you exist? Maybe, when I was young I'll do my best, for you I'm strong I'll make you proud, at least I hope so Calm down, there ain't no fire alarm There may be smoke, but you can breathe Time tells, time heals Calm down, there's always changes Now it's your body and your mind Changing all the time Am I still a child Time marches on I must confess I thought that I'd be more Am I still a child Or am I a man Love comes and goes This I understand Happiness, it's been so long I thought you'd return, I guess that I was wrong I'm still a mess, but for you I'm strong I'll make you proud, at least I hope so Calm down, there ain't no fire alarm There may be smoke, but you can breathe Time tells, time heals Calm down, there's always changes It's your body and your mind Changing all the time Am I still a child Am I still a child Am I still a child Am I still a child Am I still a child Am I still a child

Girl, you choke me sitting airtight Ziploc right now Will you let me win a fair fight? Can't think right now I can't lie, on my mind I feel right, I feel right I can't lie, on my mind I feel right I don't wanna live forever, no, L.A I don't wanna live like that no more, L.A Only when we sleep, a promise that you'll keep That you will never weep until you fail to breathe Sleep tight You were right all my life Falling for your red eyes Both dying right now Got me back on my old life You're not my gal You're not mine, you're not mine I'm not cool, you're not fine My last line, they ask, "Why?" Like they can't die I don't wanna live forever, no, L.A I don't wanna live like that no more, L.A Only when we sleep, a promise that you'll keep That you will never weep until you fail to breathe Sleep tight You were right all my life (Girl, you choke me sitting airtight) (Ziploc right now) (Will you let me win a fair fight?) (Can't think right now) (I can't lie, on my mind) (I feel right, I feel right) (I can't lie, on my mind) (I feel right...)