I Ain't Crazy - Erin Kinsey

She's a rainbow and she loves the peaceful life Knows I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight There's a part of me in the chaos that's quiet And there's a part of you that wants me to riot Everybody needs to cry or needs to spit Every sweet tooth needs just a little hit Every beauty needs to go out with an idiot How can stand next to the truth and not see it? Oh a change of heart comes slow It's not a hill, it's a mountain As you start out to climb Do you believe me, or are you doubting We're gonna make it all the way to the light But I know I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight Every generation gets a chance to change the world Pity the nation that won't listen to you boys and girls 'Cause the sweetest melody the one we haven't heard Is it true that perfect love drives out all fear? The right to be ridiculous is something I hold dear Oh, but a change of heart comes slow It's not a hill, it's a mountain As you start out the climb Listen for me, I'll be shouting That we're gonna make it all the way to the light But I know I'll go crazy if I don't go crazy tonight Baby, baby, baby, I know I'm not alone Baby, baby, baby, I know I'm not alone Ha, ha, ha Oh Oh Oh It's not a hill, it's a mountain As we start out the climb Listen for me, I'll be shouting Shouting to the darkness, squeeze out sparks of light You know we're gonna go crazy, you know we'll go crazy You know we'll go crazy, if we don't go crazy tonight Oh, slowly now Oh Hold me slow

At first I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinkin' I could never live Without you by my side; But then I spent so many nights Thinkin' how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learnt how to get along And so you're back from outer space I just walked in to find you here With that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I'd've known for just one second You'd back to bother me Go on now, go walk out the door Just turn around now ('cause) you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to Hurt me with goodbye Did I crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh no, not I. I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive; I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give and I'll survive, I will survive. Hey hey. It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying' hard to mend the pieces Of my broken heart, And I spent oh so many nights Just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry But now I hold my head up high And you see me somebody new I'm not that chained up little person Still in love with you, And so you feel like droppin' in And just expect me to be free, Now I'm savin' all my lovin' For someone who's lovin' me Go on now, go walk out the door Just turn around now ('cause) you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to Hurt me with goodbye Did I crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die? Oh no, not I. I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive; I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give and I'll survive, I will survive. Hey hey.

This ain't no part-time position I'm looking for a ride or die Down for the rest of your life commitment Oh, you're gonna get good at staying on your toes When I'm dancing down aisle four Planning vacations that we can't afford Saying I'll be down in five When it'll be at least ten minutes more Boy, I can be a handful hot mess but no less graceful Can't guess what comes next And babe, you'll know it's worth it 'Cause I'm gon' be your perfect kinda crazy Nothin' that's good comes easy It's sure a good thing That God don't give you more than you can handle But Lord knows I can be a handful Even if we're out late on Saturday Me and you are gonna be front pew Singing along on Sunday Nah, we ain't missing that amazing grace Thankful that your hands' in mine Oh, I'm so blessed that you're holding on tight 'Cause boy, I can be a handful hot mess, but no less graceful Can't guess what comes next Babe, you'll know it's worth it 'Cause I'm gon' be your perfect kinda crazy Nothin' that's good comes easy It's sure a good thing God don't give you more than you can handle 'Cause Lord knows I can be a handful Ooh, that I can be a handful Dancing down aisle four Planning vacations that we can't afford Saying I'll be down in five When it'll be at least ten minutes more Boy, I can be a handful hot mess, but no less graceful Can't guess what comes next Babe, you'll know it's worth it 'Cause I'm gon' be your perfect kinda crazy Nothing that's good comes easy It's sure a good thing God don't give you more than you can handle 'Cause Lord knows I can be a handful Ooh, that I can be a handful Oh boy, I can be a handful

We're almost halfway to that five-star reservation downtown I'm praying that you're thinking what I'm about to say right now I hate to go and wreak all your plans But if I'm being honest, I'd rather spend it Right here, we can be alone You and me, this white Toyota Paramore on the radio Going 90, down 40 'Til there ain't no road these wheels don't know Your hand on mine over the console Don't gotta go anywhere tonight Oh, we can just drive Oh, we can just drive Trade-in that rooftop for a sunroof Underneath the moon 'Cause sitting across some table would be too far from you If we ever get there, it will be too soon So miss a turn or two Whatever you gotta do to stay Right here, we can be alone You and me, this white Toyota Paramore on the radio Going 90, down 40 'Til there ain't no road these wheels don't know Your hand on mine over the console Don't gotta go anywhere tonight Oh, we can just drive Oh, we can just drive Oh, we could just- Oh, we could just drive I hate to go and wreak all your plans But if I'm being honest, I'd rather spend it Right here we can be alone You and me, this white Toyota Paramore on the radio Going 90, down 40 'Til there ain't no road these wheels don't know Your hand on mine over the console Don't gotta go anywhere tonight Oh, we can just drive (just you and me, just you and me) Just drive (oh, I wanna know any road) Just you and me Just you and me, boy Oh, I wanna know any road

You'd be my firework memory burned in my mind You'd be my sneaking out, windows down midnight drive I'd be your running late, made you wait Friday night And I could say you were the right person, wrong time You'd still be that Chesney song, still have your Texas T-shirt Still smile when I hear your name, if we would've just stayed A couple kids kissing in the front of that red 4Runner Cherry Coke mixed with something that we stole from your brother Just a July goodbye Sitting knowing how it ends, we would always get to wonder (wonder) Could've just stayed The ones that got away for each other If we would've just stayed a summer We should've stayed a summer Wouldn't know how bad we'd fight, two drinks in, 2 A.M. Wouldn't know how good you lie, wouldn't know how jealous I get Wouldn't hate that Chesney song or torn up your Texas T-shirt It wouldn't hurt when I hear your name if would've just stayed A couple kids kissing in the front of that red 4Runner Cherry Coke mixed with something that we stole from your brother Just a July goodbye Sitting knowing how it ends, we would always get to wonder (wonder) Could've just stayed The ones that got away for each other If would've just stayed a summer We should've stayed a summer Should've just, should've just Should've just stayed a summer, mm-mmh Could've just, could've just Could've just stayed a summer (if we would've just stayed) A couple kids kissing in the front of that red 4Runner Cherry Coke mixed with something that we stole from your brother Just a July goodbye Sitting knowin how it ends, we would always get to wonder Could've just stayed The ones that got away for each other If would've just stayed a summer We should've stayed a summer Should've been nothing more than a summer

Your mom said I'm the one years ago You know the colors I want at our wedding Lately you're acting like I'm someone you don't know I can't take all this second guessing You see the clouds in the sky You find the dark in the light Boy don't you do this tonight We've been through this a million times Are you just waiting on some night When I say goodbye outta nowhere Or wondering when you'll catch me Kissin' somebody else somewhere Boy I ain't lying when I tell ya That I'm in love After everything saying it should be enough I ain't gonna beg you to believe it If you're just looking for a reason for leaving Well maybe you already got one If you're scared it's gonna break my heart Just start 'cause waiting only makes it worse I can take my whole world falling apart But I can't be the one to say it first Are you just waiting on some night When I say goodbye outta nowhere Or wondering when you'll catch me Kissin' somebody else somewhere Boy I ain't lying when I tell ya That I'm in love After everything saying it should be enough I ain't gonna beg you to believe it If you're just looking for a reason for leaving Or maybe you already got one Oh you already got your Mind made up, what are you waiting for Baby just walk out the door If you're just waiting on some night When I say goodbye outta nowhere Or wondering when you'll catch me Kissin' somebody else somewhere Boy I ain't lying when I tell ya That I'm in love After everything saying it should be enough I ain't gonna beg you to believe it If you're just looking for a reason for leaving Maybe you already got one Ooh, maybe you already got one Ooh yeah you do