Hurt (feat. Deion Reverie) - Witt Lowry

Look, I brought your present back to Tiffany's, yeah Was for your birthday, before you Hurt me the worst way, I wonder what's gettin' into me I wonder if your drink's in his mouth, tasting like victory I wonder why at night every lie still plays like a symphony, I Can barely focus, you never cared, I was broken Been hurting since my dad passed, bet you wouldn't have noticed 'Cause you were busy blacked out, stumblin', losin' focus Surrounded by all that's hopeless in life that you never chose And here I go again, preachin' like I know who you are Too busy stuck inside your phone to ever notice the stars I miss the nights we'd sing Adele in your car And had you wetter than the tears that you would cry if we're discussing your scars I know your demons carry weight, don't know what it's like to be you Know myself from the bottom, don't know what it's like to need you You lied from the beginning, don't know what it's like to read you My dad passed away and that day I flew out to see you Remember? I'm thinkin' back to December And how we talked about forever, now we talk less than never I can't lie, sometimes I find myself re-reading your letter I'm not saying I was perfect, still, I wish I woulda treated you better Better, better, better for me How could you think this would be Better, better, better for me? How could you think this would be? On and on and on again, I fear these voices in my head That tells me it's all lies and I should let you go On and on and on again, I hear this voice inside my head That tells me it's alright and I should hold you close If you don't know how many times I forgive you just so I can keep you by my side I don't know why we waste our time Spending all our nights in this gorgeous lie Now maybe time was just against us 'cause you had just been broken when I met ya I tried to take your pieces, and put you all back together But the truth is coming out, I feel your void when we're together Not sayin' that I was better, you drink to relieve the pressure I know, let's keep it real I know you loved to lie, but do you find you love me still? 'Cause he will never love you, like I loved you and I promise that is real You can delete all of our pictures, but you can't delete your feels You should be easy to replace But every meaningless conversation, I see your face I'm tryin' to fill this hole in my heart that you fuckin' made I'm trippin', should've known that I would never find my happiness in all of these women I need to find it in myself, that's for damn sure Almost been a year since I got you from the airport Crazy how time flies, I'm tryin' to hold on while I wait for your car like, "Come out at the bar at night" Now how could this be? Better, better, better for me? How could you think this would be? Better, better, better for me? How could you think this would be? On and on and on again, I fear this voices in my head That tells me it's all lies and I should let you go On and on and on again, I hear this voice inside my head That tells me it's alright and I should hold you close You don't know how many times I forgive you just so I can keep you by my side I don't know why we waste our time Spending all our nights in this gorgeous lie, yeah

I miss, I mi—, I miss you Eh, fuck it! This might be the hardest song I've ever had to write Yeah, I dreamt about you last night I only see you when I close my eyes tight Yeah, I wish I told you how I felt before you left But it just never felt right Yeah, I wish I told you everything before you left I won't forget the day that they found the growth in your chest The cancer took ahold of your body and then it spread I talk to you more now than I ever did—I'm a mess This song will never capture the pain that I could express I learned from you that nothing is perfect, but try your best I know you had your demons that younger me didn't get And out of all our demons, our biggest might be regret Relate more than ever, remember back when I would only see you every other week And every other Wednesday, you would take us out to eat Mom and you had split, so we're living in between Looking up the word "divorced" to understand what it could mean But I don't understand, Mom is with another man You been drinking heavier than me, wish just another can Culture full of broken homes, we were just another fam Coulda left like other dads, you, you had another plan So you stuck around, dealt a life that you probably would never choose You bottled it inside and that bottle turned into booze The Jäger took ahold and your body took the abuse But finally found some pride and cried when I got the news I know, been hurting more than I show Inspired by your story, couple things you should know I met this girl at my show, teared up by what I was told She said, "I'm sober 'cause of you, you do way more than you know" And I say And I say, "Ohh, please grant me the serenity To accept everything I cannot change" You, you always told me I had to do anything To have you back, see you one day I, I wonder if you see me when I fall, yeah I wonder if you hear me now at all Maybe if the world played this through speakers I'd be loud enough to reach you, and you'll hear My last letter for you And I don't understand how you would stay so optimistic You started chemo, fought the battle, never quit That really left an imprint And we would talk about our lives and after this How we would live 'em different See, Mom and you would put your differences aside Every day she would visit, see the love and your vision See the hurt in your smile, your wisdom is what I'm missing the most I'll never be ready to let you go I never felt so helpless inside a boat I control You told me how you wanted to travel, next year you'll go And your body had become fragile, not once that you lose your soul We were told, it was progressing and you had less than a week True love is every tear when we told you we had to leave And how we would converse it, not once did we need to speak That one day in late October you passed away in your sleep I been cryin' when I think about it I miss your smile, miss your laugh, and now I live without it I told you music was my passion, and you never doubt it And people tell me they relate, but now I truly doubt it Remember cryin' on your grave and yellin' up to you, "How did I lose my way?" I won't forget that summer was some of my darkest days Was asking for a sign, sat in my tears and prayed When I saw that sign you sent me, that day was forever changed I know, I know, I should've been a better me Oh, blame me when we argue, I said things I didn't mean Me and you are who I wish, you should have always been between So I'm sorry for the lack of communication from me I just wish that you were here, so you could watch me win a Grammy But more importantly to build a family I hope I make you proud and become everything I can be I hope they play it loud and send this letter where I can't reach Sincerely, Mark And I said, "Ohh, please grant me the serenity To accept everything I cannot change" You, you always told me I had to do anything To have you back, see you one day I, I wonder if you see me when I fall, yeah I wonder if you hear me now at all Maybe if the world played this through speakers I'd be loud enough to reach you, and you'll hear My last letter for you

Yeah! I just heard that my old girl got somebody new and is pregnant I spent my time just forgettin' I spent my time on the music and travel the country Those last couple lines, I've been said it Last night I took a ride around my old town Was the last time I felt somethin' for the first time I took a ride by my old house 'Cause that's where I fell in love for the first time Thinkin' back, December when I saved every penny that I made Knew I'd be the greatest, I just gotta find a way I couldn't even buy food from the place that I work 'Cause the food cost more than the pay that I made And they told me I would never be shit Run around in town, "Am I meant to be shit?" Always had a vision, and they never see shit Wrote my first line, Witty is the meanest So there back, get some receipt, people, while I work at the movies Girls hit me up, now used to look through me Sayin' I'll change, yeah, you never knew me But maybe they're right, I just hope I don't lose me, now I'm Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Broke up my heart and my soul many times now You could see right through me And when I fell down, you were never around Now you need me, oh, you need me now? Please Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Broken my heart and my soul many times now You could see right through me And when I fell down, you were never around Now you need me, oh, you need me now? Please Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) You could see right I just heard that my other ex-girl is engaged to be married I think commitment is scary Maybe that's why it just didn't work out for us When you show someone your soul, do you ever stop carin'? Sometimes I wish I could just rewind time Want to change anything, want to relive moments Even if I know we wouldn't work out, that's fine When the first door closes, another one opens Told me I was hopeless Now the same people hit me up, I never noticed Every minute that you spent hatin' on me Was another minute that I spent workin' on my own shit, had to stay focused Never could've hoped it, never could've planned it 'Til you feel like you have nothing, you would never understand it Complements are always backhanded I see people lookin' for a handout, I could never fuckin' stand it I just make anthems And spill out my soul on these pages Was meant for whenever was random Used pain as a paint for this painting I just miss what could've been, but I should just water my grass And not worry about if the grass will be greener Damn, it's also ironic I wrote my first lines while I worked at the theatre, now I'm Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Broke up my heart and my soul so many times now You could see right through me And when I fell down, you were never around Now you need me, oh, you need me now? Please Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Broken my heart and my soul many times now You could see right through me And when I fell down, you were never around Now you need me, oh, you need me now? Please Wishin' I could rewind time Want you back in my room, like I do with a movie Like I do with a movie (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Now you could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) Could see right through me (movie) No-Now you could see right

Hush hush settle down Spend time just running around Hold tongues, don't shut your mouth Because it was the lost and found So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me Our life can't be renewed Think big and imagine you Won't live past 23 Because time's a precious thing So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me So won't you go and just roam free Take my body Hand in hand And follow me